High
Nathan Smart Lyrics

It's late yet sometimes I go there
I can't stop thinking about you, even though it's late and I'm not getting anywhere.

Mistake myself getting nowhere
I keep coming back to this same place even though I know it's a mistake and I'm not making any progress.

Thinking bout you still you don't care
I can't stop thinking about you, even though I know you don't care about me anymore.

Why do I go there?
I don't understand why I keep coming back to this same place, even though it hurts me.

You go your own way it's like your fighting me
You're going your own way and it feels like you're fighting me every step of the way.

I gave it up for you, and now it's UFC
I made sacrifices for you, but now it feels like we're in a fight where anything goes.

You're an impeccable devil, come on enlighten me
You're charming and seductive, but you're also dangerous and I need to understand why.

I'm in a big dark room and your my light to see
I feel lost and alone, but you're the only thing that makes me feel alive.

Try to convey this in definitive syllables
I'm trying to express myself clearly and precisely, but it's difficult.

Love triangle, Illuminati ritual
Our relationship feels like a twisted game, with hidden agendas and ulterior motives.

I ain't a kid now, cut my umbilical
I'm not a child anymore, I need to break free from my dependency on you.

You say it's over like we hit a pinnacle
You act like our relationship has peaked and there's nowhere else to go, but I know that's not true.

Settle down, big house, we can take it slow
We could have a comfortable life together, if only you would give me a chance and take things slow.

But you kick me out, with no place to go
You reject me and leave me with nothing, even though I have nowhere else to turn.

All alone eyes red, did I stoop below
I'm all alone and feeling low, wondering if I stooped too low for your affection.

The high bar you set, because I'd like to know
You set a high bar for me to meet, but I still don't understand what you want from me.

Tryna be the best and you were calling me the worst
I was trying to be the best version of myself, but you were always there to tear me down and call me the worst.

Tough luck, you done slit me and now I hurt
It's tough luck that you hurt me so deeply; I'm wounded and in pain because of you.

You took apart of me and now I stay on high alert
You took a piece of me when you left, and now I'm always on high alert, trying to protect myself from being hurt again.

You were the best, now what is it worth?
You used to be the best thing in my life, but now I wonder if you were ever really worth it.

Now you're gone, far from here
You're gone now, and I'm left alone to deal with the pain you caused.