The Sentinel
Neverland in Ashes Lyrics


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When I was young
The monsters slept under my bed
But when I grew up
They moved into my head

Don't let me go
Pull me out, pull me out and
Push the grey away
Let the colors flow back in

When I'm looking for an exit
But got lost inside my head
While I'm drowning in the moment
You're the one to pull me back
When I'm running through the mazes Chasing ghosts inside my head
When I'm looking for an exit than,
You're my savior, you're my sentinel

I'm just a visitor in my own mind
Stuck on borrowed tim
I'm running 'round in circles
But the walls are closing in
The walls are closing in

Don't let me go
Pull me out, pull me out and
Push the grey away
Let the colors flow back in

When I'm looking for an exit
But got lost inside my head
While I'm drowning in the moment
You're the one to pull me back
When I'm running through the mazes Chasing ghosts inside my head
When I'm looking for an exit than,
You're my savior, you're my sentinel

You are my sentinel
We are, we are invincible
I look in the mirror while I drown
Still look the same, look the same

Don't let me go
Pull me out, pull me out and
Push the grey away
Let the colors flow back in
When I'm looking for an exit
But got lost inside my head
While I'm drowning in the moment
You're the one to pull me back
When I'm running through the mazes Chasing ghosts inside my head
When I'm looking for an exit than,
You're my savior, you're my sentinel

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Neverland in Ashes' song The Sentinel express the struggle of dealing with one's own demons and finding a way out of the darkness. The opening lines, "When I was young, the monsters slept under my bed, but when I grew up, they moved into my head," create a sense of fear that develops over time, from something external that can be ignored to something internal that cannot be avoided. The singer feels trapped, searching for a way out of their mind but feeling lost within themselves.


The chorus, "Don't let me go, pull me out and push the grey away, let the colors flow back in," is a plea for help and hope. The singer is asking for someone to be their "sentinel," to guide them out of the darkness and back to a world of color and light. The repeated chorus shows that the struggle is ongoing and that the singer needs continual support.


The second verse portrays a sense of urgency and desperation, with the singer feeling as if they are running through mazes and chasing ghosts inside their head. The only hope they have is the person who can be their savior, their sentinel. The bridge, "We are, we are invincible," shows that together, they can overcome anything. In the end, the singer looks in the mirror and still sees the same person, but with the support of their sentinel, they can push the grey away and bring back colors.


Overall, The Sentinel is a powerful and emotional song that conveys the universal struggle of dealing with one's inner demons and finding someone who can help guide them out of the darkness.


Line by Line Meaning

When I was young
In my childhood days


The monsters slept under my bed
I used to be afraid of imaginary monsters when I was young


But when I grew up
As I became an adult


They moved into my head
My fears and worries have become internalized


Don't let me go
Please don't leave me alone in this state


Pull me out, pull me out and
Help me escape this mental state


Push the grey away
Remove the gloom and depression


Let the colors flow back in
Bring back joy and vitality


When I'm looking for an exit
When I am trying to find a way out of this mental state


But got lost inside my head
But find myself overwhelmed by my own thoughts


While I'm drowning in the moment
As I am consumed by my emotions and thoughts


You're the one to pull me back
You are the one who brings me back to reality


When I'm running through the mazes
When I am trying to deal with the complexities of my mind


Chasing ghosts inside my head
Trying to deal with my own internal demons


You're my savior, you're my sentinel
You are the one who saves me from this mental prison


I'm just a visitor in my own mind
I feel like a stranger in my own thoughts and emotions


Stuck on borrowed time
My time feels like it is running out and I am trapped in this state


I'm running 'round in circles
I am endlessly repeating the same patterns of thought and behavior


But the walls are closing in
I feel suffocated by my own thoughts and problems


You are my sentinel
You are my protector and support


We are, we are invincible
Together we can overcome anything


I look in the mirror while I drown
Even as I am lost in my thoughts, I see the reality of my problems


Still look the same, look the same
My external appearance does not reflect my internal struggles


You're my savior, you're my sentinel
You are the one who saves me from this mental prison




Writer(s): Milan Steinbach

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@whogavehimafork

The first time YouTube has shown me an ad that I actually clicked on. This shit slaps, I can't believe this band isn't bigger

@NeverlandInAshes

Thanks man! :=)

@partsshooter

I know... Perfect timing. Who would've thought

@devilmyke

Aye I've had a few lately and they are totally my type of song.

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ad brought me here too, i like the screaming/singing combi more than i would admit. \(**)/

@ptbempire

I said the same shit man these guys are amazing I support everything they do!

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@dgo8597

Auf tausend Umwegen hier gelandet. Ich bin kein so wirklicher Freund dieser harten Töne. Aber die Stimme hat was und stellenweise hört man raus was da noch geht. Noch ´ne weibliche Vocal dazu...perfekt :-). Toi...toi...toi.

@NeverlandInAshes

Freut uns zu hören! Eine weibliche Backing Vocal kannst du in unserer zweiten Single Aloha 'Oe hören! 👏

@peddazz2365

metal songs are my favourite adds found at least 3 good bands through these

@NeverlandInAshes

Thanks man! Glad you like it!

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