Returns
NF Lyrics

What is perfect? Not me
Perfection is subjective, and I recognize my own imperfections.

I've been overworking for weeks
I've dedicated an excessive amount of time to my work lately.

I go home then purchase some things
After my long days, I find myself buying items as a way to cope.

That I know will not fill my needs
I realize that these purchases won't truly satisfy my deeper needs.

Have a dose of what I've achieved
I take a moment to reflect on my accomplishments.

Then get lonesome and I critique
Despite my success, I often feel lonely and self-critical.

Who I am and what I believe
I question my identity and values during these times of solitude.

Make up standards too high to reach
I set unrealistic expectations for myself that are impossible to achieve.

Untrained animal off the leash
I feel wild and uncontrolled, free yet chaotic.

I'm in panic, but yet relieved
Simultaneously feeling overwhelmed and free by being true to myself.

Brought your hammock to hang with me?
I invite you to relax and share a moment with me.

Grab a hatchet, cut down your tree
Make bold decisions to remove obstacles that hinder growth.

Like a mannequin that can speak
I seek to express thoughts and emotions that others may find surprising.

What I have in store is unique
My ideas and creations are distinct and not easily replicated.

I just mop the floors with MCs
I dominate the competition effortlessly, elevating my art above them.

I can't stop until things are clean
I pursue perfection relentlessly, striving to achieve clarity in my work.

I'm an amateur's what you think
You may view me as inexperienced, underestimating my talent.

So you stand there in disbelief
Your surprise highlights my hidden abilities and potential.

Til I dislocate both your feet
I will shock you with my skill and prowess until you are left astounded.

That's what happens, you step to me
Challenging me will lead to unexpected consequences.

Not too graphic, but not PG
My expressions may not be overly harsh, but they are certainly bold.

Lots of action in every scene
My creative work is filled with intensity and dynamic events.

I'm kidnapping all of your dreams
I seize your aspirations, showcasing my power and ambition.

Hold 'em hostage and watch 'em scream (ah!)
I provoke reactions from those who dare to dream, exposing their struggles.

Rap aside, I am what I advertise
Beyond my music, I am genuine and true to my image.

Don't matter how you put it, we live
Life continues regardless of how we interpret it.

Then we have to die
Every life has an inevitable end, a universal truth.

You might hate it, but you can't deny
You might resent this reality, but it remains an undeniable fact.

See, everything that I've been doing got me looking like a mastermind
My actions and choices reflect careful planning and strategy.

It's so vain, but I vandalize that I do what you fantasizing
I acknowledge my self-absorption while challenging societal norms.

Took a vision of my dreams
I have a clear picture of my aspirations and desires.

And then found a better way that I can make it
I discovered more effective methods to achieve my goals.

I've been looking, think I'm really 'bout to maximize it (agh!)
I'm on the verge of fully realizing my potential and opportunities.

These bullets form in my mind and come out my mouth and (pow, pow, pow)
My thoughts convert into powerful expressions, ready to impact others.

For anyone out there doubting or acting mouthy (watch, watch, watch)
To those who underestimate me or criticize, pay attention to my growth.

Forget what you heard about me, I've been astounding (God, God, God)
Disregard past misconceptions; I've consistently surprised and impressed.

Something for you thinking you might run circles 'round me
This serves as a reminder for those who think they can easily outsmart me.

Yeah, ain't this all I ever wanted?
I ponder whether this current situation aligns with my true desires.

That's a fact, no, that's a lie, no
The truth about my desires is complex and contradictory.

I'm confused, yeah, I got problems
I acknowledge my inner turmoil and the struggles I face.

What's the use? Yeah, let's be honest
I question the purpose of my efforts while confronting reality.

Screws are loose, I need 'em tightened
My mental state feels unsteady, and I seek stability.

Not amused, yeah, look what I did
I am unfulfilled despite my accomplishments, reflecting dissatisfaction.

Brought you something, hope you like it
I've created something for you, and I hope it resonates.

So precise, the flow the nicest
My artistry is refined and my delivery is exceptional.

So productive, stop your whining
I focus on results and ask others to stop complaining about their challenges.

Back in style like I was vinyl
I have returned with vigor and relevance, reminiscent of classic artistry.

I make songs and they go viral
My music resonates widely, gaining immense popularity.

Something's off if I go idle
If I'm not actively creating, it signals something is wrong.

'Been so long,' yeah, okay, I know
Acknowledging the time that has passed since my last release.

Take your shoes off, you're in my home
I welcome you into my world, inviting you to understand my perspective.

You got fans, but not like I do, yeah
While others may have a following, mine is distinct and engaging.

Thankful, I try to be, can't contain what's inside of me
I strive for gratitude but struggle to suppress my emotions.

They don't like this side of me 'cause I lack in compliancy
People often disapprove of my authentic self because I refuse to conform.

I question what I can see if you're not playing my CD
I doubt the sincerity of those around me if they don't appreciate my work.

No expiring, I'll decide when I think it's my time to leave (woo)
I control my own narrative, choosing when to step back.

Yeah, 'cause they won't retire me, it inspires me to be inspiring
As long as I'm not pushed out, I’m motivated to uplift others.

When I'm low I feel like I'm spiraling
In moments of despair, I experience a downward emotional spiral.

Pushing forward, look, I can't ignore it
Despite difficulties, I'm determined to keep moving ahead.

There ain't no I in team, but drop the T and A
Collaboration is essential, yet there's a personal journey at play too.

Sometimes, if I'm being honest, feels like it's only me
At times, I feel isolated in my struggles, as though I'm alone.

No defeat, notably, better have it right if you're quoting me
I refuse to be defeated and expect accurate representation of my words.

Write my name on your hit list, it might be the last time you wrote something
By taking me lightly, you risk making a crucial mistake in judgment.

Rip that cocky smile right off your face for thinking you're close to me
I will dismantle your overconfidence if you underestimate me.

Grab a can of gasoline, light it all over your self-esteem
I'll dismantle your bravado, exposing your vulnerabilities.

Selfishly watching y'all helplessly pretend you're on my planet
I observe others act like they understand my experiences, but their ignorance is evident.

Shoot you out of the sky like you're punchlines, you are not landing
I will dismantle superficial attempts at humor directed at me.

Gun jamming, reach in your mouth and rip out your tongue after tongue
I will silence your empty words and competitive remarks.

Lashings, I hand 'em out like pamphlets in church, pastors
My critiques are distributed liberally, much like teachings at a church.

Show up to my funeral wearing all black, and what's happening?
Contemplating the idea of my legacy and how people perceive me.

I look around and wonder, 'Where my fans at?'
I reflect on my audience and their absence or presence in my journey.

Oh Lord, they know me so well, they know I'm not in that casket
My true followers understand my ongoing presence and impact.

Trash bag is prolly buried somewhere full of my ashes
My past struggles may be buried, but their remnants still exist.

My music's superb, playing with words, play with my nerves
The excellence of my artistry can provoke strong reactions.

They gon' have a list of issues long as my shirts
My work stirs up numerous introspective thoughts and challenges.

Very absurd, very disturbed
I embrace the complexity and chaos inherent in my creative process.

Stare at the Earth like, 'This is not the place I was birthed'
I feel disconnected from my environment, sensing that I don't belong.

I'm generic, you sure?
You might think you understand me, but there's much more beneath the surface.

Oh, they think I'm very reserved
People may perceive me as quiet, not realizing my deeper thoughts.

Till I open up on the beat like on my Therapy work
When I express myself through music, I reveal my innermost self.

I don't care what you heard, real scary, carry the verse
I dismiss misconceptions and carry my truth confidently through my lyrics.

While I'm wearing my merch', stomping on your arrogant turf
I proudly represent myself while challenging the ego of others.

Sit back and observe, nah, I like to actually work
I prefer to engage in creation rather than merely watching from the sidelines.

This life's so unpredictable, it just keeps pitching me curves
Life is full of unexpected challenges that continually test me.

I take a swing, I hate the things that make me feel like I'm dirt
I actively confront the situations that bring me down and make me feel unworthy.

I've patiently been waiting, please, I think it's time for my turn
After enduring struggles, I feel ready and deserving of my moment in the spotlight.

My expertise are melodies, they talk to me when I'm hurt
Music serves as my solace, providing comfort when I face emotional pain.

Just let me be, eventually someday they'll see what I'm worth
I seek acceptance while knowing my true value will eventually be recognized.

I cross my Is and dot my Ts, it makes no sense, but I've learned
I pay attention to details and follow through, even if it seems irrational.

Normal to you is not to me, the outcast finally returns
What is ordinary for others is foreign to me; I embrace my unique journey.