Wish
NIN Lyrics


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This is the first day
Of my last days
Built it up, now I take it apart
Climbed up real high, now fall down real far
No need for me to stay
The last thing left, I just threw it away
I put my faith in God and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you

I'm the one without a soul
I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell
Twenty-six years on my way to Hell
Gotta listen to your big time
Hard line, bad luck, fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me, I hate everyone

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you

I want to
But I can't turn back

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you
This world full of you




This world full of you
This world full of

Overall Meaning

The song Wish by Nine Inch Nails can be interpreted as a reflection on the emptiness and superficiality of society, with lyrics exploring themes of disillusionment, despair, and the search for something genuine in a world that often appears to be fake or manufactured. The opening lines "This is the first day, of my last days" suggests a sense of finality, as though the singer has accepted their fate and is prepared to face the consequences of their actions. The lines "No need for me to stay, the last thing left, I just threw it away" indicates that the singer has given up on everything and is ready to move on.


The chorus is a plea for something real and true, as the singer feels trapped in a world full of fake people and meaningless activities. In the verse lines "I'm the one without a soul, I'm the one with this big fucking hole" the singer reveals their feelings of emptiness, as though they have lost connection with their own inner self. The line "twenty-six years on my way to hell" indicates a lifetime of struggle, with the singer feeling as though they are headed in the wrong direction.


The song culminates in the repeated plea for something real and true, with the final lines "This world full of you" suggesting that it is the people and society around the singer that are the source of the problem.


Line by Line Meaning

This is the first day
I'm starting a new phase in my life and it feels like it's my last opportunity to make something worthwhile out of it.


Of my last days
I have a feeling that my life is coming to an end soon, like I'm running out of time to achieve my dreams and goals.


Built it up, now I take it apart
I put a lot of effort into creating something, but now I'm destroying it and undoing all the progress I made.


Climbed up real high, now fall down real far
I achieved success and rose to a high position, but now I'm facing a great downfall and losing everything I had.


No need for me to stay
I feel like I'm not wanted or needed by anyone or anything anymore, so there's no reason for me to stick around.


The last thing left, I just threw it away
I got rid of the one thing that meant the most to me, and I regret it now that it's gone.


I put my faith in God and my trust in you
I relied on my religious beliefs and trusted someone important in my life, but they both let me down.


Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
I'm at my lowest point and I don't know what else I could do to make things worse for myself.


I'm the one without a soul
I feel like I've lost my sense of purpose or passion for living, like there's nothing inside of me that makes me feel alive.


I'm the one with this big fucking hole
I'm carrying a deep emotional wound that I can't seem to heal or fill, like there's a huge gap in my life that nothing can fix.


No new tale to tell
I feel like I'm stuck in the same old story, like I'm repeating the same mistakes and not making any progress.


Twenty-six years on my way to Hell
I've been living a life of pain and misery for a long time, and it feels like I'm heading towards a terrible fate.


Gotta listen to your big time
I have to endure your arrogance and superiority complex, even though it's damaging to my mental health.


Hard line, bad luck, fist fuck
I'm dealing with a lot of challenges and obstacles that make my life difficult, and it feels like someone is punching me in the face repeatedly.


Don't think you're having all the fun
You might think that you're enjoying my struggles and pain, but I won't let you break me or make me feel worse about myself.


You know me, I hate everyone
I have a deep-seated resentment towards everyone and everything in my life, and it's difficult for me to connect with people or find joy in anything.


I want to but I can't turn back
I wish I could go back in time and change things, but I know that it's impossible and I have to face the consequences of my actions.


Wish there was something real
I desire something genuine and authentic in my life, something that can make me feel alive and happy.


Wish there was something true
I long for something that's not fake or superficial, something that I can trust and rely on.


In this world full of you
I'm surrounded by people who are fake, shallow, or hurtful, and it's difficult for me to find anything real or meaningful.


This world full of you
The world I live in is dominated by people who are selfish, cruel, or fake, and I wish I could escape or find a better place to exist.




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@hayesnick1556

Especially in these days, you cannot tell anyone how you actually feel.

You will be institutionalized

You are sick, kid

If you have to answer the question ‘have you ever thought about...?’ The answer is ‘No’

Trust me



@rOYmOnster

LYRICS:
This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far
No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist f*ck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to.....



@waywardwitch6958

★LYRICS★

This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down
Real far
No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to



@sams0ncatinio752

Danzig, Al Jourgensen, skinny puppy and others at various times asserted Trent had ‘ ripped off their act’ … I was 22 when TDS was released, following Broken (92) and PHM (89); PHM was first called ‘Purest Feeling’ and some of the lyrics and riffs were different. But we all already loved NIN as the sound was so much more truly industrial and , at times, as light and sensitive as dew on the morning lillies.. it could be brutal and sexy (or brutally sexy) and strong and weak all at the same time. it added devastating emotional turns and expressions of Rage, Love, Hate, sorrow, regret and self hatred/self destruction. As much as I loved the other bands mentioned as well as Tool, who had released Undertow in ‘93 and were gaining serious traction as the best and most original progressive band, beyond even Dream Theater .. none of them were comparable to NIN. Trent took the entire Industrial genre and added emotional and creative depth and brought the sound mainstream. Kinda. But just far enough out that it was too much for most.

The Downward Spiral was / is his Magnum opus, swan song, etc and was the most artistically creative and technically brilliant album since “The Wall”. Curiously, both albums follow similar paths of the despicably selfish hero. The two legendary releases also create their own ‘realm’ of distinctive sound only on those particular albums, respectively.

There was no way to follow TDS other than to change gears again, (Phm, broken and tds all have their own distinct sound throughout). And so did the Fragile. We drove to St Louis to see A Perfect Circle on tour for Met de Noms open for NIN on the Fragility tour.

And the show was fucking surreal. As APC launched into the encore’Judith’ a massive storm hit the Riverport Amphitheater, complete with puple/black skies lit up with huge lightning bolts. The crowd on the lawn began to run but security would not let them under the amphitheater and repulsed their attempts and people were falling, running, etc and even trampling each other. My brother (RIP Nicholas) and I looked at each other and at our youngest brother and my girlfriend and just closed our eyes and threw the horns to the Gods just as Maynard obliterated the storm with that 1 minute bellow at the end of Judith… shortly thereafter… the steely sharp metallic monster licks of Pinion began… it was the single greatest show I have ever seen. And I’ve seen some good ones. The sound quality and perfection were unmatched. I’ve seen NIN 6-7 times, Tool and APC 7-8 times each, Pantera, Metallica and other great bands….and they would rank behind NIN -2-Tool, 3 APC…as the best live act to see. And an honorable mention to the Reverend on the Antichrist tour which was a revel of a screaming orgy of overdrive, drugs, filth, violence and talent :)

Anyway, thanks for reading if you did.

I would sum it this way: Trent / NIN are not a band.. the term does not describe the entity .. Trent Reznor is more an advanced, technologically brilliant composer, much like a Beethoven or Bach…maybe more a Chopin.



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@fjjwiKwnhshs

Trent Reznor is the only person on the planet who has written an entire album about BDSM, rape, self-deprecation, and torture that had one of its songs win a grammy, all the while using terminology like "fist fuck", then later win an oscar for the music he made for a kid's movie. I love this man

@garysmith7184

@Frankenstein Addams more likely to be Coil, dude

@coreypeden666

Woah woah

@le_decard

Living legend

@ChiefSmackahoLLC

Not exactly, but fir sure the first to make money from it.

@killerkite333

Love how he was able to turn that lots of negative and self destructive energy to make masterpieces like this and turn his life around. A living legend.

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@zackzallie8735

Trent Reznor: "I'm the one without a soul."

Also Trent: composes a score for the movie Soul

@alleygh0st

just a feeling

@zackzallie8735

@ᴇʀᴇɴ ᴊᴀᴇɢᴇʀ I did? Omg

@davidb9596

Didn't have a soul so they gave him one, I guess

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