hate u love u
Olivia O'Brien Lyrics

Feeling used, but I'm still missing you
I feel like a disposable object, but despite that, I am still longing for you.

And I can't see the end of this
I can't envision how this situation will end.

Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
I deeply desire to feel the embrace of your lips on mine.

And now all this time is passing by
Time is continuously flowing despite my desire to slow it down.

But I still can't seem to tell you why
I'm struggling to express why I feel this way.

It hurts me every time I see you
I am in immense pain every time I encounter you.

Realize how much I need you
I finally understand how much I depend on you.

I hate you, I love you
I have a complicated mix of emotions towards you.

I hate that I love you
I resent the fact that I am still in love with you despite the pain you've caused me.

Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you
Even though I don't want to, I cannot find anyone else to replace you with.

You want her, you need her And I'll never be her
You have romantic feelings for someone else that I cannot fulfill.

What about all the times You would pick me up and we'd just drive Around until we found a place to stay and waste the day away We'd do nothing but it was okay with me
Remember when we would go on aimless drives, find a location and spend the day together? Those moments were precious to me even if we didn't do anything special.

You say it's not good to spend all my time Thinking about you so late at night But I can't stop once I start it's like an avalanche Thoughts coming and I just wanna hold your hand
You advise me not to dwell on thoughts of you late at night, but I am unable to stop once I start. My thoughts rush like an avalanche and I just want to be with you.

Hold your breath, I'm going under Not coming up 'til this night is over Until this night is over
I am choosing to take the plunge and dive deeper into our relationship, and I won't resurface until this night is over.

All alone, I watch you watch her Like she's the only girl you've ever seen You don't care, you never did You don't give a damn about me Yeah, all alone, I watch you watch her She is the only thing you've ever seen
I observe you observing the other girl as though she's the only one in the room. You don't care about my feelings and it's painfully clear that she is the only thing that matters to you.

How is it you never notice That you are slowly killing me?
You are causing me immense psychological anguish and you don't even seem to realize it.