forgive me
Omar LinX Lyrics

Have I lost myself?
I am questioning my identity and purpose

When they turn away my helping hand, no they don't want my help
I am trying to help others, but they reject me and refuse my assistance

They don't feel my pain, no I'll just get in the way
Others do not understand my struggles and think I am a burden

When that flame burns out, then its never the same
Once something significant ends, there is no going back to how things were before

Where the fuck did all my friends go?
I am feeling abandoned by those who I thought were my friends

If you see 'em will you say hello?
If you happen to see my old friends, could you please greet them for me

Let 'em know its all good, LinX said so
Tell them not to worry, as I have moved on and things are okay

I'm kidding ima get 'em all
I am joking about getting revenge, but there is a hint of truth to my words

'No friend of mine' they should put that on your motherfuckin' headstone
I am angry and bitter towards my former friends, and want them to know they are no longer important to me

Focused on my return, the comeback I deserve
I am determined to make a successful comeback in my career

I'm putting work so every verse is more absurd
I am working hard on my music, trying to make it as unique and memorable as possible

I'm going berserk, now you fuckers've struck a nerve
I am becoming agitated and angry due to the actions of those who have wronged me

For what its worth, they in the grave and throwing dirt
Those who have doubted and mistreated me are dead and buried, and their negative thoughts and actions do not affect me anymore

They say I'm killin' 'em all, get rid of 'em all
People are impressed with my music and want me to continue destroying the competition

I don't see the point in playing if you're willing to fall
I do not want to compete if the other players are not willing to try their best and put in the effort

Startin' to kinda question, are you really involved?
I am wondering if those I work with are truly committed to my success

Because you're acting like a bitch and I'm sick as a dog, forgive me
I am frustrated with someone's behavior, and apologizing for my harsh words and thoughts

"Watchu doing LinX?"
Someone is asking me what I am doing

"Its okay, I got this"
I am confident in my abilities and plan to handle the situation

"What are you in this for, really?"
Someone is questioning my true motivation for my career

"I don't know... Music? Nah, this is only fucking revenge"
I am unsure of my true motivation, but jokingly suggest that I am doing this for revenge

"Just think this through"
Someone is advising me to carefully consider my actions and motivations

With a ski mask and a buck knife screaming fuck life, I don't need this anyways
I am acting recklessly and violently, feeling like I have nothing to lose

I got this world set for detonate
I am ready to cause chaos and destruction in the world

And correct me if I'm wrong but we all seen a better day
I am acknowledging that the world used to be a better place

I been living out my life like a renegade
I have been living a life of rebellion and nonconformity

Watching all my people fade away, thought we'd never change
I am observing those around me disappear, and lamenting the fact that we cannot stay the same

Lost the only girl I loved just the other day
I recently experienced a painful loss of a loved one

And I just haven't been myself since she went away
I feel like I am not acting like my true self since losing someone important to me

But now my ex's wanna be reconnected
My former girlfriends are now interested in reaching out to me again

Was it something that I said? Something that I texted
I am confused as to why my ex-girlfriends are suddenly interested in me again

Something on my neck, something like my necklace
I am wondering if my jewelry or appearance is the reason for my ex-girlfriends' renewed attention

Something I don't need, something reckless?
I am questioning if my ex-girlfriends are interested in me for the right reasons, or if it could lead to something bad

I just want to see some cheese selling records
I am focused on making money by selling lots of records

Where were you when I was sleeping on a bench?
I am calling out those who were not around when I was struggling and in need

Now it's 30 thou (thousand) in the crowd, I don't even flinch
I am now very successful and unphased by large audiences

Mami I'm the shit, what am I to think? I am so legit
I am proud of my success and believe in my own talent

By the looks of this I'll be getting rich
I am confident that my success will lead to financial prosperity

And the funny thing about it is you'll never see a cent
I am gloating over the fact that those who doubted me and did not support me will not benefit financially from my success

You were digging in your pockets, you can barely pay the rent
I am calling out those who were struggling financially and unable to support me in the past

What did you expect? how'd this play it in your head
I am wondering about the expectations and thought process of those who were not supportive in the past

I'ma hold this to the end, buried in the ground
I am determined to keep my success and money until the end of my life

Shit, I'd go to town if they ever let me out
I would go wild and spend lots of money if I were ever to lose control of my success and money

Vengence on my mind, let 'em know its going down
I am seeking revenge on those who wronged me, and making it known that my plans are in motion

If I turned this up loud, can you motherfuckers hear me now?
I am asking if those who doubted me can now hear my success and talent

"Alright, so..."
Someone is beginning a discussion with me

"Its like what do they, what do they need?"
Someone is asking what others want or need from me

"Long time coming"
I have been anticipating this moment for a long time

"What's the point of this?"
Someone is questioning the purpose or goal of something

"So I told 'em"
I explained to someone the reason for something

"Gotta give 'em something now"
I need to provide something to satisfy others' needs or expectations

"Its what I fucking told 'em"
I am repeating myself to make sure that others understand what I said or meant

"Its about that time"
It is the right moment for something to happen

"It's like they really want more? I'll give 'em more"
I am willing to give others what they want or need, and perhaps go above and beyond their expectations

"M.O.R"
Unknown meaning or context

There's something new about me, I don't feel the same
I have experienced personal growth and feel different than I used to

I'm in a new place starting up a new game
I am in a new phase of my life, forging a new path

I keep it moving like I'm giving out a suitcase
I am staying busy and taking action, like I am distributing a suitcase to others

Waiting for this moment to arrive but its too late
I have been waiting for something to happen, but now realize it is too late to change the outcome

I'm obsessed with the thought of success
I am overly focused on achieving success

The reason that I'm missing is the reason that I left
I am absent from someone/something because it was the very reason that I left in the first place

I see 'em playing checkers but the boy playing chess
Others are not as skilled or strategic as I am

Thinkin 10 moves ahead, I can see 'em getting stressed
I am considering and anticipating future moves, and expect others to become stressed as a result

And they damn well better be
I expect others to feel stress or pressure due to my strategic moves

Cos I don't see no competition, I'm my own worst enemy
I do not see anyone else as a true threat or competition, as I am my own biggest obstacle

Bottle of Jack got me acting like a psychopath
I am under the influence of alcohol and behaving erratically

The way I party I don't know why they invite me back
I behave in a wild and unpredictable way at social events, and am unsure why I am still invited

I've hit a low but I know I'm getting close
I have experienced a low point in my life, but believe that things are improving and success is within reach

The stars are aligned, all I see is open road
I feel that the universe is on my side, and I have many opportunities ahead of me

Its all in my reach, there ain't nothing outta sight
I believe that everything I want is attainable

Its a brand new day but its time to say goodnight, forgive me
I am acknowledging a new beginning, but also saying goodbye and apologizing for any wrongdoings