Around Me
P-Jay Lyrics
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Hey, it's me again
Crying non-stop
(Like have mercy have mercy)
Cuz I got lost
(In this emergency)
I have no one to support me back
(It's just me again)
Facing the truth and the poison
I'm between discord and then euphoria
And then euphoria
(Ah)
Darkness, don't know what to do
Oh, I'm tired of believing (Oh world)
Loneliness attacks me as I think about leaving
(Cause I'm liability)
Ah, chaos around me
Chaos around me
Chaos around me
Chaos around me
Loneliness attacks me as I think about leaving
Loneliness attacks me as I think about leaving
Loneliness attacks me as I think about leaving (Forgiving alone)
Loneliness attacks me as I think about living
Loneliness attacks me as I think about living
Loneliness attacks me as I think about living
Loneliness attacks me (Cause I wanted to die)
Loneliness attacks me (Cause I wanted to die)
Chaos Around Me
Chaos Around Me
In P-Jay's song "Around Me," the artist reflects on the turmoil and loneliness that can arise on an individual journey. The opening line of "Hey, it's me again breaking barriers, changing the brake" suggests a determination to keep pushing forward in spite of challenges. However, the artist quickly transitions to a more vulnerable stance, crying and feeling lost. There is a plea for help present in the repetition of "have mercy," but ultimately the artist acknowledges that they have no one to rely on but themselves.
The chorus of "Chaos around me/Loneliness attacks me as I think about leaving/Cause I wanted to die" illustrates the overwhelming feelings that can accompany being alone with one's thoughts. The dichotomy of "discord and then euphoria" also adds to the sense of instability and unpredictability present in the artist's mindset. The repeated phrase "loneliness attacks me" highlights the visceral nature of the experience, as though it is an assault on the individual.
Overall, "Around Me" explores the psychological and emotional weight that comes with confronting personal demons. The artist acknowledges the difficulty of facing these challenges alone, but also emphasizes the importance of personal resilience and self-preservation.
Line by Line Meaning
Hey, it's me again breaking barriers, changing the brake
I am back to make a difference and overcome obstacles in my way.
Hey, it's me again Crying non-stop (Like have mercy have mercy) Cuz I got lost (In this emergency) I have no one to support me back (It's just me again)
I am overwhelmed and lost in this difficult situation, feeling alone and helpless.
I'm lost Facing the truth and the poison I'm between discord and then euphoria And then euphoria (Ah)
I am struggling to find my way and dealing with the ups and downs of life.
Darkness, don't know what to do Oh, I'm tired of believing (Oh world) Loneliness attacks me as I think about leaving (Cause I'm liability)
I feel hopeless and exhausted, and the fear of being a burden and alone is too much to bear.
Ah, chaos around me Chaos around me Chaos around me Chaos around me
Everything is chaotic and uncertain, causing me distress and anxiety.
Loneliness attacks me as I think about leaving Loneliness attacks me as I think about leaving Loneliness attacks me as I think about leaving (Forgiving alone) Loneliness attacks me as I think about living Loneliness attacks me as I think about living Loneliness attacks me (Cause I wanted to die) Loneliness attacks me (Cause I wanted to die) Chaos Around Me Chaos Around Me
My loneliness is consuming me and I am struggling to cope with the overwhelming pain and negative thoughts. The chaos around me only makes things worse.
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Jomar Rodríguez
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