I Wonder Why
Neil Young Lyrics


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I wonder if I care as much
As I did before

Last night I cried myself to sleep
For the one that makes me weep
I dried my eyes to greet the day,
And wondered why I had to pay
The tears that I have shed by day
Give relief and wash away
The memory of the night before
I wonder if I'll suffer more

I wonder if I care as much
As I did before

My pride is made to say forgive
And take the blame for what you did
It's your mistakes I'm thinkin' of
I wonder if I'm still in love
My heart can't thrive on misery
My life it has no destiny
When things get more
Than I can bear
I ask myself, do I still care?




I wonder if I care as much
As I did before

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Neil Young's "I Wonder If I Care As Much" explore the theme of heartbreak and the emotional aftermath of a failed relationship. The song speaks to the feelings of uncertainty and self-doubt that often accompany a break-up. The opening lines, "I wonder if I care as much / As I did before," suggest a sense of questioning and introspection. The singer is uncertain whether their feelings for the person they have been seeing are still as strong as they once were. The repetition of the chorus reinforces this sense of uncertainty.


The verses themselves explore the singer's emotional state in more depth. The line "Last night I cried myself to sleep / For the one that makes me weep" speaks to the intense pain and sadness that comes with a break-up, while the following line, "I dried my eyes to greet the day / And wondered why I had to pay," suggests a sense of bitterness and resentment. The chorus returns, and then the second verse begins.


In the second verse, the singer struggles with feelings of responsibility and guilt. They say, "My pride is made to say forgive / And take the blame for what you did / It's your mistakes I'm thinkin' of / I wonder if I'm still in love." Here, the singer seems torn between their desire for forgiveness and their need to reconcile their own feelings about the relationship. The final couplet, "I ask myself, do I still care? / I wonder if I care as much / As I did before," returns to the uncertainty expressed in the opening lines.


Overall, Neil Young's "I Wonder If I Care As Much" is a poignant meditation on the aftermath of heartbreak. The song captures the complicated mix of emotions that can come with the end of a relationship - uncertainty, self-doubt, pain, and even bitterness.


Line by Line Meaning

I wonder if I care as much
I question whether I still feel the same level of concern as I once did


As I did before
As I felt in the past


Last night I cried myself to sleep
I wept for hours until I fell asleep


For the one that makes me weep
Because of the person who causes me to be upset


I dried my eyes to greet the day
I wiped away my tears to welcome the new day


And wondered why I had to pay
And pondered why I had to suffer


The tears that I have shed by day
The tears that I cried during the day


Give relief and wash away
Provide comfort and cleanse


The memory of the night before
The recollection of the previous evening


I wonder if I'll suffer more
I am uncertain if I will experience additional pain


My pride is made to say forgive
My ego prompts me to pardon


And take the blame for what you did
And accept responsibility for your actions


It's your mistakes I'm thinkin' of
It's your errors that occupy my thoughts


I wonder if I'm still in love
I'm unsure if I still harbor romantic feelings


My heart can't thrive on misery
My heart cannot flourish in despair


My life it has no destiny
My existence lacks purpose


When things get more Than I can bear
When events become too difficult for me to bear


I ask myself, do I still care?
I inquire whether I still feel concern


I wonder if I care as much
I question whether I still feel the same level of concern as I once did


As I did before
As I felt in the past




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Written by: DONALD EVERLY

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@myeverythingworld8123

This guys is buy far one of the greatest Singer song writers ever to have walked the earth 🌍 plus well there is no plus needed he has it all

@AMEER-wp2mm

And you are one scwewy rabbit..
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@amyann3402

My dad just sent me this my daughter just been diagnosed with autism and it’s brought me to tears ❤

@richiewilliams6875

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@izzetmustafa9898

beautiful song, beautiful man with a heart of gold, there will never be another neil young he has been my saviour for past sixty years, long may you run neil 💙

@garybrinker4522

Absolutely,,same with me..

@meltdownman1

Never heard this tune before. I knew about his son. The lyrics are such a beautiful tribute to those less fortunate. Thank you for posting. I can tell you have beautiful soul, The Meltdownman

@eddiestanner8812

amazing man,,, absolutely beautiful

@cobraferrariwars

This song will endure. Thank you Neil Young.

@boxcar2011

Another gift of compassion The Man is totally Blessed.

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