Tabula Rasa
Nominon Lyrics


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A blank page to form and fill
The abstract absurdity to get control of my dreams
Shattered thoughts inflict with reality
My mind sets off on a journey on its own into misery

Anger, aggression out of control
The mind living on its own
Can never be saved
Just condemned my-self to death
Surrender my will, I'm about to explode
How can I bear this horrible truth?
Something I can't understand

So many things I want you to know

Enemies behind every face
Every one wants to see me dead
Spinning thoughts in an endless loop
A ticking bomb waiting to explode

So many things I can never undo

A victim of my own dark sickness
An outcome no one ever could forsee
It was not me but a monster inside
Paranoia desperation set free

If you for a while could be me
So that I clearly could see
So many things I didn't know I was able to do
Like the murder of you

Can't repair what I caused
A horror world swirls around
An escape from disillusion
Please hand me the solution

No turning back, for once I'm clear in my head
Can only end this by my own hand
Is this how I can repay my deeds?




This is what I can do at least
The page I can not reset, my future lies after death

Overall Meaning

The song "Tabula Rasa" by Nominon is all about the inner struggle of a person who is dealing with a dark sickness. The singer talks about how their mind is free to wander and take them on a journey of misery. They are unable to control their thoughts, which is leading to anger and aggression. The singer expresses their desperation to find a way out of this situation and to find a solution to their problems. The lyrics describe the feeling of being trapped in an endless loop of negative thoughts and emotions that are making it difficult for them to move forward in life. The song talks about the powerlessness of the singer in the face of the monster that is inside of them, and their deep regret for the things they have done.


The lyrics are loaded with symbolism, and there is an underlying message about how our past actions can lead to irreversible consequences. The singer talks of how desires for revenge can ultimately lead to more pain and suffering, and how it is impossible to undo certain actions once they are taken. The feeling of being trapped and powerless is palpable throughout the song, and the lyrics leave us with a bleak resolution that speaks to the ultimate fate of everyone - death.


Overall, "Tabula Rasa" is a powerful and haunting song that delves into the human psyche and explores the complex and often contradictory nature of our thoughts and actions.


Line by Line Meaning

A blank page to form and fill
Starting with a clean slate to create something new


The abstract absurdity to get control of my dreams
Trying to make sense of the randomness in dreams to gain control over them


Shattered thoughts inflict with reality
Confusion and disarray in the mind affecting how one perceives reality


My mind sets off on a journey on its own into misery
The mind going on a dark and depressing journey without consent


Anger, aggression out of control
Uncontrollable anger and aggression taking over


The mind living on its own
The mind functioning independently without input from the person


Can never be saved
Hopeless situation that cannot be improved


Just condemned my-self to death
Feeling like there is no way out except for death


Surrender my will, I'm about to explode
Giving up and feeling overwhelmed


How can I bear this horrible truth?
Unable to cope with a difficult reality


Something I can't understand
Unable to comprehend a certain situation


So many things I want you to know
Desire to communicate important things to others


Enemies behind every face
Feeling like everyone is against you


Every one wants to see me dead
Paranoia that everyone is out to kill you


Spinning thoughts in an endless loop
Repetitive and obsessive thoughts that won't stop


A ticking bomb waiting to explode
Feeling like a dangerous situation is about to occur


So many things I can never undo
Regret over past actions that cannot be changed


A victim of my own dark sickness
Feeling like you are suffering from your own internal darkness


An outcome no one ever could forsee
An unexpected and unforeseeable result


It was not me but a monster inside
Describing negative behavior as something outside of oneself


Paranoia desperation set free
Panic and hopelessness taking over


If you for a while could be me
Wishing others could experience what you are going through


So that I clearly could see
Hoping for better understanding and clarity


So many things I didn't know I was able to do
Surprised by one's own capability for negative actions


Like the murder of you
Giving an extreme example of negative actions one is capable of


Can't repair what I caused
Unable to fix damage already done


A horror world swirls around
Feeling trapped in a scary and hopeless environment


An escape from disillusion
Desire to break free from negative and misguided thoughts


Please hand me the solution
Asking for help and guidance


No turning back, for once I'm clear in my head
Decisive but accepting of the consequences


Can only end this by my own hand
Taking personal responsibility for the outcome


Is this how I can repay my deeds?
Questioning if a certain outcome is justifiable


This is what I can do at least
Feeling limited in ability to change the situation


The page I can not reset, my future lies after death
Coming to terms with the permanence of certain consequences




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