Bobby briefly joined Snake River Conspiracy for a while, and Jay formed his own independent record label, D1 Music, with his father. In 2004, Orgy's third album, "Punk Statik Paranoia," was released under D1, but with little to no radio play or recognition from the mainstream music media.
Ryan and Amir have also started a side project known as Julien-K, with a much more electronic focus, and have released a song featuring the vocals of Chester Bennington of Linkin Park on the recent Underworld Evolution soundtrack. They have since formed the project Dead By Sunrise with Bennington. Amir Derakh was immortalised in the Coal Chamber song Amir of the Desert. He produced their debut album. Jay Gordon appeared on the follow up "Chamber Music".
When asked for an Orgy update in late July 2008, Shuck informed fans that Orgy's return is still underway but their priority is getting the much delayed Julien-K album released. During a video interview at the annual Californian NAMM 2009 convention, Derakh mentioned a 2010 Orgy reunion.
On March 30, 2010, through a video to his Julien-K, Dead By Sunrise, and Orgy followers, Shuck informed that there are plans for a tour in 2010. On October 25, 2010, Ryan Shuck and Amir Derakh informed on the Julien-K blog that "As of Oct. 26th we will no longer be part of Orgy. Jay will continue making music without the original members. On October 30, 2010, Jay Gordon released a statement via his official Facebook profile stating that he still owns the Orgy name and wants to continue forth creating new material for the band. Jay wrote that all previous members of the band were too busy with numerous side-projects to continue with the original band.
On November 7, 2011, Blabbermouth.net published a news story detailing the bitter feud between vocalist Gordon and guitarists Shuck and Derakh that has spiraled out of control after Gordon revealing his plans to assemble a band of musicians and begin touring under the name Orgy.
On February 3, 2012, it was announced that Orgy would embark on a five-week run titled the Bad Blood Tour. The new lineup features members of Deadsy, Snot, and Run Run Run. Vocalist Jay Gordon is the only original member of Orgy appearing on this tour; the support acts are the Texas-based One-Eyed Doll Cleveland-based industrial metal band Ventana and Faultline from Richmond, Virginia. The band has reportedly been in the studio in recent weeks recording new material, including a collaboration with Skrillex. This was confirmed after they cancelled the last five shows of their tour.
On August 4, 2012, Orgy linked to a 30 second demo of a new song, "Grime of the Century" via their Twitter and Facebook page.
In 2013, Orgy embarked on the Wide Awake and Dead Tour with Vampires Everywhere! and Davey Suicide.
Gender
Orgy Lyrics
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and given my way
i'd be so fucking cool
when i'm feeling the rush
i look at you through different eyes
i never knew my thoughts televise
what you think
i'm the twin inside you
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us can't get to us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us never get to us
refreshing the memories
of times we've known
constantly stumbling over reason
where do these words go
now so true
covering no one else but you
stepping up to make a day
devour every modern day
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us can't get to us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us never get to us
fell awake in my dizziness
i'm blinding
i wish i was obedient
aren't i something
i'll never be rational
i'm binding
my way to everyone in
this velvet sky of mine
boredom does nothing for me
so why does it follow
walking with the deadbeats down the street
i want everything
be your idol
be your maker
you're everything
your dirty dream desire
you're everything
boredom does nothing for me
so why does it follow
walking with the deadbeats down the street
i want everything.
The song "Gender" by Orgy is a representation of the societal pressure which is faced by individuals who belong to the non-binary gender or those who are struggling to identify themselves. The song's lyrics are autobiographical, being a reflection of singer Jay Gordon's personal struggles in his journey towards realizing and accepting his non-binary identity.
The opening line, "I wish I was infinite," suggests a deep yearning for universality, to be beyond gender identity, and not limited by society's conventions. The chorus "It's hard to believe what you say, unaccepting what you've tried to show us," implies the frustration that non-binary individuals experience when their identity is repeatedly denied and ignored by society.
The song expresses the feeling of being trapped and the search for a way out, with the line "nothing can fix what's incomplete, can't get to us, can't get to us." The desire to escape societal expectations of conformity is evident, with the lines "boredom does nothing for me, so why does it follow, walking with the deadbeats down the street, I want everything."
Overall, the song conveys the struggles of not fitting into societal expectations and the yearning for freedom to be oneself. It is a powerful anthem for the LGBTQ community and serves as a rallying cry to break free of the societal constraints.
Line by Line Meaning
i wish i was infinite
I yearn to be limitless
and given my way
If I had my wish granted
i'd be so fucking cool
I desire to be extraordinarily awesome
when i'm feeling the rush
During the moments when my adrenaline is high
i look at you through different eyes
I perceive you from a different perspective
i never knew my thoughts televise
I was unaware that my ideas were broadcasted
what you think
What is your opinion
i'm the twin inside you
I am the embodiment of your inner self
it's hard to believe what you say
It is difficult to trust your words
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
Rejecting the evidence or proof you have given us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
What is missing cannot be remedied
can't get to us can't get to us
Unable to break through to us
refreshing the memories
Recall to mind old memories
of times we've known
Of moments that we have experienced together
constantly stumbling over reason
Always struggling to find an explanation
where do these words go
Where do these expressions lead us to
now so true
It is currently very factual
covering no one else but you
This is related only to you
stepping up to make a day
Taking charge to make a day worthwhile
devour every modern day
Consume every day as if it is something new and contemporary
fell awake in my dizziness
Woke up suddenly in a state of vertigo
i'm blinding
I am blinding myself
i wish i was obedient
I desire to be compliant
aren't i something
Am I not special
i'll never be rational
I will never attain reason
i'm binding
I am restricting myself
my way to everyone in this velvet sky of mine
This is my way of introducing myself to everyone in my own vast world
boredom does nothing for me
I derive no pleasure from idleness
so why does it follow
Why does it persistently return
walking with the deadbeats down the street
Strolling with the idle people in the streets
i want everything
I crave for everything
be your idol
Be the person you look up to
be your maker
Be the creator of your own destiny
you're everything
You are my every desire
your dirty dream desire
Your lustful wants and ideals
boredom does nothing for me
I derive no pleasure from idleness
so why does it follow
Why does it persistently return
walking with the deadbeats down the street
Strolling with the idle people in the streets
i want everything.
I crave for everything
Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: AMIR DERAKH, BOBBY HEWITT, JAY GORDON, RYAN SHUCK, RYAN CHRISTOPHER SHUCK
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@marcusaurelius8411
I wish I was infinite
And given my way
I'd be so fucking cool
When I'm feeling the rush
I look at you through different eyes
I never knew my thoughts televise
What you think
I'm the twin inside you
It's hard to believe what you say
Unaccepting what you've tried to show us
It's hard to believe what you say
Unaccepting what you've tried to show us
And nothing can fix what's incomplete
Can't get to us can't get to us
And nothing can fix what's incomplete
Can't get to us never get to us
Refreshing the memories
Of times we've known
Constantly stumbling over reason
Where do these words go
Now so true
Covering no one else but you
Stepping up to make a day
Devour every modern day
It's hard to believe what you say
Unaccepting what you've tried to show us
It's hard to believe what you say
Unaccepting what you've tried to show us
And nothing can fix what's incomplete
Can't get to us can't get to us
And nothing can fix what's incomplete
Can't get to us never get to us
Fell awake in my dizziness
I'm blinding
I wish I was obedient
Aren't I something
I'll never be rational
I'm binding
My way to everyone in
This velvet sky of mine
Boredom does nothing for me
So why does it follow
Walking with the deadbeats down the street
I want everything
Be your idol
Be your maker
You're everything
Your dirty dream desire
You're everything
Boredom does nothing for me
So why does it follow
Walking with the deadbeats down the street
I want everything
@RectorFilm
i wish i was infinate
and given my way
i'd be so fucking cool
when i'm feeling the rush
i look at you through different eyes
i never knew my thoughts televise
what you think
i'm the twin inside you
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us can't get to us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us never get to us
refreshing the memories
of times we've known
constantly stumbling over reason
where do these words go
now so true
covering no one else but you
stepping up to make a day
devour every modern day
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us can't get to us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us never get to us
fell awake in my dizziness
i'm blinding
i wish i was obedient
aren't i something
i'll never be rational
i'm binding
my way to everyone in
this velvet sky of mine
boredom does nothing for me
so why does it follow
walking with the deadbeats down the street
i want everything
be your idol
be your maker
you're everything
your dirty dream desire
you're everything
boredom does nothing for me
so why does it follow
walking with the deadbeats down the street
i want everything.
@Dunning-Krugereffect
This song hits so hard.
@piratescove4
2023 needs this track more and more.
@hyoonoot
This visualizer is badass
@marcusaurelius8411
I wish I was infinite
And given my way
I'd be so fucking cool
When I'm feeling the rush
I look at you through different eyes
I never knew my thoughts televise
What you think
I'm the twin inside you
It's hard to believe what you say
Unaccepting what you've tried to show us
It's hard to believe what you say
Unaccepting what you've tried to show us
And nothing can fix what's incomplete
Can't get to us can't get to us
And nothing can fix what's incomplete
Can't get to us never get to us
Refreshing the memories
Of times we've known
Constantly stumbling over reason
Where do these words go
Now so true
Covering no one else but you
Stepping up to make a day
Devour every modern day
It's hard to believe what you say
Unaccepting what you've tried to show us
It's hard to believe what you say
Unaccepting what you've tried to show us
And nothing can fix what's incomplete
Can't get to us can't get to us
And nothing can fix what's incomplete
Can't get to us never get to us
Fell awake in my dizziness
I'm blinding
I wish I was obedient
Aren't I something
I'll never be rational
I'm binding
My way to everyone in
This velvet sky of mine
Boredom does nothing for me
So why does it follow
Walking with the deadbeats down the street
I want everything
Be your idol
Be your maker
You're everything
Your dirty dream desire
You're everything
Boredom does nothing for me
So why does it follow
Walking with the deadbeats down the street
I want everything
@ZamsadaZombie
What a long way we've come from having to buy CD's to be able to pull out the cover sleeve/booklet and read along to the lyrics when you played the CD for the first time
@jeremiahhopkins82
*Coveting no one else but you
@RectorFilm
Bro dude step off lol
@RectorFilm
i wish i was infinate
and given my way
i'd be so fucking cool
when i'm feeling the rush
i look at you through different eyes
i never knew my thoughts televise
what you think
i'm the twin inside you
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us can't get to us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us never get to us
refreshing the memories
of times we've known
constantly stumbling over reason
where do these words go
now so true
covering no one else but you
stepping up to make a day
devour every modern day
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us can't get to us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us never get to us
fell awake in my dizziness
i'm blinding
i wish i was obedient
aren't i something
i'll never be rational
i'm binding
my way to everyone in
this velvet sky of mine
boredom does nothing for me
so why does it follow
walking with the deadbeats down the street
i want everything
be your idol
be your maker
you're everything
your dirty dream desire
you're everything
boredom does nothing for me
so why does it follow
walking with the deadbeats down the street
i want everything.
@IamN0-1
Maryilin Manson lite
@sturmmanng4785
You spelled it wrong. And no, not at all.