Pressure
Oswin Benjamin Lyrics

They say that pressure bust pipes and make a diamond shine
Pressure can either break you down or shape you into something valuable and resilient.

Either way it's a process I promise that Ima be honest
The process of growth and success is not always easy, but I will remain truthful throughout it.

Track my progress until my moments immortalized
I will keep record of my progress and achievements to ensure my legacy lives on.

And my legacy's fortified
My legacy will be strong and unbreakable.

I manifested everything I've written into existence
My thoughts and words have the power to become reality.

Acquired my excellence through persistence
My hard work and dedication have led me to greatness.

Still I'm fearful of everything that this journey comes equipped with
Despite my success, I still have fears and doubts.

The failures the gains
Success comes with both failures and victories.

The roads that'll change
My path will not always be predictable and may take unexpected turns.

When the change converts to millions
When my success earns me wealth beyond measure.

I pray that I won't change religion and worship shunt through these dollar bills
I hope that I will not be consumed by greed and will not abandon my beliefs for money.

If I buy anything, It be Stephanie's wedding ring
If I were to spend my money on anything, it would be something meaningful and valuable to me.

In addition to clarity
Clear-headedness and focus are important to me.

When it comes to this business and bitches
In the music industry, there are both business dealings and relationships that can be difficult to navigate.

And the leeches that see a shade of green in this nigga
There are people who will try to take advantage of my success for their own gain.

A lot of eyes a lot of ears on me
I am constantly under scrutiny and observation.

A lot of doubt a lot of prayers on me
Despite my success, there are still those who doubt me and pray for my downfall.

Jehovah said to cast my cares on him
My faith reminds me to give my worries to God.

But if I step out of this boat I fear for God that I ain't gone swim
If I take a risk, I worry that I will not be able to handle the outcome.

I had to learn to fix my vision
I had to work on my mindset and focus.

I'm my own optician
I am responsible for my own perspective and outlook.

Believe nigga believe!
I must continue to believe in myself and my abilities.

Affirmations I tried to wear on my chest with my self-esteem on my sleeves
I try to remind myself of my worth and value.

See y'all can see it can't you
I am transparent and open about my struggles.

I tried to hide it in my faith and like a rocky statue
I used to try to mask my struggles in my faith, but they still weighed heavily on me.

Y'all still feel he ain't real
Some still doubt my sincerity and authenticity.

Maybe it's paranoia
Perhaps it is my own fear and anxiety.

Maybe survivals guilt don't crept on my look at you corpses
Perhaps I feel guilty for my own success when others are struggling.

Y'all dead afraid to dream
Others are afraid to pursue their own dreams.

Get the fuck up Outta these offices nigga know you're important
I encourage others to leave unfulfilling jobs and pursue their passions.

Know I'm shifting this All on you outta fear that I've harbored
I am projecting my fears onto others.

See I envy you niggas
I envy those who have a simpler, more mundane life.

All plain and mundane
A life not full of the pressures of success and achievement.

Complain bout yo Monday's
Those who complain about their mundane jobs.

Hate that occupation that you got diplomas to entertain
Those who have a degree but are unfulfilled in their jobs.

You consumers don't know the strain that weighs on a creative's brain
Consumers do not understand the pressure and stress that comes with being a creative.

These demons will turn Joel Osteen into Kurt Cobain
The pressure can cause even the most successful and seemingly happy person to struggle and suffer.

Johnny 5 leave yo circuit short, Blow a whole in your main frame
The pressure can cause one to break down and lose focus.

I done seen it all
I have experienced many challenges and obstacles.

See every fear that I've written found a place in your spirit
My music speaks to the fears and struggles of many.

I treat your ears like therapy pray you help me evict them, Before I become a victim
I hope my music can help others overcome their fears before they consume me.

Of album sales, Conversations bout Forbes list
The pressure of success can become focused on external validation and monetary gain.

And the privacy that I lost
Success can come at the cost of one's privacy and personal life.

Is it all worth all of this shit
I question whether the pressure and stress of success is worth it.

Feeling these blues like Tookie
I am feeling down and struggling.

But I know That Steph is believing in me, And Ty is believing in me,Kellz and Sway believe in me,God believe in me
I have the support and belief of those close to me and my faith in God.

Ima be alright
I will get through this and be okay.