Rebirth
Neetesh Jung Kunwar Lyrics

You think I'm tired but I keep fighting
Despite appearing tired, I continue to fight and persevere.

You think I'm faded but I keep shining
Even though I appear worn down, I continue to shine and stand out.

All these phony bitches do the dick riding
There are people who are inauthentic and only support me for their own benefit.

You know what, fuck it yeah
Despite these obstacles, I will continue to do what I love and be true to myself.

That's how I love it, yeah
I am committed to living life on my own terms and will not compromise for anyone else.

2017 it all started for me
The year 2017 marked the beginning of my journey.

On the streets of KTM I was lonely
I was alone and struggling while living in Kathmandu.

Everybody thought I wasted my life
People judged me and doubted my potential.

'Cause I didn't have a trophy chick by my side
People believed I was unsuccessful because I didn't have a partner who fit their definition of success.

Never mind I was fine being a hustler
I was content with working hard and grinding.

Homie wanted me to aid him as a smuggler
Someone I knew asked me to help him smuggle things illegally.

Had the balls to say no to drugs
I had the courage to say no to harmful things even when they were presented to me.

Matter of fact I was raised by junkies and thugs, ah
I grew up in an environment surrounded by people who were struggling with addiction and involved in criminal activity.

Guess what, music gave me hope
Music inspired and motivated me to keep going.

I was writing songs all alone
I poured my heart into creating music by myself.

Shit they weren't dope
At first, my songs weren't great.

But I kept going on till I hit the charts
Despite the initial lack of success, I continued working until I made it onto the music charts.

Singer songwriter with a broken heart (aye)
As a singer and songwriter, I used my painful experiences to create music.

Now it's all good, I'm a rockstar
I am currently successful and feel like a rockstar.

Underrated dead bodys in my box car
I am still underrated even though I have achieved success, and I feel like I am carrying around the weight of previous failures.

Ooou, get me out of this spotlight
I am overwhelmed by the attention and success and just want to live a normal life.

So that I can live right
I want to live a fulfilling life without the pressure and scrutiny of fame.

Always knew I was a diamond in the dirt, shit
I always believed I had potential even when others didn't see it.

Look at me now, boy I'm shining and it's worth it
My hard work and perseverance have paid off and I am now successful.

They told me to find another purpose
People discouraged me and told me to pursue something else.

But I'm following my heart
I am following my passion, even if it goes against what others think is best for me.

Not just rhyming in my verses (aaha)
My music is more than just words that rhyme, it comes from the heart.

Ahh, Ramen noodles for dinner tonight
I am still humble and don't have everything I want.

Sorry mama I ain't coming home (not today)
Sometimes I have to make sacrifices to pursue my dreams.

I'm in the booth tryna do this right
I am working hard and trying to create the best music possible.

They gonna love your boy
I believe that people will appreciate and enjoy my music.

When they hear his fuckin' song
My music will be the thing that makes people take notice of me.

I put my fucking soul in it
I pour my heart and soul into my music.

No limit, won't quit it no matter the weather
I will continue working on my music no matter what obstacles I face.

Prolific, no I don't fidget
I am focused and dedicated to my craft.

'Cause I never say never
I never give up or stop trying to achieve my goals.

Who you know that's better
I am confident in my skills and believe that I am one of the best.

Who you know, who can flow like this on a record, ahh
I have a unique and impressive style of rapping and singing.

I really hope you receiving this message
I hope my message of perseverance and self-belief is inspiring and motivating to others.

Even if I leave now
Even if I were to stop creating music or leave this earth, I hope I leave a lasting impact.

I'm leaving a legend, what's up?
I believe that the legacy of my music will live on beyond my physical life.

I know you've got your words to put the blame on me
There are people who will try to blame me for their own problems or mistakes.

But my friend you had to show the holes
They will eventually see that the problems were caused by their own actions or shortcomings.

I couldn't see
I may have been blind to the issues or struggles of others in the past.

I keep grinding
I continue to work hard and put in the effort to achieve my goals.

I keep finding a better way to redesign it
I am continually adapting and improving my approach to creating music.

A moment of silence to all the haters (hey)
I acknowledge the people who doubted me and succeeded despite their negative thoughts.

Reminder, I've been the greatest
I remind myself to recognize my own accomplishments and be confident in my abilities.

I don't even need to say this
I am confident and secure enough in myself that I don't always need to prove myself to others.

Spend lotta time underrated
Despite my success and talent, I feel like I don't always receive the recognition I deserve.

But readily steadily dedicated (yeah)
I remain dedicated to my craft and work hard to continue improving and succeeding.

Either love it or hate it
My style of music and approach to life may not be for everyone, but that's okay.

Been through worse, this the rebirth, ayo we made it
Despite facing difficult times in the past, I have emerged stronger and more successful, and I celebrate this victory.