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O.T. Quartet Lyrics

The raindrops on my window
The constant sound of the raindrops hitting against my window brings me great distress.

Keep on driving me insane
The sound of the raindrops are a constant reminder of my pain and suffering, causing me to feel mentally unstable.

The colors that I'm feeling
I am experiencing a range of emotions that are overwhelming and confusing me.

Keep on messing up my brain
My emotions are negatively impacting my thoughts and my ability to think clearly.

I wanna wake up
I desire to escape from my current reality.

Run out of my bedroom
The emotions are so strong that it causes me to feel trapped in my own home.

But I'm feeling stuck
Despite my desire to escape, my emotions are too overwhelming for me to break free from them.

As cold as an igloo
I feel an immense sense of isolation and loneliness, similar to the cold and isolated environment of an igloo.

But I'm not giving up
Despite the challenges I am facing, I am determined to keep going and push through the pain.

Just know that I miss you
Although the source of my pain is the one who hurt me, I still miss them and the relationship we had.

Don't wanna fix me up
I am not interested in repairing myself or moving on from the pain because I fear I will just make things worse.

Cause I'll just mess it up
I am afraid that if I try to fix myself, I will only make things worse and cause myself more harm in the long run.

Broke my heart cause you had to
My heart was broken by the actions of the person who hurt me, and it wasn't an accident, but a deliberate choice they made.

Every bad song that I write is about you
My pain and sadness have inspired me to write and create, but unfortunately, everything I create is a reflection of the person who hurt me.

Sold my soul cause I had to
I made sacrifices and gave up parts of myself in order to continue to be with the person who hurt me, even though it was not in my best interest.

Bad memories are stuck like a tattoo
The negative experiences and memories associated with the person who hurt me are embedded in my mind and will never go away.

You left and I got better
Although the person who hurt me left, their absence has given me the space to heal and improve myself.

You screamed you hate me
The person who hurt me expressed their anger and hatred towards me, further damaging our relationship and my sense of self-worth.

I screamed whatever
In response to the person's anger and hatred, I chose to respond with indifference and apathy.

I hope you never find love ever
Despite my pain and sadness, I still hold resentment towards the person who hurt me and wish for them to suffer in the same way that I have.

And that you get stuck with someone like you
I wish for the person who hurt me to be stuck in a never-ending cycle of emotional pain and suffering, with someone who treats them as poorly as they treated me.

You think that you cute
The person who hurt me has a high sense of self-worth and believes they are attractive and desirable to others.

You think that you're better
The person who hurt me has a superiority complex and believes they are superior to others.

But you're worse than you know
Despite their belief that they are better than others, the person who hurt me actually has many negative qualities and flaws.

And I'm glad that you left
Although their absence has caused me pain, I am ultimately grateful that the person who hurt me is no longer in my life.

Cause I'm so over you
Although it took time, I have finally moved on from the pain that the person who hurt me caused.

And now that you
After everything that has happened between us,

I don't know why
Despite my efforts to move on, I still do not understand why things happened the way they did.

I put myself through this
I blame myself for the pain and suffering that I have experienced because I chose to stay in a toxic relationship.

They tried to tell me
Others warned me about the person who hurt me and advised me to leave the relationship, but I chose to ignore their advice.

That ignorance was bliss
I chose to remain ignorant of the red flags and warning signs of the toxic relationship because I thought it was easier to stay ignorant than to confront the truth.

Dumb kid who's feeling
I feel foolish for staying in the toxic relationship despite the warnings and signs that were present.

Love drunk and a mess
Despite the toxicity of the relationship, I was still deeply in love with the person who hurt me and unable to see the situation clearly.

I never want this
I never want to experience the pain and suffering that comes with a toxic relationship ever again.

To ever end like this
I do not want my future relationships to end in the same way that this one did, with broken hearts and bad memories.