EP "Alone" released in 2002
Beauty
Outtareach Lyrics
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I thought I paid you off at half past ten Eleventeen years old, I'm scared and I'm cold
I wish I had a place to call my home It started way back when, they use to tell me then
That my life was so meaningless Is there anyone that cares?
Or does everyone just stare? I don't think I'm going no where
Someone please show me love I've been here for so long
I guess its time in store before me
Who can I trust with my life? No one seems to ever know me well
Learning that I'm in between A spirit crushing stone
And the never ending shame My beauty was all lost in vein...
The lyrics of "Beauty" by Outtareach explore the feelings of loneliness, despair, and longing for acceptance. The singer is addressing someone who seems to be a figure of authority or perhaps a person who has some control over their life. The opening lines reflect the singer's frustration with the situation they find themselves in as they are being asked for something again. The subsequent line, "I thought I paid you off at half past ten," creates confusion about the nature of this transaction, indicating that the singer might feel powerless and vulnerable.
The singer goes on to describe their sense of homelessness and displacement, feeling that they have nowhere to belong. The phrase "Eleventeen years old" suggests that the singer feels caught between adolescence and adulthood, and the recurring question, "Is there anyone that cares?" reveals the singer's lack of support and feeling of isolation. The lines, "Running in the dark/Stumbling on all my dreams," illustrates a sense of confusion, chaos, and feeling lost in life. The reference to the "spirit crushing stone" and "never-ending shame" conveys that the singer's self-worth has been destroyed over time.
Overall, "Beauty" is a poignant reflection of the struggles of a young person who is trying to navigate life's challenges while grappling with a lack of acceptance and support from those around them. It highlights the importance of empathy, kindness, and love in supporting those who might be feeling lost or invisible.
Line by Line Meaning
So what do you want from me? Don't tell me it's that time again
I feel pressured, like you want something from me that I may not be able to give, and I don't want to go through this again.
I thought I paid you off at half past ten Eleventeen years old, I'm scared and I'm cold
I'm only a kid and I'm afraid, but I thought I could make it through by leaving early, now I realize I can't.
I wish I had a place to call my home It started way back when, they use to tell me then That my life was so meaningless
I never felt like I belonged anywhere and others have made me feel insignificant for as long as I can remember.
Is there anyone that cares? Or does everyone just stare? I don't think I'm going no where Someone please show me love
I'm feeling lost and alone, and wondering if anyone truly cares about me, or if everyone is just watching me struggle. I need someone to care for me.
I've been here for so long I guess its time in store before me Who can I trust with my life? No one seems to ever know me well
I'm coming to terms with the fact that I've been going through this for a long time, and that there will be more to come. I'm not sure who I can rely on or who knows me enough to help me.
Running in the dark Stumbling on all my dreams Learning that I'm in between A spirit crushing stone
I feel like I'm struggling with no guidance, constantly falling and losing hope. I'm stuck in a difficult place, with no clear way out, and it feels like my life is slowly falling apart.
And the never ending shame My beauty was all lost in vein...
I'm feeling a deep, persistent sense of shame for who I am, and like I've lost something beautiful and important, with no hope of ever regaining it.
Contributed by Adam N. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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I'm the drummer in this band thank you for uploading 🙏