The band self-released their first album, Stars Too Small to Use, which led them to the South by Southwest music festival. After recording their first album in a garage, they signed with Jagjaguwar. Okkervil River continued by releasing four more albums, including critically lauded concept album Black Sheep Boy.
After a period of touring for Black Sheep Boy, Okkervil River followed up with The Stage Names. The album sold 10,000 in its opening week in the United States. The group released a free covers album, Golden Opportunities Mixtape from their live performances.
The band has garnered positive critical reception. Especially noted are each song's lyrics, intricate instrumentation, and thematic albums. In addition, they were featured on the talk show Late Night with Conan O'Brien and have performed with high profile bands such as The Decemberists, The New Pornographers, The National, and Lou Reed.
Okkervil River released their most recent album The Silver Gymnasium on September 3, 2013.
Discography:
* 1998 Bedroom EP – Jound
* 1999 Stars Too Small to Use - Jound
* 2002 Don't Fall in Love with Everyone You See - Jagjaguwar
* 2003 Down the River of Golden Dreams - Jagjaguwar
* 2003 Julie Doiron/Okkervil River (A split CD with Julie Dorion) - Acuarela
* 2004 Sleep and Wake-Up Songs (EP) - Jagjaguwar
* 2004 Sham Wedding/Hoax Funeral (A split CD with Shearwater) - Jagjaguwar
* 2005 Black Sheep Boy - Jagjaguwar
* 2005 Black Sheep Boy Appendix (EP) - Jagjaguwar
* 2006 Overboard and Down (EP) – Inertia, Australia-only tour EP
* 2007 The Stage Names - Jagjaguwar
* 2008 The Stand-Ins - Jagjaguwar
* 2011 I Am Very Far - Jagjaguwar
* 2013 The Silver Gymnasium - ATO Records
* 2016 Away - ATO Records
* 2018 In The Rainbow Rain - ATO Records
Current band members:
* Will Sheff - acoustic guitar, vocals, harmonica (keyboard occasionally)
* Travis Nelsen - drums, misc. percussion
* Scott Brackett - trumpet, coronet, keyboards, organ, tape player, misc. percussion
* Patrick Pestorius - bass, piano, woodblocks
* Justin Sherburn - keys, guitar
* Lauren Gurgiolo - electric guitar, pedal steel, mandolin
Past band members:
* Seth Warren - guitar
* Zachary Thomas - vocals, bass
* Jonathan Meiburg - vocals, banjo, guitar, accordion, piano, organ
* Mark Pedini - drums
* Brian Cassidy - electric guitar, pedal steel, mandolin, melodica (keyboard and accordion when on tour without Jonathan)
John Allyn Smith Sails
Okkervil River Lyrics
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My head will burst, my life will end
So I'd like to start this one off by saying
Live and love
I was young and at home in bed
And I was hanging on the words some poem said
And thirty-one
I tried to make my breathing stop, my heart beat slow
So when my mom and John came in I would be cold
From a bridge on Washington Avenue
The year of 1972
Broke my bones and skull
And it was memorable
It was half a second and I was halfway down
Do you think I wanted to turn back around
And teach a class
Where you kiss the ass that I've exposed to you
And at the funeral the university
Cried at three poems they'd present in place of a broken me
I was breaking in a case of suds
At the brass rail, a fall-down drunk
With his tongue torn out
And his balls removed
And I knew that my last lines were gone
While stupidly I lingered on
Other wise men know
When it's time to go and so I should too
And so I fly into the brightest winter sun
Of this frozen town
I'm stripped down to move on
My friends, I'm gone
Well, I hear my father fall and I hear my mother call
And I hear the others all whispering, come home
I'm sorry to go, I loved you all so
But this is the worst trip I've ever been on
So hoist up the John B. sail
(Hoist up the John B. sail)
See how the main sail sets
(See how the main sail sets)
I've folded my heart in my head
And I wanna go home
With a book in my hand
In the way I had planned
Well, this is the worst trip I've ever been on
Hoist up the John B. sail
(Hoist up the John B. sail)
See how the main sail sets
(See how the main sail sets)
I've folded my heart in my head
And I wanna go home
With a book in each hand
(With a book in each hand)
In the way I had planned
(In the way I had planned)
I feel so broke up
I wanna go home
"John Allyn Smith Sails" by Okkervil River is a song about the life and death of American poet John Berryman, who committed suicide by jumping off a bridge in 1972. The lyrics are told from Berryman's point of view as he reflects on his life, relationships, and untimely death.
The first verse is a plea for the listener to "live and love" because by the second verse, Berryman's "head will burst" and "life will end." He then reflects on his youth when he was "impressionable" and "upsettable" and recalls a moment when he tried to make himself appear dead so his mother and John wouldn't find him alive. The third verse references the actual event of Berryman's suicide by jumping off a bridge on Washington Avenue in 1972, which left him with broken bones and a skull.
The fourth verse is a reflection on his final months before his suicide, in which he was an alcoholic and fell down drunk at a bar called The Brass Rail. The last verse has Berryman hearing his parents and others calling him to come home, which he understands as an invitation to die. The chorus repeats the phrase "hoist up the John B. sail," which is a reference to a traditional folk song about a sailor who wants to go home.
Overall, "John Allyn Smith Sails" is a poignant reflection on the life and death of a troubled poet who struggled with mental illness and addiction. It is both beautiful and tragic, highlighting the struggles that artists often face and the toll it takes on their lives.
Line by Line Meaning
By the second verse, dear friends
My head will burst, my life will end
So I'd like to start this one off by saying
Live and love
The singer expresses their fear of dying before the end of the song and encourages the listeners to appreciate life and love.
I was young and at home in bed
And I was hanging on the words some poem said
And thirty-one
I was impressionable, I was upsettable
The singer remembers being young and vulnerable, trying to find meaning in poetry, and feeling easily influenced by others.
I tried to make my breathing stop, my heart beat slow
So when my mom and John came in I would be cold
The singer attempted suicide by slowing down their vital signs to the point of feigning death, hoping to get attention from their mother and John.
From a bridge on Washington Avenue
The year of 1972
Broke my bones and skull
And it was memorable
The singer jumped off a bridge in 1972 and severely injured themselves, making it a memorable and life-changing experience.
It was half a second and I was halfway down
Do you think I wanted to turn back around
And teach a class
Where you kiss the ass that I've exposed to you
The singer had no second thoughts about jumping and resented the idea of going back to teach insincere students who had not gone through the same life-altering experience.
And at the funeral the university
Cried at three poems they'd present in place of a broken me
The university honored the singer's death with three poems, representing regret and sorrow for not understanding the singer's pain and struggles while they were alive.
I was breaking in a case of suds
At the brass rail, a fall-down drunk
With his tongue torn out
And his balls removed
The singer recalls a depressing scene at a pub where they witnessed a tongueless and castrated man who had been severely beaten.
And I knew that my last lines were gone
While stupidly I lingered on
Other wise men know
When it's time to go and so I should too
The singer realizes that they missed their chance to write their last lines and wishes they had died earlier like other wise men who knew when it was time to leave.
And so I fly into the brightest winter sun
Of this frozen town
I'm stripped down to move on
My friends, I'm gone
The singer uses a metaphor of flying into the sun to represent their acceptance of death and moving on from their life in the town.
Well, I hear my father fall and I hear my mother call
And I hear the others all whispering, come home
I'm sorry to go, I loved you all so
But this is the worst trip I've ever been on
The singer imagines their parents and others mourning their death and apologizes for leaving them but emphasizes their suffering in life led them to an inevitable end.
So hoist up the John B. sail
(Hoist up the John B. sail)
See how the main sail sets
(See how the main sail sets)
The singer references a traditional folk song about sailing to highlight the theme of moving on and leaving behind their old life and struggles.
I've folded my heart in my head
And I wanna go home
With a book in my hand
In the way I had planned
Well, this is the worst trip I've ever been on
The singer wants to go home with their favorite book as they have accepted their fate but still feel overwhelmed by the pain and hardships of their life.
I feel so broke up
I wanna go home
The singer expresses their broken and tired state of mind, wishing to rest and find peace at home.
Lyrics © WORDS & MUSIC A DIV OF BIG DEAL MUSIC LLC
Written by: WILL ROBINSON SHEFF
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Jason McIntosh
By the second verse, dear friends
My head will burst, my life will end
So I'd like to start this one off by saying
Live and love
I was young and at home in bed
And I was hanging on the words some poem said
And thirty-one
I was impressionable, I was upsettable
I tried to make my breathing stop, my heart beat slow
So when my mom and John came in I would be cold
From a bridge on Washington Avenue
The year of 1972
Broke my bones and skull
And it was memorable
It was half a second and I was halfway down
Do you think I wanted to turn back around
And teach a class
Where you kiss the ass that I've exposed to you
And at the funeral the university
Cried at three poems they'd present in place of a broken me
I was breaking in a case of suds
At the brass rail, a fall-down drunk
With his tongue torn out
And his balls removed
And I knew that my last lines were gone
While stupidly I lingered on
Other wise men know
When it's time to go and so I should too
And so I fly into the brightest winter sun
Of this frozen town
I'm stripped down to move on
My friends, I'm gone
Well, I hear my father fall and I hear my mother call
And I hear the others all whispering, come home
I'm sorry to go, I loved you all so
But this is the worst trip I've ever been on
So hoist up the John B. sail
(Hoist up the John B. sail)
See how the main sail sets
(See how the main sail sets)
I've folded my heart in my head
And I wanna go home
With a book in my hand
In the way I had planned
Well, this is the worst trip I've ever been on
Hoist up the John B. sail
(Hoist up the John B. sail)
See how the main sail sets
(See how the main sail sets)
I've folded my heart in my head
And I wanna go home
With a book in each hand
(With a book in each hand)
In the way I had planned
(In the way I had planned)
I feel so broke up
I wanna go home
Chad Bonine
I’m a little late to the party, but I just discovered this song. Jesus Christ it’s awesome. I’m going to spread it to everyone I know.
Jason McIntosh
By the second verse, dear friends
My head will burst, my life will end
So I'd like to start this one off by saying
Live and love
I was young and at home in bed
And I was hanging on the words some poem said
And thirty-one
I was impressionable, I was upsettable
I tried to make my breathing stop, my heart beat slow
So when my mom and John came in I would be cold
From a bridge on Washington Avenue
The year of 1972
Broke my bones and skull
And it was memorable
It was half a second and I was halfway down
Do you think I wanted to turn back around
And teach a class
Where you kiss the ass that I've exposed to you
And at the funeral the university
Cried at three poems they'd present in place of a broken me
I was breaking in a case of suds
At the brass rail, a fall-down drunk
With his tongue torn out
And his balls removed
And I knew that my last lines were gone
While stupidly I lingered on
Other wise men know
When it's time to go and so I should too
And so I fly into the brightest winter sun
Of this frozen town
I'm stripped down to move on
My friends, I'm gone
Well, I hear my father fall and I hear my mother call
And I hear the others all whispering, come home
I'm sorry to go, I loved you all so
But this is the worst trip I've ever been on
So hoist up the John B. sail
(Hoist up the John B. sail)
See how the main sail sets
(See how the main sail sets)
I've folded my heart in my head
And I wanna go home
With a book in my hand
In the way I had planned
Well, this is the worst trip I've ever been on
Hoist up the John B. sail
(Hoist up the John B. sail)
See how the main sail sets
(See how the main sail sets)
I've folded my heart in my head
And I wanna go home
With a book in each hand
(With a book in each hand)
In the way I had planned
(In the way I had planned)
I feel so broke up
I wanna go home
valarkable
Yeah, this song should have thousands of comments. Its brilliant. The John B sail adaptation is just perfect.
Patrick McGlynn
valarkable right when i first heard it in spotify years ago i was like why is this a beach boys song...then i did some searching...brilliant..
kermitbq
Thank you. I love Berryman's poems.....
Eli Kelley
I just found out the john b sails part is a tradition following from the Bahamas. Its got a modern rythme to it so I am surprised.
Emil M
I've watched them live in Norway 3 times, so I guess the obvious answer is yes.
megantastic
I know every song comment section has this sort of comment but. I miss you John B, and I hope you're at peace now.
Reinster321
By the second verse, dear friends my head will burst, my life will end so i'd like to start this one of by saying live and love!
Juan Lopez
Reinster321 why did you repeat the beginning?