Echoes
Novelists Lyrics

I'm always striving to see clearly through all my troubles,
I'm constantly trying to gain clarity even in difficult times.

I need a break.
I require some rest from the challenges I'm facing.

This can't go on and on,
The current situation is unsustainable.

I'm near from the breaking point,
I'm at the precipice of breaking down.

get me out of my routine.
I need to escape the monotony of my daily life.

My life is a mess,
My life is in disarray.

and if it's a little bit late to change it,
If it's too late to change my circumstances,

then how could i even change myself?
How could I transform myself in the face of adversity?

.Yeah how could I change?
Is it even possible for me to change?

I gotta believe in myself,
I need to have faith in my abilities.

rely on my feelings.
I need to trust my instincts.

Just let me see the dawn
Give me a chance to see the start of a new day.

I'll find a way through the morning,
I'll figure out how to overcome obstacles during the day.

a life for the night and some hope in this promise.
I seek a fulfilling life and hope for the future amidst all the challenges.

My demons entertain me
My inner turmoil gives me something to focus on.

when i'm haunted by all your murmurs.
When I can't escape the negative voices in my head.

My mind tends to break (by itself).
My own thoughts sometimes cause me to feel mentally shattered.

I revel in illegible images.
I find comfort in obscure or hard to interpret thoughts.

Oh God is laughing like a fucking brat who plays over an anthill.
I feel like God is mocking me relentlessly.

yeah, I do pray, I pray to stay outta reach,
Despite feeling inadequate, I still seek solace in prayer to avoid negative outcomes.

(far from his eyes).
To avoid being judged by a higher power.

I sway with that bottle of brandy in hand.
I find temporary relief by consuming alcohol.

I'm alleviating my soul when I drift through the void.
I find temporary peace in a mental state of nothingness.

I have to say that all this is all making me deeply sick
All of this overwhelming negativity is causing me significant distress.

it echoes in my head.
These feelings and thoughts are constantly replaying in my mind.

To save things never been part of my plans so I should just play dead but that's not my type.
I never expected to be in this position, so giving up is not my character.

Even sell my soul won't make a difference,
Even if I were to make a significant sacrifice, it wouldn't change the outcome.

that's never ending. (never ending)
This cycle of negativity and challenges seems like it will never stop.

I'll sing as long as I don't know where where I'm going to end.
I'll keep pushing through even if I don't know what the final outcome will be.

a life for the nights, a shelter in the glitter of all these lights.
I seek a fulfilling and protected life in the midst of all the chaos.

If you let me... see the dawn
If given the chance, I believe I can overcome my current situation.

a life for the night and a meaning at all this.
I seek a life with purpose amidst all the challenges I'm facing.

I'll find a meaning at all this.
I'll discover a reason for everything I'm going through.