Lightning
Octavian Lyrics

Look at me in defeat (Essie gang, essie gang, essie gang)
Despite being a member of Essie gang, I feel defeated when you look at me.

Don't rinse me more, we been fighting all week
We've been arguing all week, so please stop bothering me.

Filled with struggle, I weep, I've been on these streets
I have been struggling and crying while surviving on these streets.

Still it gets me all weak, in your eyes
Your gaze makes me feel weak, even though I'm trying to be strong.

I can tell when you're lying
I am good at spotting when you're not telling the truth.

Admit that you're wrong, when you know I'm so right (alright)
When you know I am right about something, please admit that you were wrong.

Only the truth when you look in my eyes
I expect you to be honest with me when you're looking into my eyes.

I'm a chav boy, you know that it's real (boom boom)
I am a chav boy, and that is my true identity.

Red light shit, how you get lit?
How do you manage to have fun in this kind of atmosphere?

With Essie I step, with Essie I rep
I represent and show loyalty to Essie gang in everything that I do.

Lightning, shining
When Essie gang are together and active, everything we do is electrifying.

When Essie come thru and we step, flex
We demonstrate our power and confidence when Essie gang arrives on the scene.

We do this as long as the year's correct (oh yeah)
We will continue to be successful and shine brighter as long as we are on the right path.

And now I'm sitting there with a peng one
I'm in a good position now, with a beautiful woman by my side.

Well I said say hello to my friend tho
Introducing my friend to this woman now.

Don't wanna move step but I move ten toes, mixed with the yeti down with the benzo
I don't want to change my position, but I will if I have to. I am fearless and ready for anything, despite feeling intoxicated or high on drugs.

Sit down, it's all detrimental
Relax and think about what you're doing, because it could be harmful in the long run.

Stand up and my crew hit the bezel
When I stand up, my crew knows it's time to take action and make money.

Don't look for no medal, stay low and jump levels
Don't seek recognition, just work hard and you will eventually move up to the next level.

I know I ain't blow him up, how long I been doing this ting
I know I didn't get famous overnight. I have been working hard in this lifestyle for a long time.

Did it on my own, you try for no ring, yeah
I achieved this success on my own, without anyone's help. You may be trying hard, but you're not getting anywhere.

Who's that? That's fake (who's fake? Who's fake?)
Who is that person? They are not genuine or trustworthy.

OG SPSC that's him, when he falls by a limb
OG SPSC is a true leader, even when things get tough for him.

But you boy you can't take a limb I got
You are not strong enough to survive on the same level I am at.

I blacked out 'cause it match my team
I am so loyal to Essie gang that I blacked out to match their energy.

Yeah, Jay roll it Backwood or breathe, it's all a dream yeah
I am so high on drugs that I don't know if what I'm experiencing is real or just a hallucination.

Tell her B don't come around
Warn her that she shouldn't hang around with me and Essie gang.

If you ain't fucking round you can leave
If you're not comfortable with this lifestyle, it's best if you leave.

See me I just money'd up 'til my head and me
I am focused on making money and it has taken over my mind and soul.

Reminded
A reminder to Essie gang that we have to keep being successful and shining brightly.