NF is the stage name of rapper and composer Nate Feuerstein from Gladwin, M… Read Full Bio ↴NF is the stage name of rapper and composer Nate Feuerstein from Gladwin, Michigan. Feuerstein endured a hardship-filled childhood in which his parents divorced, his mother's boyfriend physically abused him, and his mother eventually killed herself. Music was his escape, and he began recording songs on a karaoke machine, with instrumentals on one microphone and his raps in the other. Placing second in a nationwide Fine Arts Festival rap competition in 2008, and first in Michigan the following year, he independently released a debut album, Moments, in 2010. The album attracted the attention of Xist Music, which signed him to a recording deal in 2012, by which time Feuerstein had taken on the stage name NF. The label announced the release of an EP that same year, but it never appeared, and NF and Xist parted ways. NF spent the next two years looking for a label and working with local producer Tommee Profitt in his studio; they came up with the song "Wake Up," which convinced Capitol Christian Music Group to sign him. CMG released a six-song (including a Manny Marroquin remix of "Wake Up") self-titled EP late in the summer of 2014. His debut album, Mansion, was released in early 2015 and reached number 62 on the Billboard 200 while topping the Christian Albums chart. The aptly titled Therapy Session followed in 2016 and also topped the Christian Albums chart with its raw emotions and honest lyrics. The following Summer saw the release of the singles "Outro" and "Green Lights", in anticipation of the arrival of his third studio long player, Perception, which dropped later that October. NF achieved mainstream popularity in 2017 with Perception; the album charted at number one in the United States and was certified platinum, while its third single, "Let You Down", reached number twelve on the U.S. Billboard Hot 100, and was a top-ten hit internationally. He achieved similar commercial success with his follow-up The Search (2019). Feuerstein's most recent album, Hope, released on April 7, 2023, had commercial success and peaked at number 2 on the US Billboard 200.

Paralyzed
NF Lyrics

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When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else

I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things

I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed

When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (oh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith

I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed

I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why
I'm in the race of life and time passed by
Look, I sit back and I watch it
Hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen

I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me inside

I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (oh how come I'm not moving why aren't I moving ay yeah)
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?)

I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)

Overall Meaning

NF's song "Paralyzed" is an introspective and emotional expression of the singer's internal struggles, particularly with depression and anxiety. The lyrics convey a sense of detachment from one's own emotions and the world around them. The opening lines ask, "When did I become so numb?" and "When did I lose myself?" This suggests that the singer is acutely aware of the changes in their emotional state but can't pinpoint when they began.

The chorus of "Paralyzed" repeats the phrase "I'm paralyzed" several times, which seems to reflect a feeling of being stuck or trapped. The singer acknowledges that they "no longer feel things" and that they know they should. This suggests a sense of guilt or frustration with their own inability to connect emotionally. The second verse expands upon these feelings, with the lines "I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die" showing the singer's struggle with anxiety and the fear of the unknown. The final lines of the song, "I'm paralyzed, but I'm the one who locked me in" demonstrate the singer's sense of responsibility for their own emotional state.

Overall, "Paralyzed" is a powerful and honest expression of the struggles many people face with mental health issues. Through the use of poetic lyrics and haunting melodies, NF captures the feeling of being trapped and unable to connect with one's own emotions.

Line by Line Meaning

When did I become so numb?
At what point did I lose the ability to feel emotions or sensations?

When did I lose myself?
When did I lose my identity or sense of purpose?

All the words that leave my tongue feel like they came from someone else
I am speaking words that don't feel like my own and I feel estranged from myself

Where are my feelings?
I can't locate my emotions or sensations

I no longer feel things
I have lost the capacity to experience sensations or emotions

I know I should
I am aware that I am supposed to feel something, but I can't

Where is the real me?
I have lost my true identity and feel like a different person

I'm lost and it kills me inside
Being lost makes me feel pain and suffering

When did I become so cold?
At what point did I become emotionally detached and distant?

When did I become ashamed? (oh)
When did I start feeling embarrassed or guilty about something?

Where's the person that I know?
I feel like I have lost my previous self and can't recognize myself anymore

They must have left
My previous self must have left and I don't know where they went

With all my faith
My belief and trust in myself has disappeared along with my previous identity

I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
I am afraid of both living and dying, and cannot find a way to escape my paralysis

And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
If life is full of suffering, then I have repressed my own pain for a long time

But it's still alive
My pain still persists and has not disappeared despite my attempts to suppress it

And it's taking over me where am I?
My pain is consuming me and I don't know where I am in life

I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
I desire to experience any sensation, as I am emotionally devoid

But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why
Even though I want to feel something, I still can't, and I am unsure why this is happening

I'm in the race of life and time passed by
I feel like I am competing in life, but time is slipping away and nothing is changing

Look, I sit back and I watch it
I observe my life from a passive standpoint without interfering

Hands in my pockets
I am not actively doing anything with my hands while I sit back and watch my life unfold

Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I am being hit by powerful emotions, but I let them wash over me and do not react

I just watch 'em
I continue to watch the waves of emotions without resistance

I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
I feel submerged in my emotions, yet I am still mentally above them without being affected

I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I am at my lowest point, but I don't understand the root of my troubles

I'm in a box
I feel confined, with no escape or freedom

But I'm the one who locked me in
I am responsible for creating my own limitations

Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
I am struggling to keep breathing as if all life has vanished.

Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Capitol CMG Publishing
Written by: Nate Feuerstein, Tommee Profitt

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@tanusamuelpammi7376

48w↑402

When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me
Inside
I'm paralyzed
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (Oh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me
Inside
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain, then I buried mine
A long time ago, but it's still alive
And it's taking over me, where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why
I'm in the race of life and time passed by
Look, I sit back and I watch it
Hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me, inside
I'm paralyzed (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (oh, how come I'm not moving)
(Why are you not moving?)
I'm paralyzed (hey, yeah)
Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)

@josephmader1343

1y↑615

To anyone struggling:

You’re loved. You’re precious. You’re destined for greatness. You’re beautiful. You’re the only you that there ever will be. You deserve so much better than what life has given you. You deserve happiness and peace. You deserve to know how much greatness and joy you’ve brought into the world, and for these gifts to be returned to you tenfold.

The pain didn’t stop you. The sadness didn’t stop you. The depression, loneliness, and isolation didn’t stop you. Sure, it may have made you want to give up, but you didn’t. You’re still here and that proves you are strong. Whatever happened in your past, whatever you’ve done, or whatever’s been done to you, you’re stronger than all of it. Nothing will ever break you.

Stay alive. Stay strong. Stay hopeful. Don’t give up. Treat everyone with kindness. Love all. Trust few. Do wrong to none. Be gentle and sweet, like you already are :) Take care of yourself and one another. We’ve all got one life and I couldn’t be happier that you’re still living yours!

I want to be there with you. I want to ease your suffering, hug you, and be your friend.

Fuck suicide. You deserve to enjoy your life. Talk to someone. Please. Talk to me. Talk to a therapist. Talk to your friends, your parents, your pets even. Tell someone how you feel. Get it all off your chest. Your feelings are totally valid. They always are. You don’t have to live this way. Even though I may never meet you, you’ve made my life better just by being here and reading this. So let’s get through today together, then tomorrow, then the next day. If that’s too much, then focus on getting through the next hour, or the next minute, or the next second. One thing’s for sure, you and I aren’t going down without a fight. There’s so much this world has to offer, and like Gerard Way said, killing yourself or living depressed is some fucking bullshit because violence is NEVER the answer. You and I will die someday, but not today. You were loved and wanted here from the moment you were born and you always will be.

Hang in there, we're all in this together :)

@TheCyberdan

1y↑95

LYRICS:
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me
Inside
I'm paralyzed
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (Ooh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me
Inside
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain, then I buried mine
A long time ago, but it's still alive
And it's taking over me, where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why
I'm in the race of life and time passes by
Look, I sit back and I watch it
Hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me, inside
I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (Oh, how come I'm not moving)
(Why are you not moving?)
I'm paralyzed (Hey, yeah)
Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me, inside
I'm paralyzed.

All comments from YouTube:

@Nat-qp9oc

3y↑4.9K

“Im scared to live but im scared to die”

This is straight up relatable

@kylie3666

3y↑45

@@stockdoc9384 bro shut up he came here to let tell at least someone how the feel , and your here too you wanna act all mf strong bro it's ok to not fuckin be a hard as all the time leg it out bro but don't be rude asf to someone who here too , obviously we need each other bc we don't have anyone

@luigicastellano1207

3y↑6

I fell this

@The_Official_Masky

3y↑6

Same 😞✋

@blazezanezass2022

3y↑3

Same 😞😔😔😔

@blkpiktrsue9740

3y↑2

Tru

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@user-bh6ne7vi2d

4y↑31.1K

Like who since 2020 and still listens to this song. Let's see how many of us.

@jummiepatato2679

4y↑94

Omg your face!!!

@braydenkeeney4736

4y↑53

@pranverakeqaj8839

4y↑37

@@braydenkeeney4736 i do to
:/

@user-bh6ne7vi2d

4y↑33

@GABRIELLA PISCOYA Helo

@user-bh6ne7vi2d

4y↑56

Thanks for likes :D

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@barkhajaiswal1823

1y↑1.3K

It’s 2023 and this song still works as therapy!! 😭

@mdnaimislam2717

1y↑13

🙃

@sad6368

1y↑15

I know right!!!😩

@Luckystars_the1nonly

51w↑20

YES I FOUND A RECENT COMMENT! This song is gonna be a great memory of my life forever. Use to cry to it everyday in 2020 during summer when my grandpa died. He died 6 years ago and I still wanna cry every time people talk about their grandpas and stuff.. it really hurts that I cried so much to it I can’t cry anymore- it’s been 6 years,I wanted to see him watch me grow up after I knew he died and it’s never gonna happen.. I wish he was here because I feel like my family has been a wreck ever since he died. Sometimes I feel like I’d be different if he was here,he was that one person who always comforted me and taught me how to do things. 6 years ago on Christmas the last thing he did when I saw him was hug me and he couldn’t even see me.. he asked where I was and said my name. It’s the last memory of him I ever had. 3 years ago I cried to this song everyday for three months and never told anyone,just sat in tears under my blanket with my parents at work. 6 years,it’s been so long but I miss him more and more everyday. Every time I hear this song now,I can’t cry. I just freeze and try to cry but I can’t. It just makes me feel a numb,sad feeling like my heart got lost 3 years ago. I wanna cry but I can’t. 3 years ago I didn’t but I did. I miss you. ❤

This was a me venting btw but I’m glad to see people still here.

@pherocious2595

45w↑6

@@Luckystars_the1nonly oh dude bummer mine died when I was two and I miss him so much. all I have of him are the stories my mom tells me.

@monytontana5184

41w↑6

Amen!

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@lifedead.

1y↑302

" Sleep Isn't a Sleep anymore It's Just an Escape from Reality ".

@noumanshahzad8720

39w↑3

Sighs yeah

@tom24865

39w↑1

If that ain't the truth I'm not tired I'm done. I need a hit that's the truth.

@stingraytt764

13w

Yes, that's how it feels sometimes. 😐

@christianmatoank3770

10w↑3

For me it's been that way for awhile, but now I can't sleep

@nffan1000

I hope things get better for you. Please know that there are services out there if you ever feel like you need to talk about it with someone. There are also people out there who care about you!

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@punkz2743

3y↑2.3K

Depressed people they don't want to die, they just want to the end the pain.

@sivanfusion2302

3y↑57

deppression is pain taking over someone and not wanting to live

@biri_o

3y↑39

Yep been there, but it gets better. Everything is possible through God

@ethanoles1645

3y↑32

Plz remember this phrase;
“Through the pain, there is purpose “

@kip1272

3y↑48

I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying

-suicidal thoughts, Josh A & Jake Hill

@iboz66

3y↑9

And people who have never been there don't understand

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@gxbrielle5388

5y↑5.6K

I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die

this describes me

@wolfgalaxygacha8293

5y↑29

Same ;-;

@amiyasontay2677

5y↑18

Same

@user-du9rx9iu3h

5y↑13

Same

@luvsmilia

5y↑13

Same ...

@lyssnot4u321

5y↑11

Same

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@princess_chloe999

15w↑58

As a 17 y/o who's been clinically diagnosed with depression from the age of 12 (runs deep in the fam) NF, I really appreciate you and your music, you've worked so hard to come this far and so have the people who your music has helped. To everyone struggling right now ... Know You Are Loved. 2024

@nffan1000

13w↑2

if by any chance you see this and are going through a difficult time, know that there are people out there who care about you, even if it doesn't seem that way. There are also services you can go to if you need support!

@princess_chloe999

13w↑2

@nffan1000 Thankyou so very much for your kind words. I had been in therapy for four years and am now discharged ! I am much better, although I have my hard times like everyone else does I get through it. Once again, thankyou so dearly for your kind hearted words and care.

@nffan1000

13w↑2

@@princess_chloe999 Of course! I'm glad that you're doing well!

@PaigeGarza-wq7mt

9w↑2

Thank you❤

@GabbyMars-pf7ni

6w↑2

I relate I've been diagnosed with depression since like 8 maybe and I going on 19

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@rogueplayz41

3y↑10.4K

the saddest feeling is when you try to cry, but no tears come

@dnation3316

3y↑121

Yesss 💔

@kay-yd4zm

3y↑290

you cry so hard and forget to even breathe and wanting to scream so bad but just can't

@mohamedkordi853

3y↑94

No for me it's so funy honestly .. cause you try and cant like the tears disagree😅

@riru4000

3y↑64

I feel that so many times...

@Mark-je9lg

3y↑26

@꧁mr james cabra꧂ you are so nice:(

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@prettiestmills2.0

3y↑2.2K

People who cries all the time aren’t weak, they’re just tired of fighting....

@trinitylawrence3143

3y↑51

I cry alot even out of frusteration its okay to feel these emotions sometimes its just how we chose do deal with these emotions
They are tough but at the end of the day being you is the best thing that could happen

@dino-eg1gg

3y↑7

Hi Potter

@lightanddarkness9387

3y↑4

Hope you get through that feeling

@satyamsonakia7798

3y↑11

i cant even cry

@allycat5138

3y↑6

@@satyamsonakia7798 I’m sorry

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@ayomideadetore2081

1y↑843

After many years, your song still touches and it is something people can relate too. This just feels like me

@gabriellalopez5948

1y↑9

True this song still hits me hard

@matthewmcmullen6513

1y↑4

But it's not u tho right? RIGHT BRO....

@saulshelly6174

1y↑6

its unbelievable that a single man can make a masterpiece that touches the hearts and can relate to so many people

@arrowoflightezpez

1y↑3

@@saulshelly6174 he will be remembered greatly but only for a while like everyone else 😢❤️💔

@arrowoflightezpez

1y↑3

@@gabriellalopez5948 same here my man

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@goat_nardz4216

45w↑31

Everyone keeps saying "what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger". That strength only comes after unimaginable pain, leaving behind the broken pieces of your soul. Wounds heal, a soul fades and the broken people of this world push on, and no matter how painful, miserable and downright hellish life becomes. We still put on a smile and tell the world "i will be alright". Stay strong Everyone, you're all loved, missed, wanted and needed.

@jemmadaniels2622

4y↑2.4K

It hurts when you try to explain your pain and you get called "disrespectful"

@morningstar7896

4y↑72

I don’t get called disrespectful I get called faking it

@landonharmon1758

4y↑11

I can relate...

@celiaownspipe5343

4y↑7

Yeah I mean I put on a smile bc I hat people that said I know you pain but that don't

@destinywolfie2478

4y↑3

I feel you.

@m1rii4m

4y↑16

i felt that. lately i don’t feel anything and i don’t even know why, i don’t understand myself. i mean where’s the old me? i don’t even feel affection or love for anyone, while before i always was the one loving so much without even being loved back. idk wtf happened to me. i hate it all. i come here every time i’m scared of my feelings..i hope this won’t last forever

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@jeremysmall9513

22w↑17

It's truly hard to find someone who genuinely is able to encapsulate the dark feelings of depression quite like NF does. Everyday, his vulnerability through his music is an inspiration and reminds us that, yes, we're in deep pain, but we're not alone.

@bobisthemob999

1y↑244

''Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside''
Never cried more in my life then when i heard those lyrics

@OceanicPearlz1

34w

Truth

@Tofuu1311

13w↑1

Lucky. I can't even cry

@LiveRussian

11w↑3

@@Tofuu1311That’s what numbness is… better sad than numb. Hang on in there! Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.

@Tofuu1311

11w↑1

@@LiveRussian thanks man

@sakurahirawa

10w↑2

@@Tofuu1311❤

@sarahj8179

5y↑1.8K

" When did I lose myself ? "

This line just describe it all..

@deacozby116

5y↑4

I love this comment because I feel it to some time to thank you

@jordanturner

5y↑3

666 that's my lucky number😈😈

@1love8680

Most people loos themselves looking for the world for entertainment,satisfaction,purpose,contentment, and overall joy. The problem with our attempts to please self is. It will always be temporary. Never being left fulfilled. That's why we must try and do the things pleasing to the Lord. The greatest commandment is to love thy Lord your God with all your heart, mind, soul and strength.
1st John ch5:3-5 says. Loving God means keeping His commandments and His commandments are not burdensome. For every child of God defeats this world and we achieve this victory through our faith. Personally I am fasting for a really long time with the hopes of being blessed with joy in the Lord. If we have true joy in our Father. What else is there? Good luck sister. I will pray for you.

@uhh9030

5y↑3

I Frickin LOVE This Comment

@slaymhars2023

5y↑1

My pet tortoise died a week ago. It cut me like blade. But now all i got is me and my vlog its my new lifestyle. Leave a comment under my video even sub it would mean a lot to me.. thank you

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@nightmonkey8742

5y↑3.4K

No one notice your tears,
no one notice your sadness,
no one notice your pain,
but they all notice your mistake!🙃💔

@jayda4297

5y↑23

Jovana Lipić facts tho.. 💔

@rhysedwards415

5y↑52

Most people think im a mistake.. And they're right

@jennikifm2

5y↑15

They’re not right at all.

@jasminemcdowell8339

5y↑16

I'm 9 and I am depressed

@crqztall

5y↑21

Jovana Lipić my parents doesn’t care about my feelings but my studies and comparing me to my cousin

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@morgang9729

1y↑222

This is the perfect song to cry to and let all of your sadness out in the form of tears

@gauravpp11

1y↑4

I'm paralyzed, I've no longer emotions to cry them out

@AiloshR

1y↑1

@@baileyMFvext hey, can I ask you something?

@KaifamGaming

1y↑1

@@gauravpp11 exactly everyone in the comments is talking about crying but the point of the song is feeling numb this song used to make me cry/feel sad but now i just feel numb i can try to explain but the song explains it percectly

@Wiggam

11w

You should grow up and get over it

@sakurahirawa

10w

@@Wiggamthat ain’t make no typa sense

@dominicschwab9330

1y↑403

i cant even describe the pain im in, its to the point i cant even cry anymore, but this song has taken some of it away thank you nf for all your music

@edgarlopez8423

❤

@ar87ace

1y↑10

Whatever doesn't kill us makes us stronger. Even tho u don't feel it now... believe me you will soon! 🙏🏼

@ghostisalegend

1y↑6

Same

@gauravpp11

1y↑5

Totally understands you I'm same

@Indiesmoker25

1y↑2

I could relate to that!
Bro do take care and know you will get through it !!

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@reinhartgregory

5y↑1.6K

First rapper I've met who can actually sing and rap and actually have great vocals

@DiegoMLucho

5y↑14

MGK : Hold My Beer
27 , Kiss The Sky , Rehab

@gojogetoko

5y↑16

Any they rap shit that actually matters.

@andreguitarist4517

5y↑5

@@DiegoMLucho lmao dude I love you ahahahahahah #laceup
I love both NF and Kells 😍

@andreguitarist4517

5y↑3

@@DiegoMLucho even tho there are MANY more songs where MgK sings but you're right. These 3 are similar to Paralyzed

@daraseevers

5y↑1

Tom Mc Donald is amazing too! Look him up!

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@looks-like-rain4923

3y↑2.8K

I asked my friend why he loves NF, he told me: “I feel like I’m drowning and his music is like a rope that’s slowly reaching me” I get it now

@Soupmaster7290

3y↑57

i love NF bc when i listen to his music it gives me the courage to move on it- its like he is the one pulling me out of the car so i dont drive it off the cliff

@BHeiProductions

3y↑22

That’s deepAF. That was cudi to me in my teenage years

@commentifyuloveurmom4581

3y↑11

@@Soupmaster7290 I just love him & His true music

@Manni4

3y↑24

And we are the ones that have to grab that rope to get back to the surface and to feel alive again

@DonaldPalacios

3y↑2

cap

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@TengenHasAFavoriteWife

43w↑28

When I was 13, I didn't understand the depth of NF's music.
Now I'm mid 20's. And his energy speaks volumes for many people including me <3

@andreamatos7340

7 years
nice
ive been and nf fan for about a year now(my playlist is only song from him,i have 72 sing from him)

@ac1cognitive921

31w↑32

This song. This single song has brought out years of emotional bottling, silencing, and stagnation. I was diagnosed with autism at eight, and have been relentlessly bullied my entire life, and was routinely beaten by my father when ever I cried or had a melt down. As a result I learned to hide my emotions, and anything I viewed as showing "weakness". I quickly developed full on depression by the 5th grade. Adding onto the fact that I was self aware enough to know that, because I had autism, I would never be able to fit into society. That I would always be different from my peers on a neurological level.

In 6th grade I started having suicidal ideation, and my self esteem rapidly began to decline, throughout 7th and 8th grade my mental health only got worse. Between 8th and 9th grade I met my girl friend at summer camp, and she quickly became one of the very rare sources of light in my life, and she still remains that way. By 9th grade, only at 14, I had reached possibly the worst state of my mental health in my entire life. I viewed myself as a burden to my parents and my girlfriend. Almost every week I had thoughts of suicide and self harm, and had vivid imaginations of how to end my life, which I thankfully never went through with. Then I developed anxiety at 15, after my girl friend was sexually assaulted by someone she thought was a friend. I have had anxiety since. After that as I got older my mental health improved slightly. And by senior year, I had started a turn around. I now write this as a 21 year old, who has suffered unimaginable pain and self-inflicted mental torture. I still struggle, and often times have anxiety attacks about my girl friends loyalty due to what happened years ago, which I question heavily due to never knowing what truly happened.

To anyone who is struggling in some capacity, and who is hurting inside, there will be light, even if it isn't a bright one. But it will come. I'm living proof.

@user-tl4jz6ew3s

11w↑1

Sorry to hear that but thank u

@nxintendo8224

2y↑2.9K

"I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in"

That hit me hard.

@asherkat5853

2y↑9

Agreed </3

@briannaheath6923

2y↑14

So true I agree 😞 ps feeling trapped to me is the worst feeling 😔

@samanthatalsky5157

2y↑7

Same here and when he says when did I become so cold. I wonder if he writes his own music.

@LastOfUs123

2y↑4

The rap part did </3

@deeznutzzzzzzzz

2y↑2

😭😭😭

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@samuelchaddy18

3y↑4.7K

The biggest mistake we ever did as kids was thinking growing up would be fun.

@thefurycommander1843

3y↑104

Not me, I never wanted to grow up.

@Jax-AK

3y↑74

I never thought growing up would be fun. I was depressed at 6

@mohssenaiden1071

3y↑6

Yeh....

@bryanhernandez9233

3y↑16

I did thought about that… thought I was the only person thinking this

@charlesdelosangeles2186

3y↑13

this hits so hard bruuh

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@tanusamuelpammi7376

48w↑402

@Suraj_11.11

40w↑5

Thank you

@lifestyleworld2687

33w↑6

Thanks even tho i already knew the lyrics but still appreciate it for those who didn't know the whole lyrics really nice from you greetings from germany👍

@BritsMAN4LifE

31w↑3

It’s not “I’m in a box”,
It’s “I ain’t unlocked”

Simple lyrics

@mernakk

31w↑3

@@BritsMAN4LifEit’s “I’m in a box”
Simple lyrics

@BritsMAN4LifE

31w↑1

@@mernakk nah… “I ain’t unlocked”
Simple lyrics

I got it from a website

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@carrierife1773

1y↑30

You have no idea how much therapy this song was to me in my hardest time in life. I wrecked my truck and broke my back in 3 places and alot of other serious injuries. Coma fur 2 wks. Woke up and couldn't walk. 2 traumatic brain injuries I couldn't even feed myself. I would listen to this song setting outside staring at that truck. This song got me through. I can walk again but have issues most days but I did it! With God's grace of course!

@angelafaith5605

19w↑1

🙏🙏🙏🙏

@blake.alexander

8y↑2.8K

This song saved my life today. I was gonna end it all in 2 days on my 27th bday. I'm not going to anymore. Thank you NF.

@dxrxngedold9746

8y↑126

Yes, his songs have real power. I had the same problem about an half year ago and this saved me.

@sarahknight5663

8y↑70

Blake Michon stay strong love 💙

@blake.alexander

8y↑38

thank you :)

@Desi1992

8y↑71

I am glad your here still I love you and may light shine apon you

@blake.alexander

8y↑80

Thank you desi. You know things have really been looking up since I posted that. I'm starting to be happy again. Thank you for the Love.

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@simonestanford6899

4y↑8K

Parents: Youre so irresponsible
Friends: youre so annoying
Family: why do you always look so sad?
Music: Its okay honey, just listen to me and youll feel better soon. i promise.

@mohamedbelbaali659

4y↑89

This comment is edited :
I said something controversial
most people disagreed whit me but still gave their opinion in a respectable manner (and help me get a better opinion on the subject)
My point of view really changed since I originally wrote this comment.

the reason I edited my comment is to not transform this comment section in an endless argument
hope your cool whit that and thanks again for sharing your opinion I got a better idea of the subject now

@madameliszt955

4y↑146

@@mohamedbelbaali659 Ohh you're one of those people, getting being sad confused with mental health issues, it's not as easy as just "don't act depressed" depression is a constant battle in your head and trying to survive, not being able to do the simplest tasks like putting your clothes in the wash etc, only give advice when you're educated on the subject otherwise you just make the person feel like no one understands them

@bquxii

4y↑19

Yep

@kaminari9133

4y↑41

@@madameliszt955 true.thats how i feel depression is like a part of my life

@Harleyrider69

4y↑13

Thank u this helps its true

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@Noriana-2003

1y↑17

"NF" You are the best rapper in history, and the talk and discussion are over, point from the beginning of the line.

@josephmader1343

1y↑615

@alirezaalizade4247

1y↑35

ive been feeling numb for a long time now but i shed tears with a numb face reading this. i dont know who you are or where u are but just wanted to say thank you. i feel like i already lost the battle to myself and im just walking in the darkness until the day comes and i really tried everything i could or i just think that way. either way im hopeless but thank you for your beautiful words ill keep them with me till my last breath.

@stormy0188

1y↑8

To the first wrighter..... Hey you I know u n u know me n I'm no me dis cos dats youuuu I gotchu and im here to walk the whole way in every way with u then now and forever ... Big hugs to u as I'm need them too forever more and always to...
Stormys hand hugs and ears are here for u always

@anmolkasaundhan

1y↑18

the best message I've read ♥️

@anmolkasaundhan

@@alirezaalizade4247 I hope you'll be better soon
I don't know you but our feelings knew abt us
u can also reach out to me @anmolkasaundhan

@Ezio2713

this is bs.. life is hard and many are alone no matter some essays

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@MrthatNAVYguy

8y↑7.4K

I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die..

facts..

@aimingforgod6302

8y↑33

+TheOfficialLegacy That's deep. What's making you scared of living? Do you believe in there being anything after death?

@MrthatNAVYguy

8y↑118

I'm scared of life because of the unknown. Anything could kill me at any point or hurt me or break me down. And there's a lot of things that people go through that can torment them forever, making life a scary thing. Yes, I do strongly believe in a life after death, like there's a heaven, or even at least some sort of purgatory where human souls go after they pass on, but the scary thing to me about death is all the people I'd be leaving behind and all of the things I could do.

@aimingforgod6302

8y↑25

TheOfficialLegacy I know what you mean. That resonates with me too. I walk out of my house in the morning sometimes seriously thinking: this could be my last day.

The only way I'm able to get through it is by living ever day like I really believe it's my last. By loving those people who hate me & appreciating those who love me. Trusting in the peace that God gives you that He can take care of the people that we leave behind.

Your comment was powerful.

@MrthatNAVYguy

8y↑11

Yeah, I know exactly what you're saying. I just heard that line in the song and said, geez that was exactly how I feel in a nutshell lol. And loving the people who hate you can be hard, especially when they give you a hard time when you will try to be as nice as possible. Not a lot of people can do that, so it takes a lot of mental strength to maintain a level head.

@jonahray9164

8y↑5

+TheOfficialLegacy yea especially when people think ur killing them when your trying to give them life.

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@freciouzanhiemhaelabiang5650

4y↑7.1K

let's all respect our pillows cuz there the only one who wiped our tears when nobody did 😃💔

@patrick_gilbert

3y↑65

Hankerchief too..

@kypol12

3y↑89

lmao I never thinked about this

@poojakhedar3662

3y↑34

Right😞

@puddinghead4189

3y↑20

Yuh

@Willie_R.

3y↑30

Feel you there

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@ironwolfthefirstandonly1224

1y↑21

As a kid I was extremely sensitive and would often cry both for myself and others because I was such a sensitive child. Now I keep all of that emotion inside because I’m scared of hurting.

@hblack4340

16w↑8

You're not alone, you're not the only one who feels this way. Better days are coming soon

@pumpkingacha1998

4y↑3.1K

“Hey you ok?”

“Ya I’m ok, just tired”

Tired of hiding how I feel...

@RelaxGaming45

4y↑60

I feel this hard I'm the class clown who is secretly depressed no one knows not even my family just cant open up

@pumpkingacha1998

4y↑19

NF FAN that’s exactly me bro

@RelaxGaming45

4y↑13

Man dude why cant we open up

@pumpkingacha1998

4y↑18

NF FAN people have such high expectations for us bc we seem “happy” every day all day

@RelaxGaming45

4y↑7

Ikr I can't take it anymore

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@connorbeuy3691

4y↑809

“I’m in a box, but I’m the one who locked me in, suffocated and I’m running out of oxygen” underrated line

@lmao6919

4y↑7

Agree.

@karl3988

3y↑1

😔.

@drgamerstat66

💯

@tsitogaming1969

good job!!!!!!!9

@emmyemmye

3y↑1

ikr, this one is one of the best ones

@madelinewhitter6799

26w↑7

It’s hard to find yourself when you’ve been lost for so long. It’s hard to go back to “normal” when the pain and numbness is all you’ve ever known 🖤

@xGAMER32101

1y↑12

It’s hard when u try to explain the pain ur going through and people pretend to care …..

@riz5013

3y↑994

you know what's more depressing? it is when you don't know what you feel anymore. you cant even identify whether you're feeling sad or broke. it is just felt so empty inside. you don't know what your purpose or do you even have a purpose in this life. I feel so lost right now. I don't know if I can find the happiness that I want

@guillermoserrano9838

3y↑32

I promise you, one day you’ll find that happiness you want. Trust me, I know how it feels to feel empty inside. It may take some time but I know it will happen. You will make it happen. Don’t give up, never give up. I know you don’t know me and I don’t know you. But I recognize the pain you’re going through and I’m not sure if I’m going to help at all with my words but I just wanted to let you know that you’ll make it.

@annakarennina4095

3y↑4

May god help.u

Hope that this will end soon
I'm just like u and i have been there too...

@Sm1le4Me1

3y↑2

I once felt like that

@marilyn_warrior

3y↑2

I can only say what I've experienced, Jesus gives purpose. When you get to know him, he changes your whole life.

@sachihewawasam6982

3y↑2

Same here buddy 🙂

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@bipashapretkaur1927

3y↑3.9K

Who's here on 2021? This song still hits deeply in the feels😌

@daniellabonte2374

3y↑30

I'm glad I'm not the only one.

@kaydancesky3566

3y↑15

yup 😭

@thaibui1635

3y↑6

I'm here

@siimplybrxnie1478

3y↑2

Yes...

@sightofspeed1323

3y↑1

Yea boi

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@jacquelinmccray4367

29w↑17

NF has saved my life multiple times

@cyndrianaa

27w↑1

Keep fighting <3

@nffan1000

15w

@Siunloader

1y↑48

Just stumbled on this through Spotify… sometimes certain things find you exactly when they are supposed too

@mikawazowski9024

5y↑2.8K

Mother, Father
Didn’t you know?
You lost your daughter...
Years ago...

@farhalali8001

5y↑108

Don't be sad. Everything will gonna be fine. I can feel you and don't worry I'm with you.
Take care dear, you're so important to someone. : )

@jamison6463

5y↑106

"Nobody thinks what you think, no one
Empathy might be on the brink of extinction
They will play a game and say
They know what you're going through
And I tried to come up with an artistic way to say
They don't know you, and neither do I" -Tyler Joseph, Twenty Øne Piløts

Just saying no one should say they feel you or they understand what you're going through if they don't really know, I will not say I understand exactly what your feeling because nobody do, I know I hate it when ppl say it to me. So I'm just gonna give you a virtual pat on the shoulder, a hug if you like hugs, have a nice day.

@hannahwyatt4830

5y↑10

Wow

@peachy_gacha4784

5y↑26

Can't even say that.. Dad isn't alive, Mum isn't their for mah

@frozenx1337

5y↑16

@@peachy_gacha4784 never forget...you are not alone :)

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@awesomelegomovies123

7y↑583

"I'm scared to live but scared to die." So real man. God bless you NF.

@mgr4459

6y↑2

Declan Smith

I JUST HAD AN EPIPHANY
he doesn’t touch Kids

I JUST HAD AN ANOTHER EPIPHANY
u do

@nffan4000

15w

@awesomelegomovies123 Hey I know this was posted 6 years ago but in case you happen to still be going through a tough time, I'd like you to remember that there's mental health services out there that can help you if you are feeling depressed. There are also people out there who care deeply about you. I hope you are doing well though.

@autumnsnedden2341

1y↑15

I can totally relate to this situation. Sometimes things just spill over and out and leaves you without any emotion. To those who do not like NF's music, I want you to know that it doesn't matter if you like it or not there is some people who look to this type of music to help them through their darkest times or to help them. So I really appreciate NF for making this type of music. So keep doing you. Just know that I will always listen to hat you sing.

@jankapan8893

1y↑110

This is exactly how I feel for the last year, and it's getting worse. WE ARE NOT FREE!!!!!

@florianlouis2680

1y↑7

READ THE BIBLE, JESUS is freedom, life, path and truth. I had a lot of sin, a lot of things for cry or hurt me, but there are 3 years GOD come to me and he want this with you too trust me my friend. it's not a religion it's a relationship with GOD and JESUS his son. Before GOD in my life, i had search everywhere for be better and sometime it work and sometime not but when i read the bible, listen the christian familly, my life changed more and more because, i was in the faith, i was not free, now i'm less and less a prisoner. JESUS guides me. You need to trus the bible, begin at Jean in the bible if you want read the bible.

Sorry if in my text there are mistakes, i'm french and i had try my best :)

@TheOfficialDirtyDan

1y↑12

@@florianlouis2680 god doesn't work for everyone you know. I know this by first hand trying to pray and haven/t received any answers.

@Luckystars_the1nonly

1y↑6

@@TheOfficialDirtyDan yeah! I believe in god but sometimes no one is there for you and you have to learn to love yourself since no one else does. Eventually we will find someone that makes us happy,we just have to find our person when it’s time instead of rushing. I wish god could come down and hug me sometimes since no one else will but sometimes you have to be there for yourself to learn and become strong. I hope your okay but everything will be okay. I hope we will find someone who loves us for who we are and the “true love” myths are true to us someday. Until then,I hope we can love ourselves no matter how tough it gets so we can be strong when bad things happen. We also shouldn’t force people to believe in god or religions different from theirs. Sending lots of love! ❤

@sarahezell9701

1y↑2

🙏🙏🙏😪

@YahwehJesus777

1y↑5

Once we accept the truth that we are not free that's when we can take steps towards freedom.

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@loraine3199

4y↑3.6K

Parents: ”fighting”

Teacher: ”you need to focus”

Friends: ” why do you keep ignoring us and keep listening to music?! “

Me inside : ” Im trying, i promise ... “

@Aptezo

4y↑23

Hey, dumb meme police. Yeah, I think i found another one. Yeah its just up here.

@cameroncritch

4y↑118

VeuIla leave him/her alone it’s not a meme it’s a truth

I relate lots of other people relate

@nataliethomas8665

4y↑22

Hey the longer you fighter the easier it gets and...these past 2 months
I have been listening to music whenever i can. Music is a coping mechanism and it helps, a lot and if people don't see that, then they're not supposed to be saying anything. I have been struggling too. You are not alone. Email me, any of you. I'm here to help

@_.bunniiguttz._

4y↑23

That’s 100% me... plus wanting to die, hating myself, etc

@Andrewguy-fy1rx

4y↑5

I'm sorry. I'm there too.

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@marcusmccarty7044

2y↑2.6K

it's depressing how many people can relate this, It shouldn't be like this.

@grmin-cr7xi

2y↑44

It shouldn't be like that but it is sadly.

@randomgamers9128

2y↑22

@@marcusmccarty7044 hugs!

@marcusmccarty7044

2y↑15

@@randomgamers9128 🙏✌

@robertesposito6355

2y↑26

@@marcusmccarty7044 no1 should, but also a lot of us didn’t ask for a life like this, GOD gives his strongest battles to his weakest soldiers.

@stickman_animationz

2y↑3

I agree!

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@TheCyberdan

1y↑95

@Nobodyjustaclue

1y↑10

Here I am a mother of four and still aching for my mother to tell me she loves me or is proud of me or to even face time me when she calls😞 broken parents create broken parents…..thanks NF for a way out of this suffocation ❤

@zoha_5610

6y↑4.9K

“I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die”

@jes1993

6y↑91

Park Jimin Is ILLEGAL me everyday.

@zoha_5610

6y↑153

Jesika Battles same and it honestly hurts because no one knows and no one cares

@aarondavis3683

6y↑9

Jesika Battles Same

@jespinoza4912

6y↑18

So true thats how i feel i

@jokevekemans5819

6y↑4

Park Jimin Is ILLEGAL same here

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@Sunshine-pl7gi

5y↑863

"I have no feelings.."
Exactly. You can only get broken so much to where you can't feel a thing at all..

@wolfgalaxygacha8293

5y↑10

Sunshine 77 it broke your feelings thats why you feel nothing (i fake my emotions and pretend to be happy....)

@dreamingdayfly8011

5y↑2

True True

@darianlippis1678

5y↑1

An that's the most (REALIST) ×LEDGIT× comment I've seen. =]

@codywinter4206

5y↑2

@@wolfgalaxygacha8293 . Not alone bud. I am the same😟

@cheyennemathews2555

5y↑2

@@wolfgalaxygacha8293 same...I put up an image so nobody sees what is left of my shattered heart.

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@LewisTheBat

1y↑67

This is a song that remind me all my childhood and some very hard struggles I experienced in my Life. When I was 4 years old I was taken to get examined by doctors because I acted very strange then most kids. They gave the diagnosis of PDD-NOS which means Pervasive Developmental Disorder-Not Otherwise Specified and knew I was on the Autism Spectrum. When I went to school for kindergarten I was abused by teachers that I away taunt and always hurt by kids that were around me. I was always told and treated like I was different everyone else and was always put a label as an outcast and constantly got hurt and torn apart or shoved down the stairs as a 6 year old boy. I stayed at the school moved to another school and things didn't get much better. People liked me at first but overtime people lost interest and made an outcast and made the Class punching bag for my 4th Grade-8th Grade at that school with teachers abusing me. I moved to another school and was utterly alone. I was always treated as If I was stupid and never was given a chance to prove myself. I was always bad in school and my family always thought I was just being Lazy and everyone never took me seriously and treated me a joke. Because of the services I had and I hid everything about me because I felt so Ashamed and I wanted people to like me. I tried so hard to be someone that I wasn’t and that only made things a lot worse and I lost my confidence and dignity. I have a older brother that is 18 months older than I am and we went to the same school. We was very popular and I was the literally the school’s punching bag. I always was jealous of him because people really liked him and everyone seemed to hate me and he never defended me when people push me around. I moved again to another school and it was career school this time and things started getting better. I was in a class for half the day and I had people that liked me. For my Sophomore and Junior year I felt like I finally found a Family that I was looking for and that I finally felt accepted and was happy. Until my Senior year came along and things seemed fine but overtime people weren't really wanting to talk to me. I have always been a smart person and never put anyone down and tried to help anyone I could so I could be noticed. Overtime slowly turned me into a outcast and I tried so hard to fix it but no one wanted me. And January of my 2022 senior year I lost everyone, my grade were garbage because I mentally and I hid from everyone in the Printing room that was apart of my lab and worked on my projects in there. I graduated as a graduate of 2022 and I completely lost everything. I lost my family, my confidence, and mentally was breaking down and the last day of school I was a mental wreck. For the past months after that with the summer of 2022 and the Fall I was trapped in my own world alone. I had no one and just in my room making art of characters and worlds to take me out of mine. I waited a Semester of college to get some money to help help college for Animation and Illustration. I said all of this for context with the song because I have been in so many storms and feels like things won't let go but I have never given up always tried to not let the worse get the best of me but it can so hard. For so long and still believe I have been paralyzed but my past and I have a such hard time moving on from and It can be really hard because of the memories, so many memories that I have a hard time believing in and I try to understand why I was always the outcast and always thrown away. And I have thought ending my life but didn't nor will ever do because I feel like there is a reason for all of this. Because I know..No, I believe that is if I hang on a little longer because the sun is the behind the clouds because I know things will be alright even when theres so much pain there will be an end and a reason for all of it.

@LewisTheBat

1y↑4

So sorry for that super long comment loll.

@lady_vesadark

1y↑4

do u need someone to talk to? i got you

@LewisTheBat

1y↑1

@@lady_vesadark That would be nice Thank you. I said that Story of what the song meant to me with my personal life and struggles.

@spassvogel7913

1y↑1

@thebakerdozen3726 I am so sorry for you. Where are you from if i am allowed to ask?

@LewisTheBat

1y↑1

@@spassvogel7913 I'm from the United States

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@PeopleCallMeLiv

35w↑12

"I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in"

@rotten_octopus

5y↑4.1K

My Mouth says "I'm Fine"
My Fingers type "I'm Okay"

My Heart says "I'm Broken"

@Amy-rr1se

5y↑19

That is True...

@lukeblackman5081

5y↑37

Just remember these feelings are only part of your life there not your whole life theres a lotta living ahead of you future is bright ☀ stay positive and find a memory where u were extremely happy your sanctuary and go there it's yours

@Code-qs5pq

5y↑17

My head says "I'm insane"
All true

@cakoafterdark

5y↑18

Emo shit

@fotinimylonidou3567

5y↑7

Its gonna be okay i promise just hold on ♥️ stay strong because the fog will clear up eventually!

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@jackneal8660

3y↑624

“Where is the real me”. That line hits deep

@n_c_bulletjournal4190

3y↑14

Especially when you don’t know who that even is

@jackneal8660

3y↑3

@@n_c_bulletjournal4190 exactly

@luigicastellano1207

3y↑1

He left i thinks

@memesistolefromdiscord7984

3y↑3

that line is r/meirl, i used to be happy and enthusiastic, thats all turned upside down for me now.

@ihatemylife7055

3y↑1

And i forgot who i am again

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@jolinareyno1562

1y↑17

Enduring all the pain until I no longer feel it.

@speedyb1280

2y↑53

Been 7 years, and I can’t stop coming back to this song. Chills every time.

@zalahenry8397

24w

Still chills?

@ternyberny3436

3y↑2K

The dislikes are ppl that have never felt what it feels like to want to cry but you physically can't.

@botondnyitrai3128

3y↑29

Or maybe they just don't like this style of music :/

@botondnyitrai3128

3y↑12

@@ternyberny3436 I see what you mean, but not all people think a like. I have my own share of favourite songs and funilly enough, if i heard those songs 5 years ago i would have disliked them. Most of the dislikes are probably here bcs of the same reason. They are just not ready for it. I hate the rap genre, but even I can ditinguish a masterpiece, that this song is. :)

@jxnnyreedxs2510

3y↑8

Or when you keep crying and physically cannot stop. Your face is scrunched up and your breathing is erratic. But you feel fine.

@JCEditsYT

3y↑3

or they just don't like the song...?

@elizabethbarefoot1111

3y↑3

Haters gonna hate! 🤷🏻‍♀️

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@Phonkverse

3y↑5.7K

My first NF song and still my favorite

@YourFavNightmare.

3y↑40

same here.

@p1nuer

3y↑15

Same

@bigsway7062

3y↑18

Mansion was mine but this one means the most.

@razvanschiopu7220

3y↑11

Same 🤗

@crimsonaxes5919

3y↑11

Same

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@darrenparkes9805

46w↑7

So glad I’ve come across you’re music, you are simply incredible , I’m 60 from Australia, keep going ,reach the top

@DarkShikigami

51w↑16

Nobody knows your pain... your friends... your teachers they say that they’re sorry for your loss but they don’t know what it’s like to be so cold that your paralysed that your so close to death and having no real connection to this world anymore and then it clicks that person was your last breath in this infinite ocean with an unbreakable ceiling

@calebsampsell4320

4y↑836

“When did I become so cold, when did I become ashamed?”
...That hit hard

@thembakamanga5729

4y↑5

Deep in there man

@r_thekingslayerx4352

4y↑1

😪😢

@daskoski218

4y↑1

where is the person i know they must have left is what got me but not with faith but hope always had hope shit gets better just wait it out but hope left

@Commander-sh5xw

4y↑1

Same

@wheezy400

4y↑1

I’m paralyzed.. where are my feelings..?!

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@Kaki774

2y↑3.5K

Alright, it’s 2022 and I’m still here listening to this masterpiece, this really never gets old.

@bcgold3213

2y↑14

True

@enya24da36

2y↑7

Same here

@crackies_asfm

2y↑5

Me✋🏿😭

@peytonskelton7443

2y↑3

It truly is

@certified_geek7536

2y↑8

Yo same it's barely mid January and you got 160 likes lmao

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@gautam6405

1y↑11

Happy new year ! I hope this year will be great for you . I don't know how much time we have , life can be unpredictable , So

I love you .

@kiwalabyederick2222

41w↑12

NF music should be out in drugstore with prescription ❤
It has helped me go through my traumas knowing am not alone, teaching me almost half of the emotional part of me ❤️❤️

@staybin1941

4y↑2.3K

"Where is the real me?"
"I'm lost and it kills me inside."
"I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die"
Those lines relate to me

@ZeloWR

4y↑7

Grammar clearly doesn't relate to you too

@Ghost-oz7mc

4y↑5

Me too.

@Renaeli466

4y↑3

Me too

@aslan.mrs_

4y↑7

Those are relating my whole life

@atomicjoseph9295

4y↑3

e d g y

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@almasundstrom8296

5y↑982

”How are you?”
”I’m fine, just tired”

Tired of crying

@patka9280

5y↑6

Hey, another me!

@juliannal158

5y↑3

Omg I'm so sad and I'm also tired of crying and I'm 9

@recker1130

5y↑2

If you need to talk to some one tell me

@deadaccbye.8036

4y↑1

someone stole your comment.

@bonniebunbuns630

4y↑1

My best friend says that a lot now it finally makes sense

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@agiosPatrick

1y↑6

It's so amazing how nf is speaking to the souls of so many people with pure lyrics without swearing,women or showing violence..thank you brother,blessings from Greece ❤

@The__SHOW

32w↑5

Im on the NF journey, now. He speaks to me, like he does to many. His music is different, there's a quality within his art that is unlike any artist ive heard. This art/music takes on a silent character that grips onto me, i want to hear more & more. I cant explain, i know whoever is reading my words, you get it too.

@bubbly1118

3y↑1K

do you ever just stare at yourself whilst shaking and crying and wonder, "when did it get like this?". Because, same...

@chloebrown9106

3y↑14

Yup I wonder why and how it got so bad and I’m so scared that I’m just gonna snap one day so yea I’m pretty messed up 😔

@bluemoon6341

3y↑2

Same bro

@faithflem2281

3y↑16

I can just cry thinking about how happy I was before and how it’s crazy that anyone can get sad Andy how sadness took over my life completely

@arnsdii

3y↑7

@@faithflem2281 ikr :/ i constantly think, "why couldn't my happiness from my younger self be more spread out throughout my life?"

@taiheart37

Everyday

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@nyxify19

3y↑599

You feel like you have lost yourself but you find yourself hidden in the layers you have created to protect yourself from society.

@ternyberny3436

3y↑1

Yes

@angelacavon7305

3y↑13

BRUH....How did you manage to explain that... O_O

@hannahb3791

3y↑2

Bro, thast me

@nyxify19

3y↑3

@Matthew Robinson I mean once you feel trapped mentally, your inner poet flows through your soul.

@Scottydye

44w↑8

NF, I don't know if you will ever see this, but I look at all of your work and connect with it on a very deep level. Don't ever question what it is you do. My heart literally moves when your music is in my life. Keep up the good work bud 👍.

@WildWanders

1y↑5

I listened to this song over and over after losing my mom. I appreciate you expressing everything the way I felt, NF

@rebeccamarie1999

5y↑2.1K

Still listening in 2019🙏♥️

@cryptic6897

5y↑7

With u 💓

@BrotherM81

5y↑1

Amazing song!!

@angelmurray3245

5y↑2

This song is so many people

@crow.8.

5y↑1

❤️

@potheadbranden8787

5y↑1

rebecca marie sameee❤️

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@isabelladejong2654

3y↑5K

Parents always think that they know their children, well... they don’t.

@burnttoast6662

3y↑90

Thank you

@plugjr5285

3y↑81

dude, that is so true

@shen73

3y↑124

I feel unwanted ,unloved

@plugjr5285

3y↑39

@@shen73 me too

@BlackPanther-nq2yt

3y↑47

@@shen73 Dude, everything will be alright. I know it's hard but trust me you'll be getting more than you deserve. Stay strong :)

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@kingcopycat9945

1y↑8

nf songs are really therapy for me especially songs like this

@Jenny-pk3zl

1y↑7

it will get better cuz of him. He’s helping so many people deal with depression, including me

@marysui5783

4y↑958

Stop saying who’s here in 2020 because we never left

@joybowerman6516

4y↑3

Carl Williams amen!🤧💖

@coyntryboy2003

4y↑3

right, i been here for 6 years and this song is me too a T .. still to this day

@traem.5868

Or because it's unoriginal and dumb

@lydiatheblondie6554

Wow.

@havocwreaker226

Ya true

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@alynna3878

4y↑796

Songs be hitting harder in Quarantine.

@shrimpberryshoujo

4y↑6

Its hitting harder than everythings dude

@terribrown836

4y↑7

i really feel paralyezd

whys life hard in the pandemice

why are you always upset
i dont know just please stop asking me questions

@itsmezach5700

Its hitting the stage down😂🎤

@morningstar7896

Arushi Gangwani yes I was like this before quarantine it just got worse

@duncanj.chapola6581

1y↑31

I look myself in the mirror everyday, I’m hatin’ my reflection.., I can’t stand what I look like…asking myself when did I become so cold? Where is the real me? Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things it’s like I’m paralyzed.. I lost myself and it kills me inside…

@ghostisalegend

1y↑2

Me to bro

@naturalproductsonline

42w↑2

I'm 48 years old and love love love ur music and THIS song! My kids and I connect together w this...u r so genuine..many ppl will connect w ur words

@nicechill5662

5y↑659

,,I'm paralyzed, Where are my feelings"

This is how i feel everyday, I'm just scared and sad

@ahmxtsxnjuu2373

5y↑8

Find what makes you happy and what truly fills you with excitement and Joy. Do things you haven't done before, speak with people you haven't spoken with. Or relearn how to love people or Things. Hope this is a help for you.

@maysgunderson6513

5y↑7

Sad is a feeling bub

@kaylabryant6532

5y↑4

Me to I feel dark inside

@h0bbylessperson59

5y↑4

"Im scared to live but im scared to die."
Thats me.

@sisterxsushi4145

5y↑2

Same my mom is that person that turned me into somthing im not

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@thederminator4598

1y↑2

The silence is so loud that I can hear all your cries and mom giving out about a candle

@chillbirb

36w↑4

I brought myself out of this and I know YOU CAN DO IT TOO. I really don't hv much to say to whoever reading this cuz i don't know what you went thru or what you're going thru rn but I know you'll do this. Just don't give up. please. i believe in you, precious being ❤
GO AND DEFEAT IT! I'll be cheering for you :)

@darcielippett1537

4y↑317

“I’m scared to die but I don’t want to live” anxiety and depression right there..

@darcielippett1537

4y↑1

@Carl Williams You are the best! You write that paragraph just to tell me everything is ok! Sadly I don’t really have the time to write a paragraph but you are the best ! 🥺❤️

@AmicusAdastra

BPD too

@elevateradiate

4y↑4

I am so sorry you feel this way! I experienced depression in the past. Earth is tough! It is a very challenging school we chose to attend to evolve our souls. We must experience some low points, but we have to pull ourselves out. We also must love ourselves first. God put each of us here for a reason. Talk to your angels, they want your permission to step in more. You can do it! We're in this together! God bless and I pray for you.
Try these other inspiring songs:
Learning by Jason Gray
Priceless by for King and Country
Becoming by Jason Gray

@darcielippett1537

4y↑2

@@elevateradiate you. Are a life saver to some that message you wrote is just so helpful it’s unbelievable Thanks ❤️

@elevateradiate

4y↑1

Thank you!I felt a huge call from God and my angels to post this today. We really are in this together to navigate, learn and grow on this journey in life! 💜

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@stygers001

4y↑566

Some people say he's depressing. That he just inflicts violence, anger, depression, etc. But they don't look past the lyrics. This is truly beautiful. A looking glass into humanity. He is so gifted by the Lord, and uses his talents in a unique and wonderful way.

@staybin1941

4y↑2

True. He is a talented man.

@NewLifeThroughChrist

4y↑4

So true man. God has blessed him. He delivers things to the lost in such a unique way. No doubt imo that God is using his music.

Many are blind to get the depth of his lyrics. Pray that their eyes are open. I listened to NF for years and couldnt get the depth until God woke me up.

@majax22

4y↑3

I love his honesty and realness. And of course it's kinda depressing but he makes it more comfortable to talk about suicide, depression..
And I appreciate this a lot because his music helped me🙏🏼

@jonathangamaroff6714

4y↑1

@@majax22 its much more emotional and intense and sad then depressing. There is a big difference between sad and depressed

@samielangbehn2172

4y↑1

I rather have a raper that is there spilling the truth, showing the real world, not one that rapes around sex, drugs, cheating and bullshit. I want one that feels like we do.

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@MysticalGalaxy23

1y↑3

"I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in" yes. Felt that.

@zach___blake

1y↑3

My homie is easily one of the greatest lyricists ever.

@memeside5903

4y↑4.3K

Little boy: “Are you an angel?”
Girl: “What?”
Little boy: “My mom told me those who have marked wrists are angels.”
Girl: “I’m not an angel”
Little boy: “Of course you are! Mom said only angels hurt themselves because they don’t like life on earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to the pain of others and their own.”
Girl: “You know your mom is very wise.”
Little boy: “Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home.”
This isnt my idea

@FadhilIMP5530_Real

4y↑216

Are you mean.....

His mom die ?
Thats make me sad :(

@mypenisisonlyaninchbut9719

4y↑221

damn that was strong

@SabrinaSerigne

4y↑130

Damn that was awakening.

@memesare_life8869

4y↑154

The end got me crying

@Myra_K

4y↑53

😭😭😭😭

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@Serenityx0x0

3y↑362

No emotions, no feelings , no purpose, no goals just this void in my head and heart. Im just so fcking lost.

@burnttoast6662

3y↑7

Sitting on the floor staring at nothing. That's me.

@believeinyourself236

nooooo

@BorderingHope

3y↑2

Though you may be lost there is always a chance to put a destination in your heart. one day, one afternoon no matter what time of day or night it turns out to be you WILL realize that you are who you are and that is purpose enough to go on. You will find in that those who will need you and you will need them. You CAN make it through the dark times. with each storm, there will be rain and with that rain, it tears down the old and bring out the new, as nature always will. And i f you ever need to talk to someone i will listen.

@laytongerhart3609

3y↑4

The Bible will save u, it saved me. I now love the Lord and will live for Him. Jesus loves you and so do I. I am praying for u

@ternyberny3436

3y↑1

I was in this place but the best advice I can give you is stay strong, and don't hide your feelings anymore bc that is what has gotten you into this mess. And last but NOT least: Jesus.

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@Skullzzfn

5w↑2

This song is amazing. NF, I hope you are feeling great. Don’t let anything get you down or get in the way of you. Always push ahead. I believe in you. 😢❤

@DecarionXGaming

40w↑12

Im depressed but I'm good at not showing it and this always made me show it

@user-mz6lw2qk2b

7y↑371

"Where is the person that I know?, They must have left, they must have left with all my faith."

Deep man

@savagegirl7292

kermmm onnn he said that because his Dad had abused him badly for no other reason..... And he wants him.. Him to be more nicer... And if u dont belive.. Dont have too.... But this is true....

@Mel-ty3be

Way deep!

@Mel-ty3be

Way deep man

@karina-wl1lf

6y↑1

kermmm onnn every time
i hear him sing that part my eyes start to tear up. it really gets to me.

@jakemahon3319

6y↑1

Dam your looking good in this picture

@maheshpmandel8470

4y↑467

It was Released 5 year's back, Who else listens till now? Let see how many are there..

@DemonBig5

4y↑1

Me Legit been listening to him for 8 years he got me to handle depression he is the reason im alive today everyone sees me as a smiling happy dude but im dead inside

@isabell3787

4y↑1

me..

@mohammedanas6892

4y↑1

Its been 5 years- i've been listening to this almost daily for 5 years-

@tsnamc975

4y↑1

I came here from a Emma Choata and patty baddell anorexia edit I use them as motivation to not eat

@lukamrie2789

Akihiko Kayaba me

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@stephaniethehoopdancer

1y↑3

This song has so much meaning for a lot of things. I hope he keeps sharing his music with the world.

@entertainmentwayawa

46w↑7

To everyone going through pain or tough times just know you are not alone ❤😢

@itech301

8y↑2.3K

Can someone explain why my eyes are sweating?

@MadhatterChannel

8y↑36

U'r not happy

@mysticeternity632

8y↑34

Your crying

@sarasotaslim4090

8y↑60

Uh... because they are hot?

@lyingverat6097

8y↑60

Eyes don't sweat. You're crying Hun.

@solangeloismylifesource2026

7y↑15

iTech 😂😂😂😂

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@lovebts9033

5y↑8.8K

Knowing that people actually feel what he‘s singing just hurts. no one deserves to feel like that
Ik no one is gonna read my comment but if you did you should know you‘re the most special person to someone and you‘re beautiful and no one deserves your tears

@aishachaudhry4728

5y↑149

I purple you

@ghulamafou1098

5y↑67

I love you thanks

@lexymotsingerracing79

5y↑96

LOVE BTS its not that there are necessarily people hurting us it’s ourselves and other objects are stuff we hear around us but I love what you said it made me feel better

@kennysoriginalmusicchannel5916

5y↑86

Thank you. You wrote a beautiful comment! The only ones that deserve my tears are the angels that have tried to lift me out of hell tearing their wings to set me onto the earths crust, the roof of hell, inside is the soft bread of imprisonment The people I've hurt while sinking into my spiritual grave, I apologize I had to die to be revitalised. Broken hearts also need tears to cleanse them so I guess I'll cry some for those I didn't mention. Everyone I've known and presently know if I did not give you the address to heaven let me right it down now. It's Jesus of Nazareth divided in three take a right on righteousness Ave. and you'll see the God, the flesh containing the spirit controlling it's destination to die, defy death then rise and resurrect for everyone that's ever self destructed unhinged the door leading to their spirits and let demons in, I have a solution try listening to him. Fix the door to your heart by unblocking it's entrance. Clean the sin into the trash and let my friend in. He's been outside patiently waiting since you born with anticipation to appreciate you and post pone your funeral. He paid for free will like insurance when he was killed. Your body might crash like a car killing the engine that runs your heart but your internal and now eternal interior will always be savable because someone loved you enough to insure that the kingdom could be attainable. After the car crash of life is through with you the blood to atone spilled 2000 years ago. The solution that saves is Jesus Christ, He died for the truth to kill the lie that no one can live after they die!

@kennysoriginalmusicchannel5916

5y↑35

NF inspires me to write poems! I wasn't planning on writhing that but while listening to the song and reading your comments I was inspired to write! God bless.😁

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