My Last Goodbye
Nailpin Lyrics


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The roads I took curved constantly
An open path or dead-end streets
Took me a while to find out which direction I should face
Left wrong turns and, oh my leaves turned early,
by which I mean to illustrate my state

Chorus:
And now it's over, there's naught ahead
But I can't let go
Had it all planned out, the way, the day, I set the time
Well I came close to writing down
My last goodbye

Bad luck shaped me as a man
Bad breaks tore me down again
Took different shapes before I took the shape that I now am
The pressure's tense and, oh the tension's pressing,
Society's roll, took its toll again

Chorus

The pressure's tense and, oh the tension's pressing,
Society's roll, took its toll again

Chorus





Came close to my last goodbye (x4)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Nailpin's My Last Goodbye reflect a journey of personal growth and self-discovery, framed by the metaphor of the "roads" that the singer takes throughout their life. The first stanza describes a process of trial and error, with the singer trying out different paths and experiencing both success and failure. They reflect on the way that their experiences have shaped them, using the metaphor of leaves turning early to suggest that they have been through a lot and that this has had an impact on them. Ultimately, however, they feel as though they have found their way, and the chorus describes the sense of finality that they feel about the choices they have made: "now it's over, there's naught ahead".


The second verse delves deeper into the difficulties that the singer has faced, with the repeated line "the pressure's tense and, oh the tension's pressing" capturing the sense of stress and strain that they are under. This stress is not purely internal – the singer notes that "society's roll, took its toll again", suggesting that they have also been negatively affected by external pressures and societal expectations. Despite this, the singer seems to have found a sense of acceptance about who they are and what they have achieved, as indicated by the repeated refrain "had it all planned out".


Overall, the song is a poignant reflection on the challenges of growing up and coming to terms with oneself. The metaphor of the winding road serves to convey the sense of unpredictability and ambiguity inherent in this process, while the repeated emphasis on tension and pressure underscores the difficulties that must be overcome along the way. At heart, however, the song is ultimately hopeful, suggesting that even in the face of adversity, it is possible to find one's way and to come to a sense of peace with one's life and choices.


Line by Line Meaning

The roads I took curved constantly
My life journey witnessed varied ups and downs


An open path or dead-end streets
I had a choice to go either way, sometimes the path led nowhere


Took me a while to find out which direction I should face
It took me some time to realize my true calling in life


Left wrong turns and, oh my leaves turned early, by which I mean to illustrate my state
I made some mistakes earlier in life which still haunt me and which signify my present state


And now it's over, there's naught ahead
I feel like I have reached the end of the road without any prospects


But I can't let go
Despite everything, I am not ready to give up


Had it all planned out, the way, the day, I set the time
I had a meticulously planned life, down to the minutest detail


Well I came close to writing down
I almost wrote my last goodbye letter, which indicates my mental state


My last goodbye
I contemplated suicide or the end of my life journey


Bad luck shaped me as a man
I am what I am because of the unfortunate events that happened to me


Bad breaks tore me down again
Life was unfair to me and broke me down multiple times


Took different shapes before I took the shape that I now am
I changed my behavior and identity many times before settling into the current one


The pressure's tense and, oh the tension's pressing,
The stress is mounting up and is constantly suffocating me


Society's roll, took its toll again
The expectations and norms of society negatively impacted me once again


Came close to my last goodbye (x4)
I was on the brink of ending my life multiple times




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