Liar
Neverland in Ashes Lyrics

I have nothing to show for
I lack tangible achievements or outward successes.

But I built my truth
Nonetheless, I have created my own reality and beliefs from my experiences.

Got my heart wrapped in tin
My emotions are shielded and protected, though perhaps too rigid and unyielding.

Dancing on the graves of the betrayed
I celebrate or take pleasure in the downfall of those who have wronged me.

Blackened skies illuminate my sins
The dark or troubled aspects of my life reveal the wrongdoings I've committed.

I, the masquerader hide my cries
I wear a facade to conceal my true emotions and struggles.

I will sing my truth on the stage of lies
I intend to express my genuine feelings amidst a world filled with deception.

No! Trust me I won′t lie
I insist that I am being honest, despite my past.

Can we start over, grow closer again?
I seek a chance to rebuild our relationship and improve our connection.

Go! Trust me I won't hide
Take a leap of faith; I promise to be open and forthcoming.

Believe me if I say I'm lost for words
You should trust that my silence stems from being overwhelmed and unsure.

Forgive me if I never showed my cards
Please understand that I have been guarded and reluctant to reveal my true self.

But I am
Despite my efforts, the truth remains that I hold certain shortcomings.

A liar
I accept that I have deceived others, including possibly myself.

Gotta keep my finger of the trigger
I must remain vigilant and cautious, ready to face consequences.

Before I shoot myself in the foot
I need to avoid making rash decisions that could harm me.

Gotta store away my anger
I must control and contain my rage to prevent destructive actions.

Before I light the fuse
I need to manage my emotions before they explode or escalate.

Dancing on the graves of the betrayed
Again, I find satisfaction in witnessing the downfall of those who deceived me.

Blackened skies illuminate my sins
The turbulent aspects of my life reveal my moral failings.

I, the masquerader hide my cries
Once more, I present a façade to mask my inner turmoil.

I will sing my truth on the stage of lies
I will express my honest feelings, despite the surrounding deception.

No! Trust me I won't lie
I firmly declare my honesty, despite any skepticism.

Can we start over, grow closer again?
I yearn for the opportunity to rebuild our bond from its current state.

Go! Trust me I won't hide
I urge you to believe I will be open and transparent going forward.

Believe me if I say I'm lost for words
You should take my silence as an indication of being overwhelmed by emotions.

Forgive me if I never showed my cards
I hope you can accept my guarded nature and my reluctance to be vulnerable.

But I am
Ultimately, I acknowledge the complexity of my identity.

A liar
I confess to my dishonesty and the impact it has had on my relationships.

One of the two is probably true
Amongst the contradictory statements, one must hold a grain of truth.

You believe me and I believe you
There exists a mutual trust, albeit fragile and laden with doubt.

Do you know how painful lies are?
Lies inflict deep emotional wounds that can resonate and linger.

But do not forget
It's important to remember this truth amidst the chaos.

Lies don't travel far
Ultimate truths tend to surface eventually, despite attempts to hide them.

I twist my life so it's tasty to the lazy
I manipulate my narrative to make it appealing for those who prefer simplicity.

I'm the masquerader hiding, maybe
I occasionally question my own façade and the layers behind it.

I am addicted to the way she
I find myself captivated by her perspective and presence.

Doesn't see the crazy
She remains oblivious to my inner turmoil or madness, granting a sense of relief.

No! Trust me I won't lie
I reiterate my commitment to honesty, despite previous betrayals.

Can we start over, grow closer again?
I wish to reconnect and mend the fractures in our relationship.

Go! Trust me I won't hide
I implore you to trust in my transparency moving forward.

Believe me if I say I'm lost for words
My struggle to articulate my feelings demonstrates my emotional state.

Forgive me if I never showed my cards
Please excuse my guarded demeanor; I am learning to be vulnerable.

But I am
I need to acknowledge my complex and sometimes contradictory nature.

A liar
I confess that my past has been marred by dishonesty.