The band broke up after the release of their third full-length Shorthand Operation. According to vocalist Jeff Suffering at the time, the album "quite possibly could be the best record I'll ever record." Explaining their breakup, Suffering said "we had a rough tour and nobody wanted to continue playing in 'Christian' music industry."
After breaking up, Suffering and guitarist John Spalding went on to form Raft of Dead Monkeys with label mate members of Roadside Monument. Suffering later went on to form the still-active Suffering & the Hideous Thieves. He also contributes to Mars Hill Church in Seattle, Washington, USA.
Members:
Jeff Suffering - Vocals, Keyboards, Bass, etc.
John Spalding - Guitar
Matt Johnson - Bass
Marty Martinez - Drums
also Matt Nelson, John Himmelberger, Jiles ONeal, Brian Trimble, Matt Bailey and Bill Power
At The End Of It All
Ninety Pound Wuss Lyrics
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You've inspired me throughout all these years.
Don't leave now, don't go away.
The brilliant shining through one million inferior shooting star gazers.
Brilliant shining star of mine shooting star gaze down.
I'll see you again, somewhere beyond forever and ever.
Don't leave now (13x)
The lyrics to Ninety Pound Wuss's song "At The End Of It All" are a strong expression of emotions that one goes through at the end of things. The verse "You've punished me with imagination and fear, you've inspired me throughout all these years" speaks of the impact that someone has had on the singer's life, with both negative and positive experiences. The line "Don't leave now, don't go away" is a plea to this person to not abandon them, to stay by their side. The reference to "one million inferior shooting star gazers" could be a metaphor for others who look up to this person or perhaps a declaration of love and admiration for this brilliant star in the singer's life.
The repetition of "Don't leave now" throughout the song becomes almost frantic, emphasising the singer's desperate need for this person to stay. The phrase "somewhere beyond forever and ever" shows a belief in something beyond this life, suggesting that even though this person may leave, they will meet again in another realm. The lyrics to this song are relatable to anyone going through a tough time, and the emotions conveyed are raw and honest.
Line by Line Meaning
You've punished me with imagination and fear.
Your imaginative and fearful nature has made it difficult for me to connect with you.
You've inspired me throughout all these years.
Despite the challenges, your inspiration has kept me going.
Don't leave now, don't go away.
Please don't leave me now, I need you.
The brilliant shining through one million inferior shooting star gazers.
Even among the many lesser admirers, your brilliance still shines through.
Brilliant shining star of mine shooting star gaze down.
You are my brilliant star, and I am constantly looking up at you.
I'll see you again, somewhere beyond forever and ever.
Someday, we will reconnect in a place that is timeless and infinite.
Don't leave now (13x)
I am begging you not to leave me.
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