The Beautiful
P.M.Dawn Lyrics

In a quest to become colorless
I strive to remove all biases and judgments in my perception

I exhault my eyes with a most profound trust
I place complete faith in my vision

Yet they are masters at deception
However, my eyes often trick me

I wonder why... a black 4 leaf clover
I ponder the irony of a rare, lucky plant being dark and not green

Prince be sends a purple valentine again
A reference to the musician Prince and his use of the color purple in his music; possibly a symbol of love or passion

Once more my feelings have succeeded in confusing me
My emotions have yet again left me feeling disoriented

But whats most amusing is
Ironically, I find this confusion entertaining

I like the way it looks.
I take pleasure in the appearance of my confusion

Distorted isn't it?
My perspective is abnormal and unconventional

But its beautiful!
However, I find this unique perspective to be aesthetically pleasing

Exceptionally beautiful!
In fact, it is exceptional in its beauty

I drift along in a sea of compulsion
I feel overwhelmed by external forces driving me to act a certain way

Whether or not I'm dead
I am unsure if I am truly alive or not

I have no idea
I lack a clear understanding of my situation

I'm standing on a hill that overlooks a meadow
I am in a high place, observing the world around me and attempting to gain perspective

And I'm thinking
My thoughts wander aimlessly

Of absolutely nothing
My mind is empty

My current mood must resemble electric blue
My emotional state is similar to the vivid shade of electric blue

Its always tranquil, but
Although generally peaceful,

It makes me bleed
This tranquility still causes me emotional pain

Question marks constantly arrest my persona
I am constantly questioning my identity and personality

Ironic how that creates one for me
Ironically, these questions ironically contribute to my sense of self

Whatever is whatever
I have a passive attitude towards life

A phenomenon that consists of life and death
Life and death are mysterious phenomena

Hi Mr. Experience
An ironic or sarcastic greeting to some external force, such as fate or a higher power

How was your trip to the moon
A metaphorical inquiry into some grand or unusual undertaking

I tear my thoughts with my own sarcastically piercing blade
I am harshly critical of my own thoughts and ideas

I love you
A declaration of affection or appreciation directed towards something abstract, such as life itself

Because you make me sick
This affection is paradoxical and even unpleasant