Detach
Nick Alexandr Lyrics

I made some mistakes but
Acknowledging past wrongdoings

You threw it in my face I'm
Feeling hurt over being reminded of past mistakes

Scared of being lonely again I don't wanna relapse
Fear of returning to a state of loneliness and needing someone to rely on

Cause loving you's like rehab
Her presence and affection is addictive and can be seen as a form of rehabilitation

Always seem to fall back
Continuously returning to her despite the potential consequences

I can't get you out my fucking mind I gotta detach, yeah
Realizing the need to detach from her emotionally despite the intense feelings

Know I'm gonna fucking cave and call you
Admitting the temptation to reach out to her

Say you wanna see my baby don't try to
Seeing through her manipulative tactics

Pretend that you're over me girl
Doubting her claims of being over him

We both know where you wanna be girl
Both aware of her true desires to be with him

Between the sheets where we might go crazy
Suggesting a sexual encounter could lead to wild behavior

Took shots now I'm feeling kinda hazy
Intoxicated and feeling the effects

Sipping Hennessy in the hotel lobby
Drinking in a hotel lobby, potentially waiting for her

Looking at me like we might not take it slow
Implying a rush of passion and desire

I'm in control
Feeling empowered in the situation

Hands on me oh now you know
Physical contact and attraction

We don't talk we just let go
Lack of communication in favor of physical encounters

You've missed me baby girl I know
Aware of her longing for him

Like oh I really miss your touch girl
Longing for physical connection

So when I kiss you baby do you feel the rush girl
Suggesting that kisses between them are intense and exhilarating

She a bad girl always getting Into trouble
Describing her as someone who is constantly seeking excitement and potentially causing problems

Drinking till she empties out the bottle
She drinks to excess

Tryna find somewhere to go, don't fall now
Trying to find a place to be intimate and not getting caught

But when I hit your line you're on your way round way round
She is willing to come to him at a moment's notice

Why does it feel so good knowing I'm so misunderstood
Feeling a sense of pleasure in not being fully understood by others

You think I've finally changed my ways but I'm just digging my own grave
Allowing others to believe that he has changed, but still making detrimental choices

There's still so much that I could say but what we have is just a phase
There is much unsaid, but recognizing that their interaction has an expiration date

I know you think you finally know me, but I'm lying to your face
Admitting to deceiving her about his intentions and true feelings

Don't tell me that you care
Rejecting her claims of caring

Cause baby you manipulating that ain't fair
Realizing that she is trying to manipulate him

I don't feel nothing but the cold despair
Feeling empty and lacking positive emotions

I'm headed for disaster you gone meet me there
Anticipating a negative outcome and implying that she will share in the consequences

When I look in those eyes I'm hypnotized
Being mesmerized by her eyes

She telling me secrets and spilling lies
Sharing personal information but also being dishonest

I know you do this shit with other guys
Aware that she engages in similar behavior with other men

But I don't give a fuck this is about tonight
Willing to overlook the consequences for the sake of the present moment

Once upon a time you saved my life
Acknowledging her past influence and positive impact on his life

Now the feelings I feel just don't feel right
Recognizing that current feelings are not positive or healthy

We still doing shit like we never fell out of love
Despite the negative emotions, they still engage in physical encounters as if they are still in love