Shoulda Neva
Natasha Thomas Lyrics

Neva shoulda let you tell me
I shouldn't have allowed you to convince me

That you were never gonna leave, no never
You promised me you'd never leave, but that's not true

That you were gonna be the only
You made me believe you were the only one for me

The only one for me forever
You led me to believe that you'd be the perfect match for me always

You said you wanted me but baby
You expressed a desire for me but...

I saw you on the side with another
... I saw you with somebody else.

I love you but you, you can't expect
Although I love you, it's unreasonable...

Me to forget
...for me to forget what you've done.

I can't keep forgiving you
It's not possible for me to continue to forgive you

For all you do, for leavin' me
I've had enough of your behavior, especially leaving me behind

All the times I waited up for you
I stayed up countless nights waiting for you

Almost every night
It felt like it was every night

Your never noticed me
You never paid attention to me

I shoulda known much better
I should have been aware and not been blinded by my love for you

I shoulda never let you be my man, baby
It's a mistake I never should have made, letting you be my partner

I shoulda never let you hold my hand
Even holding your hand was something I should have never done

Now I know that
I've come to realize that you're not the person I want to be with

I shoulda never givin you a chance, baby
I shouldn't have given you the opportunity to be in my life

I shoulda never let you
I shouldn't have allowed you to do anything to me

You never gave a damn
You never cared about my feelings

Said you'd never let me be lonely
You promised to never leave me alone

But I waited all alone
I was alone while you were with someone else

Where the hell were you
I have no idea where you were or what you were doing

Told me so many things
You made me believe in so many things

I thought that we
I believed that we had something special

We were gonna be so spectacular
I thought we had it all and would be amazing together

Never shoulda let you step to me
I shouldn't have let you approach me

I should have known better than to be with you
I should have been more aware of your true nature before becoming involved with you

It doesn't matter the least that you apologized
Your apologies have become meaningless to me

Did you ever think about me
Did I ever cross your mind?

Everything you expected me to be
Did you expect me to be a certain way?

Everthing you did to me
Did you consider the things you did to me?

No you never gave a damn
You never cared

Always runnin' round with some nasty thing
You were always chasing after someone else

Fake hair pair a tight ass jeans
You were attracted to people for superficial reasons

Now what did you think I was gonna be ok
Did you really think I'd be alright with everything you were doing?

When your always playin' me
When you're constantly manipulating me?

Come on get serious
You need to be honest and stop fooling around

Boy you didn't have to be this way with me
You didn't have to treat me this way

Stop tellin me you're the one for me
You need to stop pretending that you are the one I need

You never, you never gave a damn
You never cared about me