"Let's face it, spite is the greatest of… Read Full Bio ↴1). NOWHERE CLEVELAND, OHIO
"Let's face it, spite is the greatest of all muses. Support and encouragement are nice, but when confidence is forged in the fires of it being said you can't do something, is there really a better creative force? This appears to be the case with most bands from Cleveland, whether it was Pere Ubu in the 70's, Death of Samantha in the 80's, or Prisonshake in the 90's, for whatever reason(s), bands from this Midwest city always seem to play with a chip on their shoulder. It feels and sounds like it's damn near a necessity. With Nowhere's Matthew Rolin, his inspiration like so many before him also seems steeped in spite. Playing every instrument, singing and recording every note, he's taken giant steps while locked away with each new project of his to where any irony of this latest effort 'Invisible World', certainly, is not lost in the mix. Dialed in and deftly adding to the sum of his influences; further building the psych-rock Tower of Babel atop such solid foundations of Syd Barrett and the Paisley Underground's Rain Parade, to even that of some of its newest constructs with Dungen and Tame Impala, Nowhere's third full length album, from beginning to end, strives to be one of the best listens of the year. Just bubbly enough for pop, just driven enough for rock, and just tweaked out enough for psych, about the only problem with this album is that each listen through conjures up dreams of a happy haze kaleidoscope of hot summer days." - Michael James Pultz (Loop Music)
2) NoWhere is an Alternative rock band from Virginia Beach,VA
In Fall of 2004 released 1st EP All TAPPED OUT- The Demo. Contained the First version of Cough Up Blood , which was later re-released on there 2006 Full CD Debut - Counting On Nothing.
3) NO'WHERE Japanese rock band formed in 1998 and disbanded in 2000. Correct tag to NO'WHERE.
Nowhere (now called Hathors) is a alternative rock band from Winterthur Zurich, Switzerland.
In Spring 2008, they released their first EP titled "Messages from the Universe", containing 5 tracks ("Hype It", "Segaboy", "Mobile Terror Love Delusion", "Don in Therapy" and "Stoneration")
4) Nowhere is a Finnish solo project, with material ranging from Ambient & Electronica to Industrial Metal.
5) Also, a fast and energetic finnish punk rock band Nowhere from early 90's shouldn't be forgotten. They recorded two 7"ep's, one mini-cd and four compilation tracks between 1991 and 1993.
6)Features current and ex members of Weekend Nachos & Dead City
7) From the ashes of the Memphis Shoegaze group 'American Gods' rises Chicago's Nowhere. Features current and ex members of Weekend Nachos, Dead City, American Gods, Half-Acre Gunroom, and Harm's Way. Full Length debut is forthcoming in November 2012.
Creative Drug
Nowhere Lyrics
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I thrive and I'm alone and right now I'm vigorous
I have eyes for everyone
and I write in lines of drugs cause I use you like I use this
To hide from the light an' moon like an addict
so please, please, please
so please let me wipe my feet off on your cheek before I enter your open mind - which
just so happens to be an open wound - and just so happens to be just for me- and I
just so happen to forget what happens to you when you figure out that you're being used
The lightbulb always comes too late, like I've already burned my escape - an escaped
- I never asked for this cape to be pinned to my back but covers up the finger nail
graves and I like the way that makes me feel so I let you let me keep it intact
Dressing up my feelings as fact
you slip the black mask over my face
thats when I learned that great minds think alike
but bad minds think exactly the same
we used each other in bad taste
and I can't change, you can't change
you can't change, you can't change
and I can't change your mind, but I can change your clothes
and I can't make things right but I can get close
I told myself to never write about love,
I told myself to stick to what I know
the more I learn, the more I learn how much I don't
My desire to create and get higher suppreses my urge to want to die right here, to die right now
I want to bury my pain into something and someone else
I'm always looking for an outlet
a being or thing to love
a new outlet for my suffering
chopping up the latest creative drug and I take it to the brain when I breathe it in
the steam, the trip, the energy I get, it's only for one moment
it's strange using your arm like an 8-ball
and using you like a one night stand
and most people won't understand
that my dayjob is rehab and I don't wanna be sober
I don't wanna get to know her
I just wanna unknow myself and be reminded later
it's always darkest before the dawn
but it's darker with sunglasses on
but I wear 'em on in inside because when I create I'm an insomniac
and everyone thinks I'm on crack
but fuck it what's the difference?
Dependence is dependence, it depends on the way you look at it
An addict is an addict
and I can't live without it, I don't know how to live without it
I don't know how to function
I'm not somewhere that I haven't been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not good at sitting still
and my soul has ADHD and I'm definitely mentally ill
and I don't have a prescription for script, I can fill it out for myself
the street runs for street drugs and I think think this street leads straight to hell
and I'm on a streak of losing so inevitably time will tell
But I'll tell that I'm telling you that I really don't miss my old self
Or any of the ones that have abused me
because I'm not allowed to
I left 'em so
willingly
The song "Creative Drug" by Nowhere is a reflection on the struggle of addiction and the desire to bury pain into something or someone else. The lyrics express the feeling of being alone despite having "eyes for everyone," and the use of drugs to hide from reality. The singer acknowledges the harm caused by using others and recognizes that great minds can think alike, but bad minds think exactly the same. The chorus repeats the line "and I can't change, you can't change," highlighting the frustration of being trapped in addiction.
The singer also touches on the difficulty of staying sober and the constant search for a new outlet for suffering. The line "my day job is rehab, and I don't wanna be sober" is a powerful admission of the struggle to overcome addiction. The use of drugs as a creative outlet is both a source of comfort and a source of pain, as the rush of energy and inspiration is only temporary.
The song's title is a clear metaphor for the use of creativity as a drug, a way to escape reality and feel alive. The lyrics are raw and honest, highlighting the internal struggle of addiction and its effects on those around us.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm not allowed to miss anyone I willingly left
I made the decision to leave those people behind and I'm not supposed to feel sad for walking away.
I thrive and I'm alone and right now I'm vigorous
I feel energized on my own and I'm enjoying being independent.
I have eyes for everyone
I'm constantly scanning and taking in my surroundings.
and I write in lines of drugs cause I use you like I use this
I use writing as an escape and I use people like I use drugs to avoid reality.
To hide from the light an' moon like an addict
I hide from the truth and the clarity it brings, much like an addict hides from sobriety.
so please let me wipe my feet off on your cheek before I enter your open mind - which
Please let me use your vulnerability to my advantage before I expose you to my way of thinking - which is not always positive.
just so happens to be an open wound - and just so happens to be just for me- and I
Your vulnerability also happens to be a source of my power and control, making me feel like the center of your attention.
just so happen to forget what happens to you when you figure out that you're being used
I choose to ignore the hurt and damage caused by my selfish behavior when you finally realize that I'm taking advantage of you.
The lightbulb always comes too late, like I've already burned my escape - an escaped
By the time I realize my actions have consequences, it's already too late for me to escape them, and I'm trapped in the cycle of using people and substances to cope.
- I never asked for this cape to be pinned to my back but covers up the finger nail
I didn't choose to be an addict, but my addiction has become my identity and it's a way for me to hide my pain from others.
graves and I like the way that makes me feel so I let you let me keep it intact
I find comfort in the fact that my addiction prevents me from having to confront the deeper issues that led me here.
Dressing up my feelings as fact
I use my addiction to distract from my true emotions; it becomes my reality.
you slip the black mask over my face
I allow others to enable my addiction and help me hide my true self.
thats when I learned that great minds think alike
I find comfort and validation in the company of fellow addicts who have experienced similar struggles.
but bad minds think exactly the same
While I feel a sense of belonging in the company of addicts, I also recognize that my behavior is harmful and self-destructive.
we used each other in bad taste
Addicts often lean on each other in unhealthy ways, enabling one another's behavior.
and I can't change, you can't change
I feel powerless to change my behavior, and I can't control how others respond to it either.
you can't change, you can't change
I acknowledge that I can't force others to change their behavior or choices either.
and I can't change your mind, but I can change your clothes
I can only control superficial things, like how someone dresses, but I can't change their underlying beliefs or behavior.
and I can't make things right but I can get close
I can't undo the damage my addiction has caused, but I can try to repair it and make amends in small ways.
I told myself to never write about love,
I made a conscious decision to avoid writing about positive emotions like love because it's harder to confront the negative emotions that drive my addiction.
I told myself to stick to what I know
I feel more comfortable sticking to familiar, unhealthy behavior patterns than trying something new.
the more I learn, the more I learn how much I don't
I'm discovering that my addiction is a complex issue that I don't fully understand, no matter how much I learn about it.
My desire to create and get higher suppreses my urge to want to die right here, to die right now
Engaging in creative outlets like writing or substance abuse helps me avoid addressing the deeper pain and suffering that could drive me to end my life altogether.
I want to bury my pain into something and someone else
I'm looking for a way to avoid dealing with my pain and I'm willing to use others in order to do so.
I'm always looking for an outlet
I constantly seek out ways to escape from painful emotions.
a being or thing to love
I crave affection and love, but I seek it out in unhealthy, unsustainable ways.
a new outlet for my suffering
I'm always looking for new ways to avoid dealing with my pain, rather than confronting it head on.
chopping up the latest creative drug and I take it to the brain when I breathe it in
I use creative outlets, like writing, as a way to escape and avoid confronting the deeper issues that drive my addiction.
the steam, the trip, the energy I get, it's only for one moment
My addiction provides a temporary high or release, but the underlying issues remain unaddressed.
it's strange using your arm like an 8-ball
I recognize that using others to fulfill my addiction is harmful and destructive, but I continue to do so regardless.
and using you like a one night stand
I use people for my own needs and then discard them, much like a one night stand.
and most people won't understand
I know that my behavior is not healthy, but I feel like most people can't understand the depth of my addiction and struggles.
that my dayjob is rehab and I don't wanna be sober
I recognize that I need help, but I'm not willing to fully commit to sobriety and find ways to cope differently.
I don't wanna get to know her
I'm afraid of confronting my deeper emotions and vulnerabilities that come with opening up to others and seeking help.
I just wanna unknow myself and be reminded later
Rather than address my addiction directly, I want to forget about it and ignore it until it resurfaces again in the future.
it's always darkest before the dawn
I hold onto the hope that things will get better eventually, even in my darkest moments of addiction.
but it's darker with sunglasses on
I'm trying to hide from the painful reality of my addiction, which only makes it worse.
but I wear 'em on in inside because when I create I'm an insomniac
I often feel restless and unable to sleep because my mind is consumed by my addiction and creative outlets.
and everyone thinks I'm on crack
Others are quick to judge and assume that I'm abusing drugs, which only adds to my negative feelings about myself and my addiction.
but fuck it what's the difference?
I feel like I'm already so far gone that it doesn't matter what others think or say about me.
Dependence is dependence, it depends on the way you look at it
Addiction is addiction, whether it's to drugs, writing, or something else; it's all about perspective.
An addict is an addict
Regardless of the type of addiction, the underlying issues and struggles are the same.
and I can't live without it, I don't know how to live without it
My addiction has become so central to my identity that I'm not sure how to function without it and it feels like a part of me that I can't let go of.
I don't know how to function
My addiction has taken over to the point where I struggle to live a normal, healthy life without it.
I'm not somewhere that I haven't been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not good at sitting still
My addiction has led me down a destructive path and it's hard for me to stay in one place or be content with a regular, stable life.
and my soul has ADHD and I'm definitely mentally ill
I struggle with deeper mental health issues that exacerbate my addiction and make it harder to recover.
and I don't have a prescription for script, I can fill it out for myself
I'm willing to go to any lengths to feed my addiction, even if it means self-medicating or engaging in behavior that is harmful to myself and others.
the street runs for street drugs and I think think this street leads straight to hell
I recognize that my addiction is leading me down a destructive path that will only end in pain and suffering.
and I'm on a streak of losing so inevitably time will tell
I feel like I'm constantly losing in my addiction and it's only a matter of time before it catches up with me in some way.
But I'll tell that I'm telling you that I really don't miss my old self
Despite the negative outcomes of my addiction, I still feel like my life is better now than it was before.
Or any of the ones that have abused me
I don't miss the people who hurt me in the past and contributed to my addiction.
because I'm not allowed to
I feel like I'm not allowed to miss those people because it would mean confronting the underlying pain and trauma that drove me to addiction in the first place.
I left 'em so willingly
I chose to leave those people behind and start down the path of addiction on my own.
Contributed by Kaitlyn A. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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I'm not allowed to miss anyone I willingly left
I thrive and I'm alone and right now I'm vigorous
I have eyes for everyone and I write in lines of drugs 'cause I use you like I use this
To hide from the light and moon like an addict
So please, so please, so please
So please let me wipe my feet off on your cheek before I enter your open mind
Which just so happens to be an open wound
And just so happens to be just for me
And I just so happen to forget what happens to you when you're figuring out that you're being used
The lightbulb always comes too late, like I've already burned my escape
And escaped
I never asked for this cape to be pinned to my back but it covers up the fingernail graves and I like the way that makes me feel so I let you let me keep it intact
Dressing up my feelings as fact
You slip the black mask over my face
That's when I learned that great minds think alike
But bad minds think exactly the same
We use each other in bad taste
And I can't change, you can't change
You can't change, you can't change
And I can't change your mind, but I can change your clothes
And I can't make things right but I can get close
I told myself to never write about love
I told myself to stick to what I know
But the more I learn, the more I learn how much I don't
My desire to create and get higher suppresses my urge to want to die right here, to die right now
I want to bury my pain into something and someone else
I'm always looking for an outlet
A being or thing to love
A new outlet for my suffering
Chopping up the latest creative drug and I take it to the brain when I breathe it in
The steam, the trip, the energy I get, it's only for one moment
It's strange using your arm like an eight ball
And using you like a one-night stand
And most people won't understand
That my day job is rehab and I don't wanna be sober
I don't wanna get to know her
I just wanna unknow myself and be reminded later
It's always darkest before the dawn
But it's darker with sunglasses on
But I wear 'em on in inside because when I create I'm an insomniac
And everyone thinks I'm on crack
But fuck it, what's the difference?
Dependence is dependence, it depends on the way you look at it
An addict is an addict
And I can't live without it, I don't know how to live without it
I don't know how to function
I'm not somewhere that I haven't been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not good at sitting still
And my soul has ADHD and I'm definitely mentally ill
And I don't have a prescription for script, I can fill it out for myself
The street runs for street drugs and I think think this street leads straight to hell
And I'm on a streak of losing so inevitably time will tell
But I'll tell that I'm telling you that I really don't miss my old self
Or any of the ones that have abused me
Because I'm not allowed to
I left 'em so
Willingly
@MattysEdits
really good track, cant wait to listen to it over and let all the lyrics sink in
@nias9604
i used to listen to this song all the time and forgot about it and just now i remembered it, but not the title, lyrics, album, or artist so i spent 2 solid days searching for it.
@iheartyaybies3995
I love you for hating yourself. You aren’t alone. I’m here talk to me if no one else because I’m right here with you. You’re never actually alone.
@arisutanaka859
Every year I listen to this song, I relate more and more
@oratias5123
IM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH IT
@damiencantrell2343
Love his music <3 just so unique and amazing
@The12tobster
This is so fire
@EntropyIlusion
This songs is beautiful !!!
@LBVocals
Really enjoy it, very well spoken poet
@Skullflowerz
I was going to give up using my 'Emotions' but 'Nowhere's' music makes me want to genuinely feel every emotion that exists in the Planet Earth !🌎