Backwards
Natalie Holmes Lyrics


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Where did it come from,
I don't dare to ask,
In fear of losing it all,
And breaking the glass.

Retracing my steps,
Through the trail that I left,
In fear of forgetting where it started,
Forgetting the best.

Walking backwards through the streets to the place where we meet,
The smiles disappear and I lose you my dear,
I think I'd rather go forwards.

I see a box of broken things,
But it's hidden behind a sepia mist,
And I see her crying in her bed,
Not the faintest clue of what's up ahead.

Walking backwards through the streets to the place where we meet,
The smiles disappear and I lose you my dear,
I think I'd rather go forwards.

Flashbacks in my head,
Before I ever had you,
I'd rather not think.
I've come a long way from back in that day.

Walking backwards through the streets to the place where we meet,




The smiles disappear and I lose you my dear,
I think I'd rather go forwards.

Overall Meaning

In "Backwards" by Natalie Holmes, the lyrics are about the fear of losing a relationship, memories, and oneself. The first stanza expresses the fear of asking where the relationship came from, in case the answer will shatter everything that is built, like breaking glass. It seems that the fear of loss is so great that it is better to live in ignorance than to risk losing everything.


The second stanza talks about retracing the steps to the starting point of the relationship. There is a desire not to forget the best memories and the fear of losing them. The line "walking backwards through the streets to the place where we meet" symbolizes the desire to go back to the beginning and start things again. The fear of losing memories and a relationship continues to grow, highlighting the idea that walking backwards leads to nowhere.


In the last stanza, there are flashbacks of a time before the relationship, suggesting that the singer doesn't want to go back to that time. It is clear that the singer has grown, and a new hope emerges. The line "I think I'd rather go forwards" shows a desire to move on from the past and not get stuck in the past. The song ends with a sense of hope and the desire to move forward, to face the future with courage, and not to be afraid of what lies ahead.


* Some interesting facts about the song are:
* The song was released on the album "Over & Out" in 2017.
* Natalie Holmes wrote the song herself.
* The song has been streamed over 6 million times on Spotify.
* Despite its popularity, the music video has not yet been released.
* Natalie Holmes has collaborated with producers such as James Earp, who worked on this track.
* The song is a fusion of Indie-pop and Folk genres, reflecting her unique style of music.
* The song is about the fear of taking risks and losing everything, which is a common feeling among people.
* The song became popular on TikTok when users used it in their videos as background music for emotional and sentimental content.
* The song's title "Backwards" represents the idea of going back to the past, which is sometimes not the best thing to do.

The chords for "Backwards" by Natalie Holmes are Am, F, C, and G.


Line by Line Meaning

Where did it come from,
I don't know the origin of this feeling, and I'm too scared to find out.


I don't dare to ask,
I'm too afraid of losing what I have by questioning it.


In fear of losing it all,
I'm terrified of losing the love and connection that we share.


And breaking the glass.
I don't want to shatter the fragile nature of our relationship by prying too much.


Retracing my steps,
I'm looking back on our relationship and trying to remember what brought us together.


Through the trail that I left,
I'm trying to find the moments that made us fall in love.


In fear of forgetting where it started,
I'm afraid of losing sight of the roots of our love.


Forgetting the best.
I don't want to forget the best parts of our relationship.


Walking backwards through the streets to the place where we meet,
I'm retracing my steps to where our relationship began.


The smiles disappear and I lose you my dear,
As I look back, I feel like I'm losing the love and connection we once had.


I think I'd rather go forwards.
Instead of looking to the past, I want to move forward with you.


I see a box of broken things,
I can see the broken parts of our relationship.


But it's hidden behind a sepia mist,
The past is becoming faded and unclear, even though the issues are still there.


And I see her crying in her bed,
I can remember a time when you were upset and vulnerable.


Not the faintest clue of what's up ahead.
Without understanding and communication, we don't know what's in store for our future as a couple.


Flashbacks in my head,
I can recall past experiences and conversations we've had.


Before I ever had you,
I'm remembering a time before we were in a romantic relationship.


I'd rather not think.
I don't want to dwell on the past too much.


I've come a long way from back in that day,
We've grown and developed since the beginning of our relationship.




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Comments from YouTube:

@toritoralu6808

I work at a daycare and I played this song for the kids today. One of my 5 year olds is obsessed. Your music speaks to all ages Natalie! You're fantastic!

@missvulturegirl

I love your voice so much! It is so beautiful and calming :) This really helps me when I study and without you I would be failing everything, not kidding! I listen to you whenever I study and I find it to be so soothing and wonderful! Keep chasing your dreams! ~missvulturegirl<3

@doddleoddle

also this is beaut

@nivenmcm

It's great knowing I was there at the start and now you're on TV. We all knew you would make it Natalie!

@doddleoddle

EEP congratz <3

@rachelshannon2951

You are sooo good Natalie!!! I wish I could write like this! It's amazing!!!

@fiveoddsocks

<3 My favorite song on the EP. Was great to hear you on the show! I can't believe I put myself through that for you... I guess that's dedication! :P

@nonny687

This is a really lovely song, your voice is beautiful :)

@taylorc8222

MY NEW FAVORITE SONG! you're so perfect! Gosh! Your voice is like beautiful! I can't stop listining to you!

@evaduncanson

The chords for the chorus are just perfect.

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