Let It Burn
O.G. Ron C. Lyrics

Save myself, alright
Trying to keep my head above water

Why the fuck my scars still ain't faded
My emotional wounds still haven't healed

Vivid visions of failing, I'm ruined, I'm tryna face it
I'm constantly thinking about my failures and it's tearing me apart

Slashes on my arms are me crying through the day
My physical scars are a reflection of my emotional pain

And nightly thoughts of depression are darker spots on my face
My depression is written on my face, it's unmistakable

This shit hurt more on the daily, and I can't take it
It's a constant pain and I'm at my wits' end

I'm living life in the motions, I know that I need a break
I'm just going through the motions, I need a break from everything

Monster in my closet, he get it
My inner demons are haunting me

And as of late, he been telling me I probably should end it
My inner demons are pushing me to end my life

Thoughts I can't erase
There are thoughts that are constantly on my mind that I can't get rid of

I left my home, I'm in a different place with different faces
I've left my past behind and I'm in a new environment with new people

I told this girl, she think I made it, wish we traded places
I'm pretending that I have it all together, but deep down I wish someone could switch places with me

Happiness is still elusive, guess I'm used to it
I'm used to not being happy, it's become my norm

She hit me on the phone like, 'I can't do this, how do you do it?'
Someone who thinks I'm doing better than them is reaching out for help

Honestly, I really still don't know just what my future is
I have no idea where I'm headed

Really I'm just going through the motion with this music shit
Making music has become another way for me to just go through the motions

Everybody say I got potential, I could do it big
People believe in me and think I have a chance to be successful

All I really want is for these people to see I exist
I just want to be seen and acknowledged

Man I'm trying
I'm doing the best I can

I let it burn, let it burn, let it burn
I need to let go of the past and move on

You really think we still the same as we used to be
Do you honestly believe that we're still the same people we were before?

I'm risking my life in a different state, this shit is new to me
I've taken a big risk and moved somewhere new, it's scary

You went on your way, and then replaced me like some jewelry
You left me and moved on like I was something easily replaceable

In the dark alone, you should've saved me, shit is not the same
I needed you to be there for me in my darkest moments, things are not the same without you

I found my way and changed my face, you went and changed your name
I've found a new identity and moved on, while you've also changed but in a different way

You didn't hit me when you left that shit is fucking lame
You didn't even have the decency to tell me you were leaving, that's messed up

I tried to save it but, like half of us is gone away
I tried to keep our relationship alive, but it feels like part of us is missing

Different day, spent thinking of shit I know I couldn't say
Every day is a struggle because there are things I want to say but can't

Me and you together is like melted plastic
Our relationship was once strong, but now it's just a distorted mess

I was wax to your candle, with them burning matches
I was vulnerable and you took advantage of me

We was active, couldn't tell between the twisted action
We were once passionate, but our actions became twisted

Because you always said you loved me but, it never happened
You claimed to love me, but your actions spoke louder than your words

It's like you tried to stay solid but, you played-doh
You tried to hold yourself together, but you crumbled like play-doh

And now your brother tryna fight me, it was case closed
Your family is taking your side and it's over between us

Days gone, it was real until the bass gone
Our love was real, but it's over now

And I really can't stand to see your face gone
You're gone and I can't bear to see it

You were enlightening to my victory, and we got history
You were once a part of my success and we have a history together

Told me it was fucking tough love, and now you missing me
You claimed it was tough love, but now you regret leaving me

Should've felt the way you kissing me, you got no sympathy
You should have felt the way I did when we kissed, but you have no sympathy for me

I just wish you could pretend to be a fucking friend to me
I wish we could at least pretend to be friends

Damn, just the two of us
It's just us now

Who the fuck could ruin us
We were unstoppable, who could have predicted this?

Thoughts before the pain, until you slipped up, started screwing us
Things were going well until you messed it up by cheating on us

Blue enough
I'm feeling blue, sad

Should've left you in the past
I regret not leaving you behind

And on my last, it ain't no fucking way I ever take you back, that's love
Even on my deathbed, I wouldn't take you back, that's how much I love myself

You just gotta learn to let it burn, you know what I'm saying
You have to let go and move on, you know what I mean?

You can't live in the past forever
You can't keep holding on to the past forever

You just gotta let it go, and then upgrade
You have to let go and move on to something better

Boss up on them, you know what I'm saying
Take control and assert yourself, you know what I mean?

That's it
That's all there is to it

But wait
Hold on a minute

It's a wrap though
It's over, it's a done deal

Who was keeping track though
Who's even keeping score at this point?

New girl really love it when I put it in her back though
I have a new girl who really enjoys having sex with me

Br3ndo really known for steady fucking on them backbones
People know me as someone who enjoys having sex from behind

And now your ass is jealous couldn't wait to get my smash on
You're jealous that I've moved on and found someone new to have sex with

I hate you
I have strong negative feelings towards you

Got damn I let it burn, got damn
I'm really trying to let go and move on

I let it burn, I can't trust one
I'm trying to move on and not trust anyone because of my past experiences

I let it burn, I said fuck love
I'm letting go of the idea of love completely

I let it burn, I let it burn
I'm really trying to move on and let go