Nightmare
Nothing nowhere. Lyrics

I live inside the nighttime
I exist in a state of darkness and uncertainty

She said, 'I didn't feel like it's the right time'
She rejected my advances because she didn't believe we were compatible

Well, I saw you with a new boy
I witnessed you moving on with another person

I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
I desire to inflict damage on something or someone in retaliation for my pain

You know I hate it when you tease me
I despise it when you give me false hope or play with my emotions

I see you every night when I am dreaming
You haunt me even in my sleep

You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare, yeah
Your mere presence in my subconscious transforms my peaceful dreams into terrifying experiences

Since you left, I swear I'm barely breathin'
I struggle to function and survive without you in my life

I've been feelin' like it's too late, too late
My hopelessness and despair have led me to believe that it's too late to fix our relationship

Every day is like a doomsday, doomsday
Every day feels like a looming disaster or catastrophe

I pull up on him with my switchblade, switchblade
I resort to violence and aggression to cope with my pain and anger

And make him get a taste of my pain, my pain
I want the person who caused me suffering to experience the same level of hurt and distress

Dreaming of your hands, how they felt inside mine
I reminisce about the physical intimacy we shared and long for its return

I can't understand why you wasted my time
I'm confused and hurt by the realization that our relationship was a waste of my energy and effort

Playing Russian roulette, I'm by myself, 'cause
I engage in risky and dangerous behavior to distract myself from my pain, but end up isolated and alone

You live in my head
You occupy a significant and consuming space in my thoughts and emotions

Nightmare, nightmare I'm livin' in a nightmare Nightmare, nightmare
My reality is a perpetual state of distress and torment