Et Nox Illuminatio mea in Deliciis Meis
Nightbringer Lyrics


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My pleasure is melancholy - God above me - God below me - My heart the fulcrum between
I am of you - You are the lord - I am of you - That makes the darkness shine
I am of you - Glorious as the sun - I am of you - Our father who art in me
You draw me up! - EHEI - Death! - EHEI - Daimon! - EHEI - Fire! - EHEIYou draw me up! - Athanor! - EHEI - Serpent! - EHEI - horns! - EHEII - Draw you - Down -I long for the gift of profound death - So I pray before your mask
Bowing down before this self I cannot know - Least I open the temple's door
I could never approach your mirror - Your blessing is ecstatic reverie
So jubilant within your Night of Light - The Dark Noontide And he sayeth unto me! - And he sayeth! - I am your lord!
And he sayeth unto me! - And he sayeth! - I am your lord!
Your pleasure is melancholy - God below me
Your pleasure is melancholy - God above me
My heart crucified between - My heart crucified between
Our father who art in me - Whose inverse light shall set me free
God above me - - My heart crucified between!
God below me - Shaitan! - My heart crucifed between!
God within me - And I sayeth - I am your lord!
God within me - Shine! - I am your lord!
I drink the black-bile philtron - Of your Saturnine cup
Upon your earth - I do sup




My nourishment commeth - My nourishment cometh
My nourishment commeth from doing the will of my father

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of the song Et Nox Illuminatio Mea in Deliciis Meis by Nightbringer signify the singer's submission to his Lord, who he perceives as both above and below him. The singer is the fulcrum between the two divine entities that he perceives, and he longs for the gift of profound death, which he can attain only by bowing before his Lord's mask. The singer admits that he could never approach the mirror of his Lord, and his blessing is an ecstatic reverie with his Lord's Night of Light.


Moreover, the Lord draws the singer up towards him, and he invokes the names of Death, Daimon, Fire, Athanor, Serpent, and Horns to entice his Lord. The singer reiterates that he is of his Lord, and since he acknowledges his Lord's glory as the sun, he says, "I am of you glorious as the sun, our father who art in me." Finally, the singer believes that he derives his nourishment by doing the will of his father from upon the earth, who he follows faithfully.


Line by Line Meaning

My pleasure is melancholy - God above me - God below me - My heart the fulcrum between
I find my pleasure in sadness, with God both above and below me, my heart serves as a balance between the two.


I am of you - You are the lord - I am of you - That makes the darkness shine
I am a part of you, and you are my lord. Together, we make the darkness light up with glory.


I am of you - Glorious as the sun - I am of you - Our father who art in me
I am yours, radiant as the sun. Our father resides within me.


You draw me up! - EHEI - Death! - EHEI - Daimon! - EHEI - Fire! - EHEIYou draw me up! - Athanor! - EHEI - Serpent! - EHEI - horns! - EHEII - Draw you - Down -
You elevate me with death, daimon, and fire. You lift me up even more with Athanor, serpent, and horns. I draw you down, completing the cycle.


I long for the gift of profound death - So I pray before your mask
I yearn for the gift of deep, meaningful death, so I plead before your emblem.


Bowing down before this self I cannot know - Least I open the temple's door
I submit before my own enigmatic self, taking care not to reveal the secrets of the temple.


I could never approach your mirror - Your blessing is ecstatic reverie
I can never face your image directly, but your blessing brings me ecstatic bliss.


So jubilant within your Night of Light - The Dark Noontide And he sayeth unto me! - And he sayeth! - I am your lord!
I am ecstatic in your radiant darkness, the despairing zenith. And you tell me, over and over, that you are my lord.


And he sayeth unto me! - And he sayeth! - I am your lord!
You repeat to me, affirming your position as my lord.


Your pleasure is melancholy - God below me
You find pleasure in sadness, with God beneath you.


Your pleasure is melancholy - God above me
You find pleasure in sadness, with God above you.


My heart crucified between - My heart crucified between
My heart is sacrificed as the balance between the two worlds.


Our father who art in me - Whose inverse light shall set me free
Our father resides within me, his inverse light bringing my liberation.


God above me - - My heart crucified between!
God is above me, with my heart serving as the balancing point.


God below me - Shaitan! - My heart crucifed between!
God is below me, and the demon Shaitan, with my heart still balancing between the two.


God within me - And I sayeth - I am your lord!
God resides within me, and I declare that I am your lord.


God within me - Shine! - I am your lord!
God within me shines brightly, and I repeat that I am your lord.


I drink the black-bile philtron - Of your Saturnine cup
I imbibe a potion of black bile from your cup of Saturnian lore.


Upon your earth - I do sup - My nourishment commeth - My nourishment cometh
I feast upon your earthly realm, finding nourishment in your teachings and wisdom.




Writer(s): Kyle Spanswick

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