Restless
Noella Choi Lyrics

I'm a leaf on the river
I am a small and insignificant part of the ever-moving and unrelenting cycle of life.

Fallen from the tall oak tree
I have fallen from a higher place or expectations, perhaps due to my own choices or circumstances beyond my control.

Drifting down this moving stream
I am being carried along by the current of life, without clear direction or purpose, but still continuing on.

Wherever this life carries me
I am open to the unknown and uncertain path ahead, embracing whatever journey I am on.

I'm a tumbleweed in the desert wind
I am a wanderer, constantly moving and searching for my place in the world, but never truly settling down.

Just tumbling while the suns shining
I am taking advantage of the time I have, and the opportunities that come my way, always in motion and never standing still.

I have no boundaries
I am free to explore and experience life to the fullest, unburdened by constraints or limitations.

Call me a gypsy
My wandering nature and unconventional lifestyle make me akin to the free-spirited and adventurous gypsy lifestyle.

Am I an angel
I sometimes wonder if my presence in the world is entirely positive and beneficial, or if I have negative impacts on those around me.

Fallen from heavens grace
I feel like I have failed to live up to the standards or expectations placed upon me, whether by society, family, or faith.

Oh it feels like that somedays
There are times when I feel lost, alone, and disconnected from the world and those around me.

And I can't find my place
I struggle to find a sense of belonging or purpose in a world that seems so vast and overwhelming.

I guess God just made some of us
Perhaps some of us are destined for a life of wandering, searching, and seeking, rather than settling down or conforming to societal norms.

To live and die by highway dust
For some of us, the open road and the journey itself is our ultimate purpose and fulfillment in life, even if it means constantly living on the move.

Guess I just have to trust
Despite the uncertainty and challenges of a transient lifestyle, I must have faith that I am on the right path and that everything will work out for the best.

On the days I'm crawling
There will be times when my restless spirit and lifestyle will be difficult to sustain or understand, but I must keep moving forward regardless.

That this is my calling
Perhaps my true purpose in life is to embrace the journey itself, rather than searching for a specific destination or end goal.

Oh, to hold somebody close that cares
Sometimes I yearn for the security and love that comes from a committed relationship or sense of home and stability.

Oh, to finally find some roots somewhere
I hope to someday find a place or community where I feel truly at home and grounded, rather than constantly drifting and searching.

I know someday Ill find that its out there
Despite the uncertainty and restlessness of my current lifestyle, I am confident that there is a sense of purpose and belonging waiting for me in the future.

But until then, Ill just keep moving
For now, I must embrace my restless spirit and continue along my journey, wherever it may lead me.

What do you do, where do you go When nowhere feels like home I'm restless
A recurring theme throughout the song, emphasizing the emotional and psychological struggles of a nomadic lifestyle, while also acknowledging its rewards and freedoms.