Haunting Me
Of Eyes That See Lyrics

I’m so disgusted with myself
I have a strong feeling of disapproval and dissatisfaction with who I am.

I’ll probably never leave this hell
I don't see a way out of this situation which is causing me a lot of pain and anguish.

And if I look the other way
If I try to ignore my problems and put them out of my mind.

I’ll feel so broken, so ashamed
I'll still feel like I've failed and am unable to deal with my issues.

I wanna see with brand new eyes
I wish I could start over and look at everything in a different way.

I hope I make it through the night
I'm struggling to cope and hope that I can survive until tomorrow.

I dug myself into this hole
I'm responsible for creating the problems I'm facing.

All of these problems getting old
I'm tired of dealing with these issues and wish they would go away.

Is it only sorrow that brings me to my knees?
Am I only feeling such strong emotions because of the sadness and pain I'm experiencing?

Or is there something deep inside that I cannot see?
Am I missing something important that is contributing to my emotional state.

I feel so empty without you haunting me
I'm struggling to cope with my emotions and even though I want to move on, I can't seem to let go.

I hope you’ll save me
I'm looking for someone or something to help me and give me hope.

How did it ever get this way?
I'm struggling to understand how I ended up in this situation.

I cannot find the words to say
I'm at a loss for how to express what I'm feeling.

That I can’t handle all the pain
I'm feeling overwhelmed and unable to cope with the amount of emotional pain I'm experiencing.

And that I’d like you to stay
I'm hoping that someone or something can provide me with comfort and support.

When will this stop? I feel the burn
I'm struggling to deal with the intensity of my emotions and am desperate for them to subside.

It’s just too hard, it’s getting worse
I'm finding it increasingly difficult to cope with my emotions and am worried they will continue to escalate.

What if I’m ready to give up?
I'm feeling hopeless and like there's no way out of my situation.

I guess I never was enough
I'm questioning if I was ever capable of dealing with my problems in the first place.

And every time I fall I will look your way
I'm hoping for support and guidance to help me through the tough times.

And if you’re not there to catch me
I'm afraid that I won't be able to cope without support.

I will never be the same
My experience will always leave a lasting impact and shape who I am.

I’m dying to breathe and
I'm feeling suffocated and like I can't get a real breath.

I’m living to die
I'm feeling hopeless and like life has no meaning or purpose.

Will you take this heart
I'm hoping for someone or something to give me emotional relief.

And make me feel alive?
I'm hoping to find some semblance of happiness and joy to counteract my current emotional state.

What if I opened up my arms?
I'm considering the possibility of letting someone or something into my life to provide emotional support.

Then would you sew up this heart?
I'm hoping that this emotional support can help to repair the damage that has been done to me.