Denial
Olivia Lyrics


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Little owls bring me messages
Transparent envelopes
Given by black daisies
and through enormous telescopes
Addressed the white crow
Sent it out
Was it meant to get to me?
I can hear you
I'm just playing it cool
Bones quiver gently
Vexing blood river
flux to the tip of my feathers
I laugh at your eagerness
Fruitful dandelion heartache is repelling you yet
How am I to turn around on my own?
Who's to blame
for what has become?

Do you wanna be in denial?
You wanna be in denial?
Must I sacrifice this heart
to live this life, the picture?
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love

Wondrous wondrous
stars of the night
Make all the fury go out of sight
Accord me the strength
Send it out
Send it out
Send it out

Your violence is trickling inside me
Yet I'm to remain halcyon

Do you wanna be in denial?
You wanna be in denial?
Must I sacrifice this heart
to live this life, the picture?




Keep on holding on
I want to be around love

Overall Meaning

In the opening stanza, the singer mentions receiving messages from little owls in transparent envelopes, given by black daisies, and sent by the white crow through enormous telescopes. She questions whether this message was meant for her. The image of owls, daisies, and crows suggests a mystical or supernatural quality to the message. The singer references bones quivering gently and blood vexing like a river, evoking a sense of emotional agitation. She laughs at the eagerness of her intended recipient, acknowledging their interest but perhaps not fully reciprocating it. She wonders who is to blame for what has become and how she can turn around on her own.


The chorus - "Do you wanna be in denial? / You wanna be in denial? / Must I sacrifice this heart / to live this life, the picture?" - portrays the internal conflict of the singer. She feels as though her heart must be sacrificed to make the picture of her life work, yet also desires to be around love. She asks the listener if they really want to be in denial, perhaps suggesting that they are not fully acknowledging their feelings towards her.


In the second stanza, the singer calls upon the stars of the night to make the fury go out of sight and to accord her strength. She questions how she can remain halcyon, or calm and peaceful, despite the violence she feels trickling inside of her. The repetition of "send it out" at the end of the stanza could refer to the need to release this violence, or to send out a message of strength and resolution.


Line by Line Meaning

Little owls bring me messages
I receive messages from small owls


Transparent envelopes
These messages are clear and easily understood


Given by black daisies
The source of these messages is mysterious and unknown


and through enormous telescopes
The messages are amplified and made more significant


Addressed the white crow
The messages are intended for me specifically


Sent it out
The messages were deliberately delivered to me


Was it meant to get to me?
I am unsure if I am the intended recipient of these messages


I can hear you
I understand what you are saying


I'm just playing it cool
I am pretending that I am not affected by your words


Bones quiver gently
I am frightened by your words, but trying not to show it


Vexing blood river
My emotions are stirred up and overwhelming


flux to the tip of my feathers
My entire being is affected by these emotions


I laugh at your eagerness
I find your enthusiasm to be naive and misguided


Fruitful dandelion heartache is repelling you yet
Although my pain is substantial, it has not driven you away


How am I to turn around on my own?
I am unsure how to escape this situation by myself


Who's to blame for what has become?
I am uncertain who is responsible for causing this situation


Do you wanna be in denial?
Are you avoiding the truth?


Must I sacrifice this heart to live this life, the picture?
Do I need to give up my emotions in order to achieve the life I want?


Keep on holding on
I will try to persevere through this difficult time


I want to be around love
My deepest desire is to be surrounded by love and support


Wondrous wondrous stars of the night
The beauty of the night sky brings me comfort


Make all the fury go out of sight
The peacefulness of the stars helps to calm my turbulent emotions


Accord me the strength
Grant me the power and courage to move forward


Send it out
I need this strength to be communicated to me


Your violence is trickling inside me
Your aggressive words and behavior are affecting me deeply


Yet I'm to remain halcyon
Despite the turmoil you are causing, I will try to stay calm and tranquil


Do you wanna be in denial?
Are you avoiding the truth?


Must I sacrifice this heart to live this life, the picture?
Do I need to give up my emotions in order to achieve the life I want?


Keep on holding on
I will try to persevere through this difficult time


I want to be around love
My deepest desire is to be surrounded by love and support




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

xsarin

Little owls bring me messages
Transparent envelopes
Given by black daisies
and through enormous telescopes
Addressed the white crow
Sent it out
Was it meant to get to me?
I can hear you
I'm just playing it cool
Bones quiver gently
Vexing blood river
flux to the tip of my feathers
I laugh at your eagerness
Fruitful dandelion heartache is repelling you yet
How am I to turn around on my own?
Who's to blame
for what has become?
Do you wanna be in denial?
You wanna be in denial?
Must I sacrifice this heart
to live this life, the picture?
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love
Wondrous wondrous
stars of the night
Make all the fury go out of sight
Accord me the strength
Send it out
Send it out
Send it out
Your violence is trickling inside me
Yet I'm to remain halcyon
Do you wanna be in denial?
You wanna be in denial?
Must I sacrifice this heart
to live this life, the picture?
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love
You wanna be in denial?
You wanna be in denial?
You wanna be in denial?
You wanna be in denial?
You wanna be



All comments from YouTube:

hannah daryoush

Underrated but so talented and a powerful and inspiring voice

Aishi Banerji

Her voice sends me to ecstasy. please come back Olivia.

Blues Gnawa

So powerfull music ! Olivia you deserve to be most popular and famous :'( !

xsarin

Little owls bring me messages
Transparent envelopes
Given by black daisies
and through enormous telescopes
Addressed the white crow
Sent it out
Was it meant to get to me?
I can hear you
I'm just playing it cool
Bones quiver gently
Vexing blood river
flux to the tip of my feathers
I laugh at your eagerness
Fruitful dandelion heartache is repelling you yet
How am I to turn around on my own?
Who's to blame
for what has become?
Do you wanna be in denial?
You wanna be in denial?
Must I sacrifice this heart
to live this life, the picture?
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love
Wondrous wondrous
stars of the night
Make all the fury go out of sight
Accord me the strength
Send it out
Send it out
Send it out
Your violence is trickling inside me
Yet I'm to remain halcyon
Do you wanna be in denial?
You wanna be in denial?
Must I sacrifice this heart
to live this life, the picture?
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love
Keep on holding on
I want to be around love
You wanna be in denial?
You wanna be in denial?
You wanna be in denial?
You wanna be in denial?
You wanna be

seka

Beautiful song!Olivia is so great!

osh_ho q

Her music is so unique

Irvinff

Omg that song is 2004y... Still Love it, like her full album!!!

AfxVape

<3 <3 <3 Is all I can say. She is so beautiful artistically.

Mykki

I didn't understand the song when I first heard it so long ago. I do now..... :(

Sophie/Zosia Muszynski

who knows her thanks nana? She is really amazing!!

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