Special
New Order Lyrics


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It isn't what it used to be
I wake up every night
On the stairs
Waiting for the dawn to come
Every drop of wine
You can be my time
Only tomorrow knows
Why do we beg when we can borrow
This time we knew
No more or less
There's nothing left

It was always special
It was like water down the drain
I'm intoxicated
Every time I hear your name
I try to remember
But nothing is the same

It wasn't that I didn't try
It's not the kind of thing, that you buy
Written in my destiny
Life is but a dream
Covered by the sky
Stop saying that you're calling time
Look at your life before you start on mine
I'm not the kind of person that you need
I'm sick of trying
I mean that it's over

It was always special
It was like water down the drain
I'm intoxicated
Every time I hear your name
I try to remember
But nothing is the same
It was always special
it was like water down the drain

Patiently you wait for me
You're so blind
I thought it couldn't be
Then changed my mind
Drowning in the endless sea
Line all those lines




The traces of your memory
Don't belong with mine

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of New Order's song "Special" is about the end of a special relationship between two people. The first verse begins with the singer reflecting on how everything used to be different and how they wake up every night waiting for the dawn to come. The following lines suggest that every drop of wine he drinks, they can be his time, but only tomorrow knows. He then asks why they beg when they can borrow, suggesting that maybe they have been trying to force something that isn't meant to be, and that they need to let go. It's a realization that there is nothing left to save in their relationship.


The chorus repeats how their relationship was always special but now is like water down the drain, and hearing the name of their ex-lover makes them intoxicated, but they can't seem to remember how it used to be, suggesting things have changed beyond comprehension. The following verses show that the singer did try, but it wasn't enough to keep the relationship afloat. They then accept that it's over and that they're tired of trying. The song ends with the singer stating that they don't belong together anymore, and that they need to move on.


Line by Line Meaning

It isn't what it used to be
Things have changed and are not the way they used to be


I wake up every night
Every night I wake up from my sleep


On the stairs
I am on the stairs when I wake up


Waiting for the dawn to come
I am waiting for the sun to rise


Every drop of wine
Every sip of wine


You can be my time
You can be the time that I spend


Only tomorrow knows
We can never know what will happen in the future


Why do we beg when we can borrow
We should not beg for things that we can easily borrow from others


This time we knew
We were aware of the situation this time


No more or less
Nothing more and nothing less


There's nothing left
There is nothing remaining


It was always special
Our relationship was always unique and memorable


It was like water down the drain
Our relationship has lost its meaning and has disappeared like water down the drain


I'm intoxicated
I am emotionally affected and overwhelmed


Every time I hear your name
Every time I hear your name mentioned


I try to remember
I try to recall and reminisce about our past


But nothing is the same
Things have changed and are not the way they used to be


It wasn't that I didn't try
I did try to make our relationship work


It's not the kind of thing, that you buy
Our relationship cannot be bought or paid for


Written in my destiny
Our relationship was predetermined and inevitable


Life is but a dream
Life is ephemeral and passing


Covered by the sky
Our relationship is over and it is time to move on


Stop saying that you're calling time
Stop saying that our time together is over


Look at your life before you start on mine
Reflect on your own life before criticizing mine


I'm not the kind of person that you need
I am not the right person for you


I'm sick of trying
I am tired of attempting to make things work


I mean that it's over
Our relationship is over and there is no turning back


Patiently you wait for me
You are patiently waiting for me


You're so blind
You are oblivious to how I feel


I thought it couldn't be
I did not think that our relationship could end


Then changed my mind
I changed my mind and realized that our relationship was over


Drowning in the endless sea
I am overwhelmed and drowning in emotions


Line all those lines
All those memories and emotions


The traces of your memory
The memories you left behind


Don't belong with mine
Our memories and emotions are not the same and do not belong together




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: BERNARD SUMNER, GILLIAN LESLEY GILBERT, PETER HOOK, STEPHEN PAUL DAVID MORRIS, STEPHEN ERIC HAGUE

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