SUICIDE
One Chance Lyrics


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I never meant for you to leave and go far away
And i hate that i caused you so much pain
I'm hurting now
Everywhere i go, I'm facing dark clouds
Barely holding on, I'm fading out
I pushed love far away
It has traveled further than i can go
I committed suicide
Ever since she left me it feels like my life is reckless out of control

I committed suicide
I'm cursed without a conscience and i'm dying cause my guardian angel is gone
I've committed suicide

I don't know , I don't know
I've committed suic..(whoo-oh)
I don't know, I don't know
I've committed suic..(whoo-oh)
I don't know, I don't know
I've committed suic..(whoo-oh)
Committed suicide ( whoo-oh)

I just jumped off a bridge and lost the better half of me
Turned my back on love
And I feel like a bird without a wing (who-ooh)

Oh i'm hurting now
Wish i could go back and slow time down
I would turn that frown into a smile
I wish i could show you how much I've changed
I'd do anything to get it back

Committed suicide
Ever since she left me it feels like my life is reckless out of control

I committed suicide

I'm cursed without a conscience and i'm dying cause my guardian angel is gone
I've committed suicide

I don't know , I don't know
I've committed suic..(whoo-oh)
I don't know, I don't know
I've committed suic..(whoo-oh)
I don't know, I don't know
I've committed suic..(whoo-oh)
Committed suicide ( whoo-oh)

I regret the day she left me behind
Why did I waste our precious time
How can i betray the gift that god has given to me ( oh no )

Committed suicide
Ever since she left me it feels like my life is reckless out of control

I committed suicide
I'm cursed without a conscience and i'm dying cause my guardian angel is gone
I've committed suicide

I don't know , I don't know
I've committed suic..(whoo-oh)
I don't know, I don't know
I've committed suic..(whoo-oh)
I don't know, I don't know
I've committed suic..(whoo-oh)
Committed suicide ( whoo-oh)

I regret the day she left me behind




Why did I waste our precious time
How can i betray the gift that god has given to me ( oh no )

Overall Meaning

The song "Suicide" by One Chance is a heart-wrenching ballad that delves into the aftermath of a painful breakup. The lyrics are spoken from the perspective of someone who is consumed by regret and self-loathing, as they feel responsible for causing their partner to leave. The opening lines, "I never meant for you to leave and go far away/And I hate that I caused you so much pain," reveal the singer's remorse at having pushed their loved one away.


Throughout the song, we see the singer struggling to cope with the loss of their partner, as they are constantly reminded of their mistakes and haunted by feelings of guilt. The line, "Everywhere I go, I'm facing dark clouds," suggests a sense of hopelessness and despair, as though the singer is unable to see a way out of their current situation. The chorus of the song, with its repeated refrain, "I committed suicide," further underlines the singer's sense of defeat and his belief that he has already lost everything.


Ultimately, "Suicide" is a poignant meditation on the destructive power of regret and self-blame. It speaks to the deep pain and anguish that can be caused by a failed relationship, and the toll it can take on our mental and emotional well-being.


Line by Line Meaning

I never meant for you to leave and go far away
I didn't intend for us to be separated and for you to be so far away from me.


And i hate that i caused you so much pain
It pains me to know that I was the cause of your suffering.


I'm hurting now
I'm currently experiencing emotional pain and sadness.


Everywhere i go, I'm facing dark clouds
Wherever I go, it feels as if I'm surrounded by negativity and despair.


Barely holding on, I'm fading out
I'm barely managing to hold myself together as I feel myself slipping away.


I pushed love far away
I distanced myself from love and pushed it away from me.


It has traveled further than i can go
Love has moved on and gone beyond my reach now.


I committed suicide
I feel dead inside and that my life is no longer worth living.


Ever since she left me it feels like my life is reckless out of control
Since she left, it's as if my life has spiraled out of control and I'm unable to get a grip on it.


I'm cursed without a conscience and i'm dying cause my guardian angel is gone
I feel as if I lack a moral compass and that I'm slowly wasting away without her guiding presence.


I just jumped off a bridge and lost the better half of me
I feel as if I've lost a significant piece of myself and that I've taken a drastic step resulting in my own emotional demise.


Turned my back on love
I rejected the concept of love and turned away from it.


And I feel like a bird without a wing (who-ooh)
I feel incomplete and unable to take flight without her by my side.


Wish i could go back and slow time down
I wish I had the power to go back in time and make things right.


I would turn that frown into a smile
I would do everything in my power to turn her sadness into happiness.


I wish i could show you how much I've changed
I want to demonstrate to her how much I've grown and evolved as a person.


I'd do anything to get it back
I'm willing to do whatever it takes to regain what I've lost.


I regret the day she left me behind
I feel deep remorse for the day she chose to leave me.


Why did I waste our precious time
I feel guilty for not cherishing the time we had together and for squandering it.


How can i betray the gift that god has given to me ( oh no )
I feel as if I've disrespected and let down the divine gift of love that was given to me.




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Comments from YouTube:

KingLeo

love this song...the group is underrated!

gsanudojr

5+ years and this song still goes so hard, such conviction from these boys.  God bless them!

ladyvirtue_1

absolutely amazing they truly are the best in the game. the world and the industry needs to stop sleeping on One Chance. This is real music and talent worth supporting and buying

PK

awsome amazing song i've ever heard

Nana Kwasi

Awesome track

AvoidTIMtation

I NEED the instrumental to this!!

Mr.Fred Fred Burger

This song is like what's happening to me now and it turns out she hadn't loved me for awhile

Pearlfekt07

i love this one chance version, waaayyyy better than dontae's

SimplyStaar

This Song Reminds Me Of My Best Friend, Which We Don't Talk No More. :/

mj4prez24

bangin ass songggg!

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