Thinking
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Yeah, growing up, yeah
Know a lot but I don't know enough
What you doin' here?
Why you even showin' up? Yeah
Showin' up for tryna show me love
Why you look confused like, you don't really know, what's up? Yeah
Why you always tryna judge?
I know who you are, yeah
Why you tryna tryna front, yeah
I am not the man I was, look
Ay, made me a promise, I just hope you keep it
I don't like to get involved with things I don't believe in
I don't like to hang with people I don't trust to speak with
If you tell me that you mean it, then I hope you mean it
Yeah, feel like I don't deserve you when I hurt your feelings
I'm vulnerable, you got the keys to open all my secrets
You've always been there when I'm low to help pick up the pieces
I know I act like I don't need it yet but lately I been thinking

Yeah, lately I been thinking
Yeah, yeah, I have been thinking
Yeah, I have been thinking

Yeah, I wish, that I was optimistic
I wish that I could trust my intuition
To most negative thinking makes you a pessimist but
To me negative thinking means I'm just realistic
That's how I feel, ain't that a twisted view?
Claim that I don't care what people think but is that really true?
Those the type of questions that I struggle with
That's the type of thing to keep me up at night
Wondering I wonder if the pressure I've been under is too much for my shoulders
Who gon' care when this all fades, I turn grey and get older?
Yeah, that's the type of thing that I don't wanna answer
But just 'cause I don't wanna do it don't mean I don't have to
See, these are lessons that you learn in life
And we only get one of 'em, hope I'm learning right
I know that everything comes with a price
Yeah, yeah, everything comes with a price
Y'all got no clue what I have sacrificed and lately, I've been thinking

Yeah, lately I been thinking




Yeah, yeah I have been thinking
Yeah, I have been thinking (I have been thinking)

Overall Meaning

The song "Thinking" by NF is a reflective track that delves into the artist's thoughts and emotions as he navigates his personal life and career. The first verse tackles the issue of people showing up in his life for the sake of showing him love, even when they may not genuinely care about him. NF questions why these people continue to judge him, despite not knowing enough about him. He also acknowledges that he has changed over time and is not the same person he used to be. The chorus then highlights the artist's vulnerability as he admits to struggling with negative thoughts and pressure.


The second verse further explores the idea of negative thinking, which NF views as being realistic rather than pessimistic. The artist also struggles with his image and how much he truly cares about the opinions of others. This is a universal struggle that many people face, especially those in the public eye. The chorus is then repeated, with NF acknowledging the sacrifices he has made to get where he is today and the pressure he feels to succeed.


Overall, "Thinking" is a powerful and emotive track that showcases NF's ability to be introspective and vulnerable in his music. The lyrics touch on relatable themes such as self-doubt, the pressure to succeed, and the struggle to find oneself in a world that often judges too quickly. The song gives insight into the artist's experiences and thoughts, allowing listeners to connect with him on a deeper level.


Line by Line Meaning

Yeah, growing up, yeah
As I grow older, I become more mature and wise.


Know a lot but I don't know enough
Although I have gained knowledge and experience, I still feel like I have more to learn.


What you doin' here?
Why are you present in my life right now?


Why you even showin' up? Yeah
Why are you making an effort to be involved in my life?


Showin' up for tryna show me love
Perhaps you are trying to express your love for me by being present.


Why you look confused like, you don't really know, what's up? Yeah
Your confusion suggests that you are unclear about what is happening in my life.


Why you always tryna judge?
Why do you constantly attempt to evaluate and form opinions about me and my actions?


I know who you are, yeah
I am aware of your identity and past actions.


Why you tryna tryna front, yeah
Why are you attempting to act fake or put up a facade?


I am not the man I was, look
I have changed as a person and am not the same as I once was.


Ay, made me a promise, I just hope you keep it
You have made a vow to me, and I hope that you are able to uphold it.


I don't like to get involved with things I don't believe in
I am not inclined to participate in matters that I do not support or agree with.


I don't like to hang with people I don't trust to speak with
I prefer not to associate with individuals that I cannot confide in or trust to communicate effectively.


If you tell me that you mean it, then I hope you mean it
If you make a statement with sincerity, then I trust that you truly intend to follow through with your words.


Yeah, feel like I don't deserve you when I hurt your feelings
I experience guilt and unworthiness when I cause you emotional pain.


I'm vulnerable, you got the keys to open all my secrets
I am susceptible to emotional harm, but you possess the knowledge and understanding of all my deepest and most guarded feelings and thoughts.


You've always been there when I'm low to help pick up the pieces
You have always provided me with support and guidance during times of hardship, assisting in the process of emotional healing.


I know I act like I don't need it yet but lately I been thinking
Although I may portray a false sense of independence, I have recently come to the realization that I require and appreciate the help of others.


Yeah, lately I been thinking
Recently, I have been engaging in reflective thought.


I wish, that I was optimistic
I desire a more positive outlook on life and events.


I wish that I could trust my intuition
I long for the capability to have faith in my instincts and abilities to make decisions.


To most negative thinking makes you a pessimist but
In the opinion of many, a focus on negative thoughts and scenarios is viewed as pessimistic behavior.


To me negative thinking means I'm just realistic
I perceive negative thoughts as a realistic approach to examining and assessing a situation.


That's how I feel, ain't that a twisted view?
My perspective may be perceived as distorted or unconventional in comparison to others' opinions and views.


Claim that I don't care what people think but is that really true?
While I may assert that I do not place importance on others' opinions, I am questioning whether or not this is genuinely my attitude.


Those the type of questions that I struggle with
I experience difficulty and conflict when trying to determine my true feelings and beliefs on certain topics.


That's the type of thing to keep me up at night
These specific thoughts and inner conflicts are causing me great discomfort and mental strain, resulting in insomnia.


Wondering I wonder if the pressure I've been under is too much for my shoulders
I am questioning whether or not the amount of stress and responsibility placed upon me is too heavy of a burden to bear.


Who gon' care when this all fades, I turn grey and get older?
I am contemplating whether there will be anyone who will care or remember me when I grow old and my life fades away.


Yeah, that's the type of thing that I don't wanna answer
These questions and uncertainties are ones that I avoid answering, as the thought of them is upsetting or unsettling to me.


But just 'cause I don't wanna do it don't mean I don't have to
While I may not desire to confront these issues or answer these questions, I realize that it is necessary in order to grow and develop as a person.


See, these are lessons that you learn in life
These internal conflicts and uncertainties are common experiences of the human condition, and serve as lessons which allow one to become more self-aware and ultimately, more self-actualized.


And we only get one of 'em, hope I'm learning right
There are no do-overs or second chances to learn these lessons, so I am placing great emphasis on attempting to fully comprehend and learn from these experiences in the present moment.


I know that everything comes with a price
I am aware that every decision or action possesses its own unique consequences or drawbacks.


Y'all got no clue what I have sacrificed and lately, I've been thinking
Many individuals are unaware of the extent and magnitude of the sacrifices and decisions I have had to make in my life, which has led me to engage in reflective thought and introspection.


Yeah, yeah I have been thinking
I have been actively engaging in a process of reflective thought and introspection.


Yeah, I have been thinking (I have been thinking)
I am emphasizing the importance and relevance of my recent instances of reflective thought, specifically in regards to my personal growth and development as a person.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Capitol CMG Publishing, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Cole Edward Walowac, Nate Feuerstein

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Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Yeah, growing up, yeah
Know a lot, but I don't know enough
What you doin' here?
Why you even showin' up? Yeah
Showin' up for tryna show me love
Why you look confused like you don't really know what's up? Yeah
Why you always tryna judge?
I know who you are, yeah
Why you tryna, tryna front? Yeah
I am not the man I was, look
Ayy, made me a promise, I just hope you keep it
I don't like to get involved with things I don't believe in
I don't like to hang with people I don't trust to speak with
If you tell me that you mean it, then I hope you mean it
Yeah, feel like I don't deserve you when I hurt your feelings
I'm vulnerable, you got the keys to open all my secrets
You've always been there when I'm low to help pick up the pieces
I know I act like I don't need you yet, but lately, I've been thinking

[Chorus]
Yeah, lately, I've been thinking
Yeah, yeah, I have been thinking
Yeah, I have been thinking

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I wish that I was optimistic
I wish that I could trust my intuition
To most, negative thinking makes you a pessimist, but
To me, negative thinking means I'm just realistic
That's how I feel, ain't that a twisted view?
Claim that I don't care what people think, but is that really true?
Those the type of questions that I struggle with
That's the type of thing to keep me up at night
Wondering, I wonder if the pressure I've been under is too much on my shoulders
Who gon' care when this all fades, I turn gray and get older?
Yeah, that's the type of thing that I don't wanna answer
But just 'cause I don't wanna do it don't mean I don't have to
See, these are lessons that you learn in life
And we only get one of 'em, hope I'm learning right
I know that everything comes with a price
Yeah, yeah, everything comes with a price
Y'all got no clue what I have sacrificed
And lately, I've been thinking


[Chorus]
Yeah, lately, I've been thinking
Yeah, yeah, I have been thinking
Yeah, I have been thinking (I have been thinking)



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@JP12fan

"To me, negative thinking means I'm just realistic"

@jeremiahaugust5886

That one hit me since I'm so self critical....

@carriedarkpoetry9751

JP12fan I Also Feel Like That.. 🔥

@LM-nl5fj

This phrase is literally me defined in one sentence.

@M_C_T679

@Liki Same. I squealed when I heard that line

@scrappy1416

That line literally relates to me on a spiritual level.

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@coldcutz8752

I love how I'm liking each song before it even starts 😂

@ivanabutler6213

Same 😂

@ahoy2065

Cold Cutz I was putting them all in my playlist before it started lol 😂

@springday2725

Cold Cutz I same u got me

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