2 Ghosts I
Nine Inch Nails Lyrics


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Perfect little dream, the kind that hurts the most
Forgot how it feels, well almost
No one to blame, always the same
Open my eyes, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up inflames
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me see the light
Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do
Covered in hope and Vaseline
Still cannot fix this broken machine
Watching the hole, it used to be mine
Just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
Of the trust, I will betray
Give it to me, I throw it away
After everything I've done
I hate myself for what I've become
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me see the light
Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do
I tried, I gave up
I tried, I gave up
I tried, I gave up
What I tried, I gave up
I tried, I gave up
I tried, I gave up
I tried, and I tried
Oh I tried and I gave up
Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do
Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do
Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do




Throw it away
Throw it away

Overall Meaning

"2 Ghosts I" is a song that explores themes of loss, regret, and self-destruction. In the first verse, the singer describes a "perfect little dream" that has been shattered and left them feeling lost and empty. The chorus repeats the phrase "It took you to make me realize" four times, suggesting that the singer has had a profound realization about themselves or their situation, possibly in relation to someone they have lost.


The second half of the song delves into more visceral, violent imagery, with the singer describing how their sense of self has been "smashed up" and how they feel the need to "smash [themself] to pieces." The repeated phrase "I don't know what else to do" emphasizes the singer's desperation and hopelessness. The final line, "Throw it away," could be interpreted as a final, nihilistic gesture or a call to release the pain and move on.


Overall, "2 Ghosts I" is a haunting, melancholy track that speaks to the depths of human despair and the complex emotions that come with loss and trauma.


Line by Line Meaning

Perfect little dream, the kind that hurts the most
A dream that seems perfect but ultimately causes pain.


Forgot how it feels, well almost
Having forgotten what it feels like to experience something, though not entirely.


No one to blame, always the same
There's no one to blame for what's happening because the situation is always the same.


Open my eyes, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up inflames
Becoming more and more aware of the reality around them and it's causing them pain.


It took you to make me realize
They wouldn't have realized the truth without the other person's involvement.


Smashed up my sanity
Their mental state is ruined and they feel like everything is falling apart.


Smashed up my integrity
Their beliefs and values have been compromised and they feel like they can't trust themselves anymore.


Smashed up what I believed in
Their beliefs have been shattered and they're unsure of what they should believe in anymore.


Smashed up what's left of me
Their situation has taken such a toll on them that they feel like they have nothing left to give.


Smashed up my everything
Their entire being feels broken and they don't know how to fix it.


Smashed up all that was true
Even what they once thought was certain and true has been destroyed.


Gonna smash myself to pieces
They feel like they're reaching their breaking point and can't handle it anymore.


I don't know what else to do
They're at such a loss that they don't know what actions to take to remedy the situation.


Covered in hope and Vaseline
Attempting to conceal the pain and difficulty with a false sense of hope and temporary solutions.


Still cannot fix this broken machine
Despite their efforts to temporarily patch things up, they're unable to truly fix the underlying issues.


Watching the hole, it used to be mine
Reflecting on a situation that once belonged to them but has since been destroyed and taken away.


Just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
Observing the destruction of their situation in a way that seems methodical, hopeless, and inevitable.


Of the trust, I will betray
They feel like they're going to inevitably betray anyone who gives them trust or hope.


Give it to me, I throw it away
They're acknowledging that they have a pattern of destroying anything that is given to them, even if it's valuable.


After everything I've done
Despite their best efforts or the things they've accomplished so far.


I hate myself for what I've become
They're filled with self-loathing and regret for the way they've changed and their current situation.


Throw it away
A final declaration of throwing away anything that was once important, to start anew or because they believe it's hopeless.


I tried, I gave up
Despite their efforts, they've ultimately given up because of their perceived hopelessness.


What I tried, I gave up
They're acknowledging that despite whatever actions they took, they've ultimately given up.


Oh I tried and I gave up
A repetition of the idea that they did try, but ultimately gave up because of the difficulty.




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ShoopDoopDaWoop

This is purely indescribable, and I don't think most artist nowadays can amount up to even close to what Trent accomplished with this album and this song in particular. Try this. Lie in your bed, get your headphones on, put on this song,close your eyes, clear your mind and focus solely on the song. Then at any point, try to think precisely on what emotions that you're feeling. It is truly incredible.

Rachel Franks

Absolutely

Garras Porgratix

I just stick my phone under the pillow on vol 1 and go to sleep to this type of music.

Faken Namel

"I don't think most artist nowadays can amount up to even close" everyone says this about their favorite artist.

BECINE93

What I love about Trent Reznor as a musician, is that psychologically and emotionally insightful brilliance his work possesses. Revealing the darkest depths of the human condition ("The Downward Spiral" and "The Fragile") as well as (although it may at times not be obvious) themes of cautious optimism and hope (the resolvement at the climax of "With Teeth" - "Right Where It Belongs").

IOSIF DRUMMER

I'm surprised no one has discovered this gorgeous song from the next sources:
- The Social Network ( 2010 ) - movie
- Citizenfour ( 2014 ) - documentary
- The Vietnam War ( 2017 ) - documentary

Hadrian Hardrada Cicero

Would a ROBLOX video from like almost ten years ago count? Because that how I discovered the song back then.

Relicaficionado

Not to mention Kony
Also some beats commercials.

nyoon

Thats the most lain pfp thing ive heard yet

Hadrian Hardrada Cicero

@nyoon Haha

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