Up in Smoke
Neck Deep Lyrics


Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head
"Get out of bed" she said
So self destructive
Up in smoke, all came to nothing
Being broke and lonely doesn't make much sense
I wish you'd see my point of view
You're so uptight, loosen your screws

Try to find the words that you expect me to say
I know I let you down again
I get it
I see that look in your eye
I just hoped you could see
Swear to God that I tried
I just thought that for once I could do something right, but I can't
And I'm sorry
Heard you call
Did you want me?

I had it all but inside I was drowning

Now I can feel the pressure weighing down on me
I can't live up to all your standards
Can we learn to disagree?

Building back the trust you lost in me again
You're so upset and stressed
So disappointed
Dig up the past
Leave me with haunting situations I thought we agreed to let stay dead
I know I fuck up every time
I fall apart, you fall in line

I bit my tongue and my mouth filled up with blood
I tried my hardest but still it wasn't enough
A desperate longing from trust
I get so close but I crush it again
My integrity's spent
I just hope that you know I'll be there 'till the end
When you're gone, I'll be broken
Let it out
Cut me open

Bury my head in my hands
How will I ever redeem myself?

Pressure weighing down on me
I can't live up to all your standards
Can we learn to disagree?
Pressure weighing down on me
When I can't give you all the answers you expect the worst of me

Stare at the wall 'til my eyes fall out my head
"Get out of bed" she said
So self destructive
Up in smoke, all came to nothing

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Comments from YouTube:

Smit Barpson

It really makes me sad that Bens never gonna wana sound like this again, his voice made these early albums

x0SB0x

I miss her why do I destory everything close to me.

Smol Grim

Perish

Aryaman Tewari

It's alright, mate

GavinLPMband

XD

killaphila666

This is still my favorite song by them. So much raw energy that I just don't hear as much with them anymore. Their new shits not bad by any means, I think it's just my personal taste and as I've hit my mid twenties, your standard run of the mill pop-punk has to really stand out for me to listen more than once. Like the Wonder Years' new song Cigarettes and Saints, I hit the replay button on that song so many times and can't get enough haha.

leleo

still their best song EVER

Romaine Calm

This song is so underrated. This is like their best goddamn song along with Tables Turned

M3RCwithTh3M0UTh

Twiggy Trash Tunes bro those two along with the beach is for lovers (not lonely losers)

Gompy182

the best thing that happened to punk rock since under soil and dirt?!

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