Wish
Nine Inch Nails Lyrics


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This is the first day of my last days
I built it up, now I take it apart
Climbed up real high, now fall down real far
No need for me to stay
The last thing left, I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you

I'm the one without a soul
I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell
Twenty-six years, on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big-time, hard-line, bad-luck, fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me, I hate everyone

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you

I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to, but I can't turn back
I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to, but I can't turn back
I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to, but I can't turn back
I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you
Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you

This world full of you




This world full of you
This world full

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Nine Inch Nails's song Wish present a powerful expression of disillusionment, anger, and despair. Trent Reznor, the songwriter and frontman of the band, describes his feelings of self-destruction and disconnection from the world around him. He starts by acknowledging that it is his first day of the last days, implying that he knows he is on a path to destruction. He recognizes that he had built up something only to tear it apart again, and now he has fallen from a great height. He does not see any reason to stay and throws away the last thing he had left. He had put his faith in God and his trust in someone else, but now he realizes that there isn't anything more messed up than that.


In the chorus, he expresses his longing for something real and true in this world that is full of lies and fake emotions. He repeats this phrase a few times to emphasize the desire for authentic experiences. The second verse reveals an even more profound feeling of emptiness and despair. He feels like he is the one without a soul and has a big hole that can't be filled. He has been on his way to hell for 26 years now, and things are not getting any better. He criticizes the people who have power and control in society, calling them hard-line, bad-luck, fist fuck, and saying they are not the only ones having fun. He hates everyone, and he knows that he is not alone in his misery. The song finishes with a repetition of the chorus and the sentence "This world full of you," which leaves the listener with a sense of the overwhelming presence of fake emotions and lack of authenticity.


Line by Line Meaning

This is the first day of my last days
Today marks the beginning of my inevitable descent towards my own end.


I built it up, now I take it apart
I have created something out of nothing, only to destroy it myself.


Climbed up real high, now fall down real far
I have achieved great heights, but my downfall will be just as steep.


No need for me to stay
I have nothing left to hold onto, no reason to continue living.


The last thing left, I just threw it away
I have let go of everything that once mattered to me, even the last remaining shred of hope.


I put my faith in god and my trust in you
I have placed my hope in the divine and in someone else, only to ultimately be let down and disappointed.


Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
Having lost everything and everyone that mattered to me, I have no more options to make things worse.


Wish there was something real
I long for something genuine and authentic in a world that seems full of deception and falsity.


Wish there was something true
I desire something with real, lasting value - something that won't let me down or prove to be a facade.


I'm the one without a soul
I am empty and hollow, lacking any sense of meaning or purpose.


I'm the one with this big fucking hole
My emptiness is vast and overwhelming, like a cavernous void in the core of my being.


No new tale to tell
My story is one of despair, tragedy, and loss - there is nothing novel or exciting about my existence.


Twenty-six years, on my way to hell
My life has been a slow descent into a personal hell that I have been unable to escape from.


Gotta listen to your big-time, hard-line, bad-luck, fist fuck
I am forced to endure the harsh, cruel realities of life that are beyond my control - like being repeatedly struck by a powerful, unyielding force.


Don't think you're having all the fun
Despite appearances, no one is really enjoying life - we are all struggling, suffering, and barely holding on.


You know me, I hate everyone
I am filled with anger and bitterness towards everyone and everything around me - I have become incapable of feeling any other emotion.


I want to but I can't turn back
I am consumed by regret and longing for what could have been, but I know that it is impossible to go back and make things right.


Wish there was something real
Despite my cynicism and despair, I still cling to the hope that there is something genuine and true in this world.


Wish there was something true
I am desperate for something that can provide meaning and purpose to my life, something that is not simply an illusion or facade.


This world full of you
The world is populated by people who are just as lost and broken as I am, who cannot offer me the solace or redemption I am seeking.




Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Trent Reznor

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@hayesnick1556

Especially in these days, you cannot tell anyone how you actually feel.

You will be institutionalized

You are sick, kid

If you have to answer the question ‘have you ever thought about...?’ The answer is ‘No’

Trust me



@rOYmOnster

LYRICS:
This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far
No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist f*ck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to.....



@waywardwitch6958

★LYRICS★

This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down
Real far
No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to



@sams0ncatinio752

Danzig, Al Jourgensen, skinny puppy and others at various times asserted Trent had ‘ ripped off their act’ … I was 22 when TDS was released, following Broken (92) and PHM (89); PHM was first called ‘Purest Feeling’ and some of the lyrics and riffs were different. But we all already loved NIN as the sound was so much more truly industrial and , at times, as light and sensitive as dew on the morning lillies.. it could be brutal and sexy (or brutally sexy) and strong and weak all at the same time. it added devastating emotional turns and expressions of Rage, Love, Hate, sorrow, regret and self hatred/self destruction. As much as I loved the other bands mentioned as well as Tool, who had released Undertow in ‘93 and were gaining serious traction as the best and most original progressive band, beyond even Dream Theater .. none of them were comparable to NIN. Trent took the entire Industrial genre and added emotional and creative depth and brought the sound mainstream. Kinda. But just far enough out that it was too much for most.

The Downward Spiral was / is his Magnum opus, swan song, etc and was the most artistically creative and technically brilliant album since “The Wall”. Curiously, both albums follow similar paths of the despicably selfish hero. The two legendary releases also create their own ‘realm’ of distinctive sound only on those particular albums, respectively.

There was no way to follow TDS other than to change gears again, (Phm, broken and tds all have their own distinct sound throughout). And so did the Fragile. We drove to St Louis to see A Perfect Circle on tour for Met de Noms open for NIN on the Fragility tour.

And the show was fucking surreal. As APC launched into the encore’Judith’ a massive storm hit the Riverport Amphitheater, complete with puple/black skies lit up with huge lightning bolts. The crowd on the lawn began to run but security would not let them under the amphitheater and repulsed their attempts and people were falling, running, etc and even trampling each other. My brother (RIP Nicholas) and I looked at each other and at our youngest brother and my girlfriend and just closed our eyes and threw the horns to the Gods just as Maynard obliterated the storm with that 1 minute bellow at the end of Judith… shortly thereafter… the steely sharp metallic monster licks of Pinion began… it was the single greatest show I have ever seen. And I’ve seen some good ones. The sound quality and perfection were unmatched. I’ve seen NIN 6-7 times, Tool and APC 7-8 times each, Pantera, Metallica and other great bands….and they would rank behind NIN -2-Tool, 3 APC…as the best live act to see. And an honorable mention to the Reverend on the Antichrist tour which was a revel of a screaming orgy of overdrive, drugs, filth, violence and talent :)

Anyway, thanks for reading if you did.

I would sum it this way: Trent / NIN are not a band.. the term does not describe the entity .. Trent Reznor is more an advanced, technologically brilliant composer, much like a Beethoven or Bach…maybe more a Chopin.



All comments from YouTube:

@fjjwiKwnhshs

Trent Reznor is the only person on the planet who has written an entire album about BDSM, rape, self-deprecation, and torture that had one of its songs win a grammy, all the while using terminology like "fist fuck", then later win an oscar for the music he made for a kid's movie. I love this man

@garysmith7184

@Frankenstein Addams more likely to be Coil, dude

@coreypeden666

Woah woah

@le_decard

Living legend

@ChiefSmackahoLLC

Not exactly, but fir sure the first to make money from it.

@killerkite333

Love how he was able to turn that lots of negative and self destructive energy to make masterpieces like this and turn his life around. A living legend.

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@zackzallie8735

Trent Reznor: "I'm the one without a soul."

Also Trent: composes a score for the movie Soul

@alleygh0st

just a feeling

@zackzallie8735

@ᴇʀᴇɴ ᴊᴀᴇɢᴇʀ I did? Omg

@davidb9596

Didn't have a soul so they gave him one, I guess

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