Ain't Goin Back
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I ain't goin' back to my hood for shit
I refuse to return to my neighborhood for anything

Heard they just killed neighborhood Nip
I received word that my community just murdered someone familiar

Popping pills 'til it make me sick (yeah)
I consume medication until it negatively affects my health

You show the hood love, they never show it back
Even though I demonstrate affection towards my community, they never reciprocate

If they shoot, I hope I know how to react
In the event of gunfire, I hope to react appropriately

Know some people wanna see me on my back (on my back, yeah)
I recognize that some individuals wish for me to fail or fall

Got it on me everywhere I go, I gotta take a risk
I carry a weapon regardless of location, putting myself in danger

Paranoid, can't go without it
I'm extremely apprehensive and can't function without my weapon

All to do is hope my bro is 'bout it (mmm, yeah)
My only hope is that my associate will support me

Killing pain every time I'm on the dope (dope)
I use drugs to numb my emotional and physical pain

Without it, I don't know how to cope (cope)
It's difficult for me to handle situations without the use of drugs

Wanna pay my mama's bills, I don't want no smoke
I desire to provide for my mother's finances without any trouble or drama

My whole life, I did the things they said I can't
Throughout my existence, I accomplished what others said I couldn't

Lots of pressure on me that you couldn't understand
I deal with an immense amount of stress that others can't fathom

Spend a million in the hood and you get killed for ten grand
If you spend a large amount of money in a poverty-afflicted area, you may lose your life over a significantly smaller sum

Back and forth from my mama, tryna move her out the Rex
I constantly travel between my mother and her home, attempting to relocate her from a disreputable place

Jack boys tried to pull it on me walking down the steps
Individuals attempted to rob me while I walked downstairs

Let 'em take my chain, know I'd die for my respect (yeah)
I'm willing to die fighting for my honor, even if it means losing possessions

Y'all don't feel my pain, I done seen death
Others can't understand my emotions because I've witnessed death firsthand

Let the bullets rain, we gon' leave 'em wet
If shots are fired, my team and I will retaliate violently

Put up a little change and I paid my debts
I settled a financial dispute by giving a small portion of money

They got Bucksy in the cage and it got me pent
A friend of mine is currently incarcerated and it's causing me great distress

Pour another four, ain't got no way to vent (yeah)
I drink prescription cough syrup when I have no other means of coping

When he come home, I'ma give my boy an M (Bucksy)
I plan to provide a significant amount of money to my friend upon his release from prison