Scoff
Nirvana Lyrics
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In my face, it's not over
In your room, I'm not older
In your eyes, I'm not worth it
Gimmie back my alcohol, gimmie back my alcohol
Gimmie back my alcohol, gimmie back my alcohol
Gimmie back my alcohol, gimmie back my alcohol
Heal a million, kill a million
Heal a million, kill a million
Heal a million, kill a million
In my eyes, I'm not lazy
In my face, it's not over
In your room, I'm not older
In your eyes, I'm not worth it
Gimmie back my alcohol, gimmie back my alcohol
Gimmie back my alcohol, gimmie back my alcohol
Gimmie back my alcohol, gimmie back my alcohol
Gimmie back my, gimmie back my, gimme back
Heal a million, kill a million
Heal a million, kill a million
Heal a million, kill a million, yeah
In my eyes, I'm not lazy
In my face, it's not over
In your room, I'm not older
In your eyes, I'm not worth it
Gimmie back my alcohol, gimmie back my alcohol
Gimmie back my alcohol, gimmie back my alcohol
Gimmie back my alcohol, gimmie back my alcohol
Gimmie back my, gimmie back my, gimme back
Heal a million, kill a million
Heal a million, kill a million
Heal a million, kill a million, ahh
The lyrics of Nirvana's song "Scoff" may seem disjointed or even nonsensical at first glance, but upon closer inspection, they reveal a lot about the complicated emotions and mindset of the singer. The lyrics seem to revolve around two main themes: the singer's feelings of inadequacy or lack of worth, and their desire for escapism through alcohol.
The first verse presents a common psychological tug-of-war, as the singer simultaneously views themselves as hardworking and ambitious (“In my eyes, I’m not lazy”) while also dealing with feelings of stagnation or hopelessness (“In my face, it’s not over”). The second half of the verse appears to be directed at a romantic partner or potential lover, with the singer feeling insecure about their age and worth in the eyes of the other person (“In your room, I’m not older / In your eyes, I’m not worth it”).
The chorus of the song, with its repeated plea to “gimme back my alcohol,” reinforces the idea that the singer is seeking some sort of escape or numbness to deal with their emotional pain. The following verse again paints a picture of inner turmoil, with the singer expressing both a desire to help people and a desire to act destructively (“Heal a million, kill a million”). The final refrain of the chorus brings the song full circle, as the singer continues to plead for their emotional crutch of alcohol while alternately affirming their sense of self (“In my eyes, I’m not lazy”).
Overall, “Scoff” seems to encapsulate the mixed and often conflicting emotions that can accompany depression, addictive tendencies, and relationship issues. The singer struggles with their sense of self-worth, both in the context of their own ambitions and in their interactions with others, and turns to alcohol as a way of numbing their pain.
Line by Line Meaning
In my eyes, I'm not lazy
I do not see myself as lazy, even if others do
In my face, it's not over
Despite external pressure, I am not giving up
In your room, I'm not older
When I'm with you, I feel younger and carefree
In your eyes, I'm not worth it
I feel small and insignificant when you look at me
Gimmie back my alcohol, gimmie back my alcohol
Alcohol is my escape, and I want it back
Heal a million, kill a million
I am capable of love and destruction in equal measure
Gimmie back my, gimmie back my, gimme back
I am desperate for what I've lost and will do whatever it takes to get it back
Heal a million, kill a million, yeah
My actions and emotions affect everyone around me
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Kurt Cobain
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