Khadijah
Nxworries Lyrics
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Can't wait 'til I see ya
Until the day I'm wide awake
I'll find my own Nirvana in the lap of Khadijah
Lord don't take me
Laid up with a Libra
I'm battlin' demons
Until the day I'm wide awake
Lord don't leave her
Cops wanna see a nigga dead
My plug chargin' double for the strain
My lady been on a young nigga's head
My sidepieces just shows up and fled
Kutless ain't runnin' like it used to
Money ain't comin' like the usual
Look to the sky and lift up my head
Word to my mother, mother's grave
Heaven I need ya
Heaven I need ya
Can't wait 'til I see ya
Until the day I'm wide awake
I'll find my own Nirvana in the lap of Khadijah
Lord don't take me
Laid up with a Libra
I'm battlin' demons
Until the day I'm wide awake
I'll find my own Nirvana in the smoke of my reefer
Lord don't leave her
Sister said, "Baby come see your nieces"
Mother said, "Baby go get that Jesus"
Brother said, "Nigga you look a mess"
Back and forth, rockin' on a ledge
My whole world runnin' 'round flesh
The whole world got me so vexed
Look to the sky and lift up my head
Word to my mother, mother's grave
Heaven I need ya
Heaven I need ya
Can't wait 'til I see ya
Until the day I'm wide awake
I'll find my own Nirvana in the lap of Khadijah
Lord don't take me
Laid up with a Libra
I'm battlin' demons
Until the day I'm wide awake
I'll find my own Nirvana in the smoke of my reefer
Lord don't leave her
In Nxworries's song Khadijah, the singer expresses his longing for heaven and the comfort it brings. He sings that he cannot wait to see heaven and that until that day comes, he will find his own version of Nirvana in the lap of Khadijah. The name Khadijah is likely a reference to the Prophet Muhammad’s first wife, who is revered in Islamic tradition as a symbol of a strong, independent woman.
The singer is battling various struggles, as he mentions being laid up with a Libra (a possible reference to the astrological sign), battling demons, and having trouble with his relationships (his lady and sidepieces). He also touches on the difficulties of life with lines such as "Cops wanna see a nigga dead" and "Money ain't comin' like the usual." Despite all these struggles, however, he still looks to heaven for solace and guidance.
The chorus repeats the phrase "Heaven I need ya" and emphasizes the singer’s yearning for something greater than himself. He mentions the importance of a higher power in his life, singing that he needs heaven like a plant needs water. Overall, the song conveys a sense of longing and a desire for redemption in the face of earthly struggles.
Line by Line Meaning
Heaven I need ya
The singer is seeking divine guidance and intervention
Can't wait 'til I see ya
The singer yearns for this divine intervention to happen soon
Until the day I'm wide awake
The singer is currently unaware and not fully conscious
I'll find my own Nirvana in the lap of Khadijah
The artist will find their own inner peace and satisfaction through the love and comfort of Khadijah, metaphorically representing an ideal partner
Lord don't take me
The artist is praying to be spared from death or harm
Laid up with a Libra
The singer prefers not to be in a relationship with someone of this astrological sign
I'm battlin' demons
The singer is struggling with personal and inner conflicts
Until the day I'm wide awake
The artist hopes to overcome these struggles and become more conscious
I'll find my own Nirvana in the smoke of my reefer
The artist will find their own inner peace and satisfaction through the use of marijuana
Lord don't leave her
The artist is praying to be spared from losing Khadijah's love and companionship
Cops wanna see a nigga dead
The singer is referencing the systemic racism and violence faced by black individuals at the hands of law enforcement
My plug chargin' double for the strain
The artist's drug dealer is increasing the price for their product
My lady been on a young nigga's head
The singer's significant other is nagging them and causing troubles
My sidepieces just shows up and fled
The singer's other romantic partners are either unreliable or have left them
Kutless ain't runnin' like it used to
The singer's business is not doing well
Money ain't comin' like the usual
The artist is facing financial difficulties
Sister said, 'Baby come see your nieces'
The artist's sister is inviting them to spend time with their nieces
Mother said, 'Baby go get that Jesus'
The singer's mother is encouraging them to seek comfort in religion
Brother said, 'Nigga you look a mess'
The singer's brother is criticizing their appearance
Back and forth, rockin' on a ledge
The artist is feeling mentally unstable and conflicted
My whole world runnin' 'round flesh
The artist is consumed by physical desires and pleasures
The whole world got me so vexed
The artist feels frustrated and overwhelmed by the happenings of the world
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: BRANDON PAAK ANDERSON, GLEN EARL JR BOOTHE
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