05. Reasons Why
Nickel Creek Lyrics


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Where am I today? I wish that i knew
'Cause looking around there's no sign of you
I don't remember one jump or one leap
Just quiet steps away from you lead

I'm holding my heart out but clutching it
Feeling this sort of a love that we once knew
I'm calling this home when it's not even close
Playing the role with nerves left exposed

And standing on a darkened stage
Stumbling through the lines
Others have excuses
But I have my reasons why

We get distracted by dreams of our own
But nobody's happy while feeling alone
And knowing how hard it hurts when we fall
We lean another ladder against the wrong wall

And climb high to the highest rung
To shake fists at the sky
While others have excuses
I have my reasons why




With so much deception it's hard not to wander away
It's hard not wander away, it's hard not to wander

Overall Meaning

The song “Reasons Why” by Nickel Creek explores themes of loss, confusion, and heartbreak. The lyrics are ambiguous enough to allow for multiple interpretations, but most commonly are seen as describing the aftermath of a breakup. The singer is alone, searching for a path forward, and reflecting on how they got to where they are. They are holding on to the memories of the love they once had, but feeling lost without it. They are struggling to find a sense of home and belonging, and feel exposed and vulnerable.


The second half of the song shifts to a more universal perspective, exploring the idea that we often get distracted by our own dreams and desires, and can end up feeling isolated and unhappy. The image of climbing a ladder against the wrong wall is evocative of the idea of striving towards goals that ultimately don’t bring satisfaction. The final lines suggest that in a world full of deception and confusion, it is easy to wander away from what we truly need and want.


Line by Line Meaning

Where am I today? I wish that i knew
I'm lost and unsure; I don't know where I stand in life


'Cause looking around there's no sign of you
I'm alone and you're not here anymore


I don't remember one jump or one leap
Our separation wasn't sudden, but rather a slow and steady drift


Just quiet steps away from you lead
Our paths went in opposite directions without any noise


I'm holding my heart out but clutching it
I'm trying to love and be loved, but scared of getting hurt again


Feeling this sort of a love that we once knew
Remembering the wonderful moments we shared before the breakup


I'm calling this home when it's not even close
Trying to convince myself that my current situation is good enough, even though it's not


Playing the role with nerves left exposed
Faking happiness when I'm actually vulnerable and afraid


And standing on a darkened stage
Feeling like life is a performance, with me as the main character


Stumbling through the lines
Not always knowing what to say or do in difficult situations


Others have excuses
People often try to justify their actions or behavior


But I have my reasons why
I have my own personal motives and explanations for my decisions


We get distracted by dreams of our own
We can lose sight of what's important when we're only focused on our own aspirations


But nobody's happy while feeling alone
Happiness is difficult to achieve when we're isolated and lonely


And knowing how hard it hurts when we fall
We're aware of the pain that comes with failure or disappointment


We lean another ladder against the wrong wall
Despite knowing better, we might make the same mistakes again


And climb high to the highest rung
We strive for success and achievement, even if it's not what we truly desire


To shake fists at the sky
Expressing frustration or anger towards something we can't change


While others have excuses
People often try to rationalize their actions or decisions


I have my reasons why
I have my own explanations for my choices, whether they're good or bad


With so much deception it's hard not to wander away
It's easy to lose trust in people when there's a lot of dishonesty around us


It's hard not wander away, it's hard not to wander
It's difficult to resist the urge to leave when we feel lost or disillusioned




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Written by: DAVE PUCKETT, SEAN WATKINS

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S W

Her voice is much stronger than it used to be. I think it is a wonderful improvement. She really shines now in every show she does.

Bryan Sykes

Such a truly powerfull and unique voice. I love them all so much, hands down my favourite musicians.

Chris Pittman

Nickel Creel live brings me joy and peace. No one else has that effect to such an extreme.

Júnior Porciúncula

One of the best groups in the World

Bob Jones

Modern classic.

Tom Roucoux

Well, that was one of the best acoustic guitar solos I ever heard :-)

Amanda Gerrity

Chris' voice constantly blows me away - its so crisp and clear and beautiful

dirt eater

a dying breed.... impeccable musicians, true non-processed vocals & harmonies, humorous band and an over all class act...too bad the industry & its consumers don't demand these qualities in ALL musical genres...

Wang Chung

Well said! Had the privilege to see them in concert and it was wonderful to see true musician who did rely on a "stage show" to captivate and entertain.

Phil Med

Love this group, excellent !!!

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