Painkiller
O.B.I. Lyrics


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I bite my nails until they bleed. I close my eyes, I disappear.
She was my heroin; she was my love and hate.
She was perfection in a pill that takes me away.
This is life as addiction.

This is love without a gun.
This is my heart in ink as bold and black as the night we ended and as weak as your skin deep smiles. And this pen digs me into holes I can't write out of, I can't climb out of.
These are the hands that will bury my face.

There's the floor I retreat to every time my world caves in.




These are the palms that capture tears; they never saw the light of day.
And it feels like we're fighting uphill and it feels like we're pissing in the wind.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to O.B.I.'s song Painkiller depict the struggles and pains of addiction and heartbreak. The singer speaks of biting their nails until they bleed and closing their eyes to disappear, suggesting overwhelming feelings of anxiety and pain. The subject of addiction is further explored through references to a person that was like heroin to them. The person was both their love and hate and represented perfection in a pill that could take them away. The singer describes their love as being without a gun, meaning that it was harmless but still had a powerful impact on them.


The song also explores the pain of heartbreak with lyrics like "as weak as your skin deep smiles" and "this pen digs me into holes I can't write out of." These lines suggest that the singer was deeply hurt by their past relationship and is unable to properly express their emotions about it. The chorus ends with the singer feeling defeated, like they are fighting an uphill battle and unable to overcome their struggles.


Overall, Painkiller is a powerful and emotional song that explores the complexities of addiction and heartbreak. It highlights the physical and emotional toll that addiction can take on a person, and the pain and despair that come with heartbreak.


Line by Line Meaning

I bite my nails until they bleed.
I have an anxious behavior that leads me to bite my nails until they bleed.


I close my eyes, I disappear.
When I close my eyes, I am mentally escaping from my problems.


She was my heroin; she was my love and hate.
She was my addiction, my drug, and the source of both my love and hate.


She was perfection in a pill that takes me away.
She was my escape, my temporary relief from reality.


This is life as addiction.
This is my life, which is controlled by my addiction.


This is love without a gun.
This is love without violence or aggression.


This is my heart in ink as bold and black as the night we ended and as weak as your skin deep smiles.
This is my emotional and mental state, which is both bold and dark like the night we broke up, but also weak and shallow like your insincere smiles.


And this pen digs me into holes I can't write out of, I can't climb out of.
My writing causes me to feel trapped and powerless, with no way out of my problems.


These are the hands that will bury my face.
These are the hands that will be responsible for my eventual downfall.


There's the floor I retreat to every time my world caves in.
I have a safe space that I use to escape reality whenever things get too overwhelming.


These are the palms that capture tears; they never saw the light of day.
These are the hands that have held my tears, but also the hands that keep my emotions hidden from the world.


And it feels like we're fighting uphill and it feels like we're pissing in the wind.
My struggles and efforts feel futile, like I am fighting a losing battle against the uncontrollable forces of life.




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The song is on the nose. The fight scene is great. All around great video.

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