Il Adore
Original Broadway Cast Lyrics
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Anger and tears, so many things to feel
Sensitive boy, good with his hands
No one mentions the unmentionable, but everybody understands
Here in this cold white room
Tied up to these machines
It's hard to imagine him as he used to be
Laughing, screaming, tumbling queen
Like the most amazing light show you've ever seen
Whirling, swirling, never blue
How could you go and die, what a lonely thing to do?
Silence equals death, this is what they say
But the anger and the tears do not take the pain away
How far must it go? How near must it be?
Before it touches you, before it touches me
Here in this cold white room
Tied up to these machines
It's hard to imagine life as it used to be
Laughing, screaming, tumbling queen
Like the most amazing light show you've ever seen
Whirling, swirling, never blue
How could you go and die, what a lonely thing to do?
Did you ever ask those strangers what they're looking for?
Did they laugh and tell you they're not really sure?
You were hurt by love but still you came right back for more
Il adore, Il adore, Il adore
Thanks mum
The song "Il Adore" from the Original Broadway Cast's musical "Rent" is a poignant reflection on the AIDS crisis that plagued the LGBTQ+ community in the 1980s and 1990s. The lyrics describe the scene of a mother watching her son die from the disease, feeling a confused mix of anger and sadness. The boy is portrayed as a sensitive and talented person who was loved by those close to him but ignored and rejected by society at large. The final verse turns from describing the personal tragedy to questioning the broader social attitudes that allowed such a destructive epidemic to take hold. The repeated refrain of "Il adore" — French for "he adores" — is a haunting tribute to the departed boy and a cry for love and acceptance in a world that often denies it.
Line by Line Meaning
Mother clutches the head of her dying son
A mother holds onto her son's head as he is dying
Anger and tears, so many things to feel
There are many emotions to feel, including anger and sadness
Sensitive boy, good with his hands
The boy was sensitive and skilled with his hands
No one mentions the unmentionable, but everybody understands
No one talks about what is unspeakable, but everyone knows what is happening
Here in this cold white room
The scene takes place in a cold white room
Tied up to these machines
The boy is connected to machines
It's hard to imagine him as he used to be
It's difficult to picture the boy as he was before
Laughing, screaming, tumbling queen
The boy used to be lively, loud, and playful
Like the most amazing light show you've ever seen
His energy was like a dazzling spectacle
Whirling, swirling, never blue
He was always moving, never sad
How could you go and die, what a lonely thing to do?
It's a lonely feeling to wonder why he died
Silence equals death, this is what they say
Keeping quiet can lead to death, this is what people say
But the anger and the tears do not take the pain away
Feeling angry and sad doesn't alleviate the pain
How far must it go? How near must it be?
How severe does it have to become? How close does it have to be to impact us?
Before it touches you, before it touches me
Before it affects us personally
Did you ever ask those strangers what they're looking for?
Did you ever ask strangers what they want?
Did they laugh and tell you they're not really sure?
Did they respond with uncertainty?
You were hurt by love but still you came right back for more
You were hurt by love, but you keep returning to it
Il adore, Il adore, Il adore
He adores someone
Thanks mum
End of the song, expressing gratitude to the mother
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Written by: GEORGE O'DOWD, JOHN THEMIS
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