Hectic
Nesian Mystik Lyrics

Well at times this world be getting hectic
Sometimes the world can be overwhelming and chaotic

My people I just wanna disconnect it
I want to disconnect from the chaos and find peace

Find something to nourish the pain
Looking for something to ease the pain caused by the chaos

Coz conditions don't consistantly change
Because the conditions causing the chaos do not consistently change

Engulfed within the shadows of a parallel dimension
Feeling lost and disconnected from reality

Tears threaten to expose exterior deception
Feeling emotional and vulnerable, as if others can see through their facade

Render my sorrow pure of merciless conception
Trying to let go of pain and resentments to find inner peace

Vengence surges through veins contaminating senses
Feeling angry and vengeful, causing harm to oneself

Flee the vicinity morphing positional status
Running away from the chaos and changing one's position or status

Disengage atmosphere reflect upon the havoc
Taking a step back to assess the situation and reflect on the chaos

Disembody the spirit, rejunvinating the mind
Disconnecting from one's spirit and focusing on mentally renewing oneself

Portals reopen and teleport me to another time
Finding an escape from the chaos by mentally transporting oneself to a different time or place

Coz this world be spinning around dark clouds above my head
Feeling overwhelmed by the negativity and chaos in the world

I can forsee a negative outcome if this pressure ain't controlled
Predicting negative consequences if one doesn't learn to manage the pressure caused by chaos

Confused, abused, profanity
Feeling confused and abused, leading to the use of profanity

I ain't got time for compromise, aggressive now its happening
Feeling like there is no time for compromise, resulting in aggressive behavior

Hard times experiencing absent minded negative conscious
Going through difficult times and feeling negative and absent-minded

Right denied, with physical contact, verbal beating
Being physically and verbally abused, feeling powerless

Mental intelligence check
Taking a moment to assess one's mental state and well-being

Twin guardians suspend visual
Focusing on the inner self and ignoring external distractions

Convert negatives with syllables
Turning negative thoughts and emotions into positive expression

The soundwaves deviate the subliminal regulate
Music and expression can change the way one thinks and feels subconsciously

Now I'm gon let it slide, now absorb (step aside)
Choosing to let go of negative thoughts and emotions and absorb positive energy

Raw expression mediates senses
Expressing oneself honestly helps to balance emotions and senses

Verbalise state of mind thought comprehension
Speaking about one's state of mind and thought process helps to clarify and understand it

I'm lost in vision should I, should I not is the decision
Feeling unsure about a decision, feeling lost in thought

It's a battle of the mind with informed precision
A mental struggle that requires careful consideration and analysis

Alternative choice to be selected with the process
Considering different options and making a thoughtful decision

heart rate prompt adrenalin to the conscience
Feeling anxious and nervous, affecting one's conscience

Which ever way the wind blows, ethics stand the test of time
Choosing to prioritize ethics and morality above all else, regardless of the situation

Its a race against reality, result defined as wise
A constant struggle against the chaos of reality, with wisdom as the ultimate goal

Now I've repainted my train of thought
Changing one's thought patterns and perspective

Shedding the baggage which have been like daggers in the heart
Letting go of emotional pain that has been causing harm

Connection re-established sabre time to counteract.
Re-establishing a positive connection with oneself and finding ways to counteract negative thoughts and emotions

Analyse alternatives
Thinking carefully about different options and solutions

Now level to compromise
Willingness to compromise in order to find a positive resolution

Increase the volume
Turning up the music or positive energy to help calm the mind

To ease my mind
Looking for ways to calm one's thoughts and emotions

Mentally traumatised, psycologically hypnotised
Feeling mentally traumatized and hypnotized by negative thoughts and emotions

Unstable but still able to reconnect upon the mental
Feeling emotionally unstable, but able to find stability within oneself

As the darkness starts to rise and still the sun is yet to set
Feeling like negativity and chaos is increasing, but there is still hope for positivity in the future

Don't blame release the pain, just take a breathe and maintain
Letting go of blame and finding ways to release emotional pain, while remaining calm and composed

Constant consumption of assumptions my functions set on
Always assuming the worst, which affects one's mental and emotional well-being

Assumption leading down the path to self destruction
Assuming negative outcomes can lead to self-destructive behavior

Cranial overload systems malfunction
Feeling overwhelmed and stressed, causing mental and emotional distress

A definite choice is all I'm wanting
Looking for clarity in making a choice, and sticking to that choice with confidence

Back to reality
Returning to the present moment and accepting the reality of the situation

Now take it back to life
Bringing oneself back to reality and focusing on the present moment

Whats going on, Whats going on
Reflecting on and acknowledging what is happening in the present moment