End
Nothing. Existed Lyrics

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My demons dance around me
Begging for me
Just to be their friend
About to meet my wits end
I don't have the heart to say no
I let myself go
Falling into nothing
Scratch my eyes out

Shred my skin to bone
You said that I wont amount to anything
I hate you all for doubting me
Who do you want me to be
I try to achieve that but you wont ever see that
Split in between
I don't even know me
I live in a false reality
Why cant you just let me be me
You don't believe me
You think that I'm a disease
I live in a fucked reality
Pick myself up from the floor
I cant take this anymore
Trying to run from my past but my feet have failed me
I'm crawling
I'm clawing
I'm kicking
I'm swinging
But I cant get away
Please don't let me lose myself today
I'm seeking but I cant find
What it once was
How it was mine
But you threw it all away
I have nothing left to say
Who do you want me to be
I try to achieve that but you wont ever see that
Split in between
I don't even know me
I live in a false reality
Why cant you just let me be me
You don't believe me
You think that I'm a disease
I live in a fucked reality
Well here I am
I'm crucified
On my cross made from your lies
There's no way that I could die
This is not my time
There's no way that you can kill me
Slit my throat but I'm still breathing
Bleed me dry my hearts still beating
I will rise and I will defeat
There's no way that you can kill me
Slit my throat but I'm still breathing
Bleed me dry my hearts still beating
I will rise and I will defeat
I let myself go
Falling into nothing
Scratch my eyes out
Shred my skin to bone
You said I wont amount to anything
I hate you all for doubting me
Who do you want me to be
I try to achieve that but you wont ever see that
Split in between
I don't even know me
I live in a false reality
Why cant you just let me be me
You don't believe me

You think that I'm a disease
I live in a fucked reality

Overall Meaning

The song "End" by Nothing. Existed seems to be about the end of a relationship or a situation that has no future. The lyrics suggest a sense of confusion, as the singer does not seem to know who the other person is or what they want. There is a sense of resignation and acceptance that things are not working out, and it is time to bring it all to an end.

The lyrics "We're being apart to practice being alone" suggest that the singer and the other person were together for the sake of being with someone, rather than actual love or companionship. The line "It's better to be alone than wait for the fall" further reinforces this idea that it is better to end things now than to wait for things to go wrong.

The repeated line "sometimes the truth feels worse but it has a need, a need to be heard" suggests that the singer and the other person need to be truthful with each other, even if it is painful. The final lines "Nothing's gonna change, nothing changes then" imply that neither of them wants to continue the way things are, and it is time to move on.

Overall, "End" seems to be a poignant and introspective reflection on the end of a relationship that was not meant to be. There is a sense of maturity and acceptance of the situation, with a focus on moving forward.

Line by Line Meaning

Who are you now? I don't know where you've been
The singer questions the identity of the addressee, unsure of their current state of being and recent experiences.

Isn't it time to offer an end?
The singer suggests that it may be time to conclude a certain situation or relationship.

'Cause everyone knows that I'm not here at all
The singer acknowledges their absence, possibly indicating a lack of emotional presence or engagement.

We're being apart to practice being alone
The artist suggests that their separation from the addressee is intentional and a form of personal growth or self-reflection.

'Cause sometimes the truth feels worse But it has a need, a need to be heard
The artist acknowledges that the truth can be painful and difficult to confront, but emphasizes the importance of expressing it nonetheless.

Who am I now, do you know where I've been?
The singer questions their own identity and whether the addressee is informed about their recent experiences.

Isn't it time to bring this all to an end?
The singer questions whether it is time to conclude a certain situation or relationship, possibly indicating dissatisfaction or discomfort.

'Cause everyone knows that you're not there at all
The artist asserts that the addressee is similarly absent or emotionally disengaged.

It's better to be alone than wait for the fall
The artist suggests that it is preferable to be alone than to remain in a situation that may inevitably result in negative consequences.

Where is this going why are you waiting on me?
The artist is uncertain about the current state and future direction of a situation or relationship, questioning the addressee's role in moving forward.

The life we had was good but now it's gone free
The singer acknowledges that a previously positive situation or relationship has changed and is now more uncertain or volatile.

It doesn't take this long to realize That the light has traveled from your mind And nothing we say can bring it back from the deep
The artist observes that the addressee may have changed or lost certain positive qualities or perspectives, and that there may be no way to recover them.

'Cause nothing's gonna change Nothing's gonna change Nothing's gonna change Nothing's gonna change Is gonna change Nothing's gonna change Nothing's gonna change Nothing's gonna change Nothing changes then
The singer emphasizes that no matter what is said or done, the situation or relationship is unlikely to improve or change significantly.

'Cause the truth, oh the truth feels worse Yeah, the truth, oh the truth feels worse Yeah, the truth, oh the truth feels worse Yeah, the truth, oh the truth feels worse
The singer repeats the earlier sentiment that the truth can be painful and difficult to confront.

Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Chris Renshaw, Jonathan Tyndall

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