UPSIDE DOWN
NJP Lyrics
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Count till the day I feel one hundred percent
Want to be dependable to the very end
Swear it looks like I pretend
Rockstar dreams want it by any means
Gotta be careful don't know why
Rockstar dreams low aren't worth the reach
Gotta be careful learn how to flyUpside down got me feeling like the bad guy now
I'm a villain to you ask too much they'll put you in the ground
Head spinning like a merry go round around
Upside down got me feeling like the bad guy now
I'm Magneto to you, profess your love say it loud
Don't ask what this is about head in the clouds
We living the eternal life
Wish my doors were suicide
But I'll take it for a ride
Affliction is a hard knock life
Could've stopped whenever
I just wanna a different type
You hate me you hate me
You fucking up my play
Maybe, maybe
More like it's my game
Lately, rainy
The storm is coming in
You were down bad
Gave you the best
Took you by the hand
Sipping on liquor in Boston
We smoke and drink too often
Upside down got me feeling like the bad guy now
I'm a villain to you ask too much they'll put you in the ground
Head spinning like a merry go round around
I'm Magneto to you, profess your love say it loud
Don't ask what this is about head in the clouds
Sipping on liquor in Boston
We smoke and drink too often
Upside down got me feeling like the bad guy now
I'm a villain to you ask too much they'll put you in the ground
Head spinning like a merry go round around
Upside down got me feeling like the bad guy now
I'm Magneto to you, profess your love say it loud
Don't ask what this is about head in the clouds
Sipping on liquor in Boston
We smoke and drink too often
The lyrics of NJP's song "UPSIDE DOWN" delve into the complexities of relationships, personal aspirations, and the inner turmoil that comes with pursuing dreams while grappling with guilt and self-perception. The initial lines point to a sense of guilt and disappointment in oneself, particularly as a friend who has let someone down by leaving them “on read.” This metaphor signifies neglect in communication, where the singer feels they've failed to meet the expectations of friendship. The mention of wanting to feel “one hundred percent” suggests a desire for emotional completeness or stability that remains unattainable. This internal struggle reflects a universal theme of wanting to be dependable but feeling like an imposter—an acknowledgment that they appear to be pretending, hinting at deeper insecurities beneath the surface.
As the song progresses, NJP juxtaposes the ambition of “rockstar dreams” against the pitfalls that accompany those aspirations. The narrative takes a critical viewpoint on the idea of fame and success, indicated by the line “rockstar dreams low aren't worth the reach.” Here, the artist expresses a sense of caution—aware of the potential consequences that come with chasing ambition without a support system or reflection on the journey itself. The recurring theme of feeling “upside down” encapsulates the emotional disorientation that comes from navigating personal failures and societal pressures. This sentiment mirrors a common fear of portraying oneself as a "bad guy," suggesting an intrinsic conflict between self-perception and how one is viewed by others, particularly in a community enriched with expectations of success and reliability.
The lyric “I'm Magneto to you” introduces a powerful metaphor conveying complexity and duality in relationships. Magneto, a character often portrayed as an antihero, evokes the idea of passionate love intertwined with chaos and conflict. Here, NJP addresses a romantic partner directly, encouraging them to openly express their feelings. Yet, there is a subtext of apprehension; the phrase “ask too much they'll put you in the ground” indicates the potential physical and emotional exhaustion that can manifest in demanding relationships. The duality of love’s power to uplift and bury in despair is harmonized throughout the song, hinting that the singer feels elevated with love yet also weighed down by the emotional baggage that comes along with it.
In the final verses, a stark imagery arises through the mention of “sipping on liquor in Boston” and smoking as a means to cope. These activities create a veil of escapism, highlighting a backdrop of self-destructive tendencies associated with trying to navigate the pressures of life and relationships. “We smoke and drink too often” reflects a kind of habitual reliance on substances which serves both as a release from tension and an acknowledgment of looming problems. The repeated refrain of feeling "like the bad guy now" reinforces the idea of a shared narrative where the singer is shaped by both their actions and the perceptions of others, fostering a cycle of toxicity and disappointment. Ultimately, NJP's exploration in "UPSIDE DOWN" shines a light on the struggle between ambition, personal identity, and the tumultuous nature of love—the yearning for fulfillment amid the chaos of life that instills both hope and doubt in equal measure.
Line by Line Meaning
Such a bad friend leaving you on read
A toxic friend who neglects your messages and fails to communicate.
Count till the day I feel one hundred percent
I'll be patient until I feel completely whole and confident.
Want to be dependable to the very end
I aspire to be someone you can always count on, no matter the circumstances.
Swear it looks like I pretend
It seems like I might be putting on a façade instead of showing my true self.
Rockstar dreams want it by any means
I have ambitious aspirations and will do whatever it takes to achieve them.
Gotta be careful don't know why
I need to proceed cautiously because the reasons for my uncertainty are unclear.
Rockstar dreams low aren't worth the reach
Chasing mediocre goals in pursuit of fame is not a worthwhile endeavor.
Gotta be careful learn how to fly
I need to navigate life with caution while aiming to elevate myself.
Upside down got me feeling like the bad guy now
Everything feels chaotic and it seems I've become the antagonist in my own story.
I'm a villain to you ask too much they'll put you in the ground
To you, I may seem like a negative force; pushing boundaries can have severe consequences.
Head spinning like a merry go round around
I'm feeling disoriented and caught in a cycle of confusion.
Upside down got me feeling like the bad guy now
The turmoil in my life has transformed my image into that of a 'bad guy.'
I'm Magneto to you, profess your love say it loud
I am powerful and complex, and I desire you to openly express your feelings for me.
Don't ask what this is about head in the clouds
Avoid probing into the reasons behind my feelings; I'm lost in my own thoughts.
We living the eternal life
We are experiencing life to its fullest, as if time is infinite.
Wish my doors were suicide
I long for an escape from my challenges, wishing for a more permanent solution.
But I'll take it for a ride
Nonetheless, I'm willing to embrace life's ups and downs and experience it fully.
Affliction is a hard knock life
Life can be incredibly tough and filled with struggles that weigh heavily on us.
Could've stopped whenever
I had the ability to quit at any moment but chose to continue instead.
I just wanna a different type
I desire a new, perhaps more authentic, kind of existence.
You hate me you hate me
Your animosity towards me is evident and persistent.
You fucking up my play
Your actions are disrupting my plans and intentions.
Maybe, maybe
There’s uncertainty in my thoughts; I'm contemplating possibilities.
More like it's my game
In reality, I am the one in control of this situation or interaction.
Lately, rainy
The recent times have been filled with gloom and sadness.
The storm is coming in
I sense that trouble or difficulty is approaching.
You were down bad
You were struggling significantly at some point.
Gave you the best
I offered you my utmost support and care.
Took you by the hand
I guided you through challenging moments.
Sipping on liquor in Boston
I find solace and distraction in drinking while reminiscing about experiences in Boston.
We smoke and drink too often
Our indulgent habits of smoking and drinking have become a frequent escape.
Upside down got me feeling like the bad guy now
This chaotic state makes me feel as if I am the antagonist in my own narrative.
I'm a villain to you ask too much they'll put you in the ground
To you, I appear as a negative force; crossing lines can lead to serious repercussions.
Head spinning like a merry go round around
The confusion I feel is overwhelming and disorienting.
Upside down got me feeling like the bad guy now
The turmoil in my existence has shaped my perception as a 'bad guy.'
I'm Magneto to you, profess your love say it loud
I possess a powerful presence and seek genuine expressions of love from you.
Don't ask what this is about head in the clouds
Avoid inquiring about the complexities of my feelings; I'm lost in my own thoughts.
Sipping on liquor in Boston
I find comfort in a drink as I reflect on past moments in Boston.
We smoke and drink too often
Our habits of indulging in smoking and drinking have become excessive.
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Written by: Noah Perron
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