Refugee
New Model Army Lyrics


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My room is dark, and very small;
there's a place to wash at the end of the hall.
I hear strange languages through the wall,
I hear them shouting in the street below.
I listen now to anything, anything at all;
just to keep the ghosts away, not to let them come.

Lusala, she was the first to hit the ground,
running up the hill at the side of the house
One by one, in the screaming sun, my family fell,
the air alive with bullets, and the smell of fear.
Don't look back, don't look back, don't look back at all:
Their bloodied faces are here with me, now, in the room
Until the lights go out and the silence comes




don't fall asleep, don't fall asleep, just keep on running;
keep running, keep running, keep running, run, run, run . . .

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Refugee" by New Model Army convey the experiences of a displaced person who is seeking refuge in a foreign land. The opening lines describe the singer's small, dark room and their desperation to avoid the ghosts of their traumatic past. The presence of other refugees in the same building is indicated by the sounds of unfamiliar languages and shouting in the streets below. The singer is hyper-aware and vigilant, listening to every sound in order to remain alert and ward off the specters that threaten to overwhelm them.


The second verse depicts a harrowing scene of violence and loss from the singer's homeland. The name Lusala is mentioned, possibly a reference to a real-life figure or a fictional representation of the countless victims of war and political turmoil. The singer's family members are gunned down one by one, and the air is thick with the sounds of gunfire and the scent of fear. The refrain of "don't look back" is a poignant reminder of the devastating power of memory, and the need to keep moving forward in the face of unspeakable tragedy. The final lines of the song serve as a rallying cry to all refugees, urging them to keep running and never give up hope.


Overall, "Refugee" is a stark and powerful exploration of the psychological toll of displacement, trauma, and survival in the face of overwhelming odds.


Line by Line Meaning

My room is dark, and very small;
I am stuck in a confined space which fails to provide comfort or relief


there's a place to wash at the end of the hall.
Basic necessities are far from within reach, resulting in difficult living circumstances


I hear strange languages through the wall,
I am reminded of my displacement as I am in the midst of unfamiliar tongues and cultures


I hear them shouting in the street below.
The chaos and civil unrest outside my room only adds to my despair and loneliness


I listen now to anything, anything at all;
The only thing left for me is to search for distractions from the mental and emotional anguish that fills my mind


just to keep the ghosts away, not to let them come.
I am terrified of the past and do not want to confront the traumatic memories that haunt me


Lusala, she was the first to hit the ground,
I am reminded of the heartbreaking moment when my loved ones were taken from me


running up the hill at the side of the house
My family was fleeing from violence and seeking refuge, but they didn't make it


One by one, in the screaming sun, my family fell,
The harsh reality of the atrocities of war still lingers, as I witnessed my loved ones lose their lives under the sweltering heat


the air alive with bullets, and the smell of fear.
The sounds and smells of death are forever etched in my mind, causing me great pain and trauma


Don't look back, don't look back, don't look back at all:
I have to keep moving forward and not dwell on the past, no matter how difficult it may seem


Their bloodied faces are here with me, now, in the room
I can't escape the memories of my loved ones, as the images of their lifeless faces are still with me


Until the lights go out and the silence comes
I dread the quiet moments when I'm left alone with my thoughts


don't fall asleep, don't fall asleep, just keep on running;
I can't afford to let my guard down or rest; my life depends on constantly moving forward


keep running, keep running, keep running, run, run, run . . .
My only option is to keep running in search of safety and a better future, no matter how hopeless it may seem




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: JUDITH ABBOTT, NEIL FERGUSON, LOUISE WATTS, ALLAN WHALLEY

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