Cocaine
Nomy Lyrics

You are in pain
You are experiencing great suffering

Take your life, take your life with cocaine
You turn to cocaine as a way to cope with your pain and may even consider ending your life

But I am who I am
You are aware of your own identity and limitations

So I do what I can, when I can
You try to live your life as best as you can, given your circumstances

But I can't really do a damn thing
You feel helpless in the face of your pain and addiction

So fine this day
You feel alright at the moment

All your problems has gone away
The effects of cocaine have temporarily relieved your pain and worries

But tomorrow, when you wake up
You know that your problems will return when the high wears off

All your problems are back to stay
Your pain and difficulties will persist, despite your addiction

Your life, a game
You feel like your existence is just a meaningless cycle of taking drugs and trying to cope

Turn it up, turn it up with cocaine
You rely on cocaine to intensify your emotions and feel alive

And everytime that you live is a time when you feel
The only time you experience real emotion is when you are high on cocaine

And the only time you heal
The high of cocaine makes you feel temporarily better, but it is not a true cure for your pain

Tell me what it is
You are seeking answers to your problems

And it would never be like this
You hope for a better future, without the pain and addiction

A problem that we have in common
Your addiction to cocaine is a shared problem with others

Baby tell me what it is
You are pleading for someone to understand your pain

It probably doesn't mean a piss
Others may not appreciate the extent of your suffering

Yeah rip my heart apart
You feel emotionally torn and vulnerable

Now it's too late, too late to live
Your addiction has taken a toll on your life and may have irreversibly damaged it

Only heaven loves you now
You may feel like you have lost everything, but you can still find solace in faith

So love it back for once
You should try to appreciate the blessings in your life, even if it feels like there are none left

And my conscience killing me
You are tormented by guilt and regret for your actions while addicted to cocaine

So am I alive
You question whether you are really living or just existing in a haze of addiction

But I'm not free
You feel trapped and controlled by your addiction to cocaine

And for all of you that can relate to this too
This song is not just about your own experience, but also those of others who may feel the same way

White snow
Cocaine, which is often referred to as 'white snow'

I know
You are aware of the dangers and potential harms of cocaine use

You're on a place where I just can't go
You are unable to help someone who is deep in addiction, even if you understand their pain

But I hope you do remember
You still wish the best for others struggling with addiction

Your snow doesn't warm you in december
Despite the initial relief that cocaine may bring, it ultimately cannot provide lasting comfort, especially during the cold winter months