Start Again
Nu:Logic feat. S.P.Y Lyrics

Can't I just turn back the clock?
I wish I could go back in time and change things.

Forgive my sins
I want to be absolved of my mistakes and wrongdoings.

I just wanna roll my sleeves up
I am ready to work hard and make positive changes.

And start again
I want to begin anew.

I know that I messed it up
I am aware that I have made mistakes.

Time and time again
Repeatedly, I have made the same errors.

I was switchin' up the lanes
I was changing my behavior and actions.

Steppin' out the frame I'm in
I am breaking free from my current situation.

I was pulling on the reins
I was trying to take control of my life.

Sick of all the same happenin'
I am tired of repeating the same patterns.

I swear I was looking for disaster
I was seeking out trouble and danger.

Mixed with a bottle of gin
I was drinking alcohol to cope with my problems.

And just because I come home after
Just because I return home does not mean everything is alright.

Doesn't mean you'll take me in
Others may not be willing to forgive or help me.

You see my world is spinning like there's nothing to know
I am lost and confused, not knowing which direction to turn.

You see my world is feeling like it just might explode
The pressure and stress is becoming unbearable.

And yes I know it's hard to take it backwards from my mind
Changing my mindset and outlook is a difficult task.

I need to get a ride, need to see some light come in
I need help and guidance to move forward and find hope.

Feelin' like maybe I'm unappreciated
I am beginning to think that my efforts are not valued.

Like my presence in your life has been alleviated
It seems like I am no longer needed or wanted by others.

I feel like everything I've done before is different now
The things I accomplished or attempted in the past seem irrelevant or insignificant now.

But I can see clearer than ever from a distance now
With some distance and perspective, I can see things more clearly.

Every day I do it, I been goin' through it
Every day, I have been struggling and working hard.

But you never knew it 'cause I never showed you
Others may not be aware of my struggles because I keep them hidden.

You gave me the world, so I feel I owed you
I feel indebted to those who have helped or supported me.

I'ma get it right now, don't know how
I am determined to turn things around, but unsure of how to do it.

But I promise that we're gonna make it somehow
I am convinced that I will succeed, even if I do not yet know how.

I'm all in, it's from the heart again
I am fully committed to my efforts, and motivated by genuine emotions.

Open up your mind and maybe we could start again
I am asking others to be open and receptive to change, and to work with me to begin anew.

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Interjection, indicating strong emotion or emphasis.